Remarriage is inevitable, the president presses every step of the way

Chapter 186 What the hell am I doing?
Putting down the tablet in my hand, my heart was full of mixed feelings for a while.

Yu Yigeng smiled, and soon began to concentrate on making dinner for me.

At this moment, my cell phone rang suddenly. I picked it up and saw that it was a text message. When I opened the text message, the word Zuo Zongting appeared in the contact column, which made my heart skip a beat.

His text messages carry over his no-nonsense style.

Come out - I'm downstairs at your house.

My heart constricted, I immediately got up and went to the window of Yu Yigeng's living room, opened the curtain and looked down.

Because Yu Yigeng's room is opposite to mine, I can only see Zuo Zongting's back.

Seeing this figure, my heart immediately beat violently.

Puff, puff.

How to do?
It was this question that first came to my mind. I hesitated for a moment, and immediately replied a text message to Zuo Zongting.

I'm not at home.you go back.

After pressing the send button, I unconsciously searched for Yu Yigeng's.

Yu Yigeng was still busy in the kitchen, and didn't notice anything wrong with me at all.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

But before I put down the phone, the phone buzzed and a text message came in again.

I'll wait for you until you come back—

Suddenly, a dagger stabbed my heart hard. I held my breath and looked at the words on the screen of the phone. My breathing was disordered and my heart beat faster.

What should I do, if Yu Yigeng finds out about Zuo Zongting's existence, the two will definitely fight again.

I subconsciously said that I had deleted all the text messages Zuo Zongting had sent me, and then hurriedly said that my mobile phone was turned off.

Only then did he feel a little more relaxed, picked up Yu Yigeng's tablet, and began to covertly scroll through the news.

But none of the words on the tablet can be reflected in my mind.

Those words were densely packed like little ants, moving crazily in front of me, but I couldn't catch any of them.

"What's the matter, isn't there any newer news you can read to me?"

Yu Yigeng's voice suddenly sounded in the living room.

I was shocked by his words.

Looking back at him in a panic, "No, I was so engrossed in reading it that I forgot to read it aloud for you."

I hurriedly scrolled through a piece of news, cleared my throat, and said, "I found a fairly interesting piece of news, and I'll read it to you right now—"

"How do you look at the lost soul, what happened?"

But Yu Yigeng noticed something was wrong with me, so he stepped forward and tried to touch my forehead.

I saw him close in front of me, so I suddenly came back to my senses, and subconsciously avoided his touch.

"What are you doing? I don't have a fever."

Looking at his embarrassingly placed hand in the air, I said to him covertly.

"Then why do you look so wrong?"

His eyes fell on the tablet in my hand, looking at my picture on it, the corners of his lips suddenly raised: "Moved by me?"

I rolled my eyes: "Yes, yes, I didn't expect that I would have such a profound influence on you without knowing it. I was so moved that I burst into tears, okay?"

"So touched—" He took my hand in a good-tempered manner, half joking and half serious, and said, "Since I'm so moved, how about a promise?"

Just as I was about to retort, I bumped into his deep eyes.

There may be a sea in his eyes, deep, mysterious, and suffocating charm.

I was holding my breath when I was watched by his deep eyes, and my heartbeat seemed to stop in an instant.

Not right.

The atmosphere between us is really too wrong!
I hastily closed my eyes.

My eyes immediately met my own photos on the tablet, and my breath suddenly stopped, I got up from the sofa, and said to him: "You go to the kitchen to make dinner, I will read the news to you , for the sake of the quality of our dinner, you are not allowed to desert, remember—"

While talking, I pushed him into the kitchen.

When I returned to the living room, I went to the window to take a look, but I didn't find Zuo Zongting outside, and I don't know if Zuo Zongting is gone, or it's just because of the limitation of my current perspective that I can't see. to his figure.

A heart hangs tightly in an instant.

But in order not to arouse Yu Yigeng's suspicion, I turned around and went to the sofa to pick up the tablet, and stood by the window in a disguised manner, and began to read the news I had just brushed out while walking.

For a while, apart from the sound of pots and pans colliding from the kitchen in the huge room, it was the voice of me reading the news aloud.

If it weren't for my uneasiness, sometimes I think about it, in fact, such a plainness is really a kind of happiness.

But suddenly a thought flashed through my mind.

If the man cooking in the kitchen was replaced by Zuo Zongting, would I be happier?

This dull feeling immediately changed.

There was a bitterness on my lips.

It turns out that love is like this. Even when you think of that person, you will still have various complicated emotions in your heart. Maybe this feeling is not sweet, it may be bitter, or sour, but it must be related to love.

But as long as I think of Yu Yigeng, no matter what emotion I feel in my heart, it has nothing to do with guilt.

I don't love Yu Yigeng.

Once again, I realized this fact with incomparable clarity.

This realization made me suddenly feel sad.

