sky-high engagement

Chapter 1014 Fear of being alone forever

Su Jinyan fell into a coma this time and slept for two full days before waking up. Before she could open her eyes, she felt the warm sunlight in the room.

Seems to have noticed that Su Jinyan no longer missed the sunshine outside the window, she turned her head and looked at the person lying beside the bed.

"Four young masters..."

Ji Ce felt that he had auditory hallucinations again. He had been staying in the ward these days, just afraid of missing something.

But every time I hear the sound, it ends up being a hallucination.

The doctor said that he was too tired and needed a good rest, but Su Jinyan was still awake, how could he leave her alone?
Jinyan, when did you wake up?
Wake up soon, okay?
Grandpa misses you.

Feel the touch on the top of your head, this time it feels more real.

Ji Ce thought, maybe he was really tired, and he was almost unable to distinguish between illusion and reality.

"Policy……"

After hesitating for two seconds, the pair of tightly closed eyes suddenly opened, and then met the pair of reddish tearful eyes.

"Jin Yan!"

Ji Ce sat up, stretched out his hands excitedly, but retracted when he was about to touch her.

He was worried that these were hallucinations, that the illusion would disappear as soon as he stretched out his hand, and that his girl would continue to sleep like this.

As if seeing his fear and hesitation, Su Jinyan slowly raised his hand, "I'm sorry for making you worry."

When her hand touched his face, stroked his stubble, and looked at his bloodshot eyes, Su Jinyan's nose was sore.

"They said that Ji Yan was sick..."

Ji Ce finally came back to his senses and grabbed Su Jinyan's hand, "Are you awake? You're finally awake."

When Ji Ce hugged her, Su Jinyan burst into tears, "Fourth Young Master, I thought I'd never see you again, I'm so scared, I can't bear