If I have fallen in love with Yu Yigeng, how good it would be, I can quickly end this entanglement with Zuo Zongting, and start over with Yu Yigeng, is it the best for me?
But I don't love him, what should I do?
How long can we continue this relationship?
I was a little absent-minded during dinner, and Yu Yigeng also saw that I was in a bad mood, and said, "Are you too tired? If you really can't hold on anymore, then eat breakfast early and go to rest."

I nodded.

I was actually uneasy, I had turned off my phone, and although Zuo Zongting’s text messages stopped harassing me, I was still worried that Zuo Zongting would still be waiting for me downstairs, but Yu Yigeng couldn’t see Zuo Zongting at all figure.

I can only lie to myself over and over that Zuo Zongting has left.

But my heart is still vaguely uneasy, afraid that Zuo Zongting has not left, if Zuo Zongting finds out that Yu Yigeng and I are living in the room opposite the door, or if Yu Yigeng finds out that Zuo Zongting is here, these two people Once it hits, it may cause Mars to hit the earth, triggering a century war.

I don't want to see any of them get hurt.

After hastily finished his dinner, Yu Yigeng got up to see me off.When I was about to open the door to leave, he suddenly grabbed my arm, and under my horrified eyes, he moved his lips closer and closer, and kissed deeply on the center of my brow.

When his lips approached, I was actually terrified in my heart, but I was greatly relieved that his kiss did not imprint on my lips.

When he let go of me, I said as if fleeing: "Good night, I'm leaving."

"Good night, get up early in the morning and come to my place for breakfast."

I nodded.

He leaned on the door frame and waited for me to leave. I took out the key and opened the door of my room.

The door opened, I turned around and went into the room, when I was about to close the door, Yu Yigeng smiled and waved at me, I waved back to him, and the door gradually closed.

The upper door panel was finally closed, and I leaned against the door panel without strength.

I don't think it's easy to be caught between two men.

I don't know how those romantic female pig feet that I saw in the novels are able to do things with ease. At least when I face such entanglements, I will feel unspeakably tired in my heart.

It was a kind of exhaustion from the heart, an exhaustion that could not be concealed.

I suddenly thought of Zuo Zongting, and rushed to the floor-to-ceiling windows of my living room to look down.

After such a short period of time, I realized that a heavy rain had begun to rage outside the window.

The sky became more dizzy, the rainstorm came unexpectedly, the trees outside the window were swaying constantly with the strong wind, but downstairs facing my window, a familiar tall figure was standing with an umbrella, just like that quietly Standing in the storm, it seems that it will be blown away by the rain and the wind at any time, and it seems that it will always stand in the wind and rain.

Just like that, standing quietly with an umbrella, as if standing like a tree...

Tears hit my face in an instant.

Zuo Zongting, why don't you leave?

I really wanted to shout to him outside the window, but thinking of the huge wind and rain, even if I shouted to him, he might not hear it.

I suddenly thought of the phone that I had turned off by myself, I fumbled to take out the phone, and long pressed the power button of the phone.

Trembling, the phone trembled with my trembling hands.

The phone finally turned on.

Then came the sound of frantic text messages coming in.

I settled down and saw that there were more than a dozen text messages.

I won't leave, I'll wait for you to come see me.

Zhong Yu, I won't let go.

do not leave Me.

……

I read the text messages like this one by one, and every time I read one, I became more and more frightened.

At this time, there was a crackling sound of knocking on the window outside the window. When I came to the window, I found that hail the size of soybeans had fallen outside.

Surprised, I hurriedly looked towards Zuo Zongting downstairs, and saw that the umbrella in his hand seemed to be unable to hold up anymore, and as the hail came down, his umbrella was smashed into dents one by one , Then the hail slid down, and the umbrella surface became calm again.

Suddenly, a hurricane hit, and he couldn't hold the umbrella in his hand, and the umbrella was blown halfway, and his handsome face was exposed to the rain and hail...

I was shocked to see it.

I dare not send text messages with Zuo Zongting anymore, because there are lightning bolts splitting the sky outside, and I am afraid that the signal of the mobile phone will strike Zuo Zongting mercilessly.

I put down the mobile phone in my hand and made a decision almost instantly. I want to go downstairs to see Zuo Zongting and persuade him to leave.

He just had an operation on his body, and he still doesn't know how he is recovering after the operation. He absolutely cannot bear such a storm.

I almost rushed to the door.

But just as he opened the door, Yu Yigeng who was on the opposite side also opened the door, seeing that I also opened the door, Yu Yigeng was surprised across his face.

"Zhong Yu, what are you going to do?"

"I...I..." I hesitated, I didn't even know how to face his question, so I had to change the subject: "What about you? Why did you open the door suddenly?"

Yu Yigeng said: "It's snowing outside, I'm afraid you'll be scared, so come and have a look."

The corners of my lips barely hooked.

"It's okay, I'm not afraid."

"I'm here to see you too."

"Really?" In response to my answer, Yu Yigeng's eyes lit up, it seemed that he hated my attitude.

His eyes lit up and made my nose sore.

It was just a little lie that made him so happy.

What the hell am I doing?
(End of this chapter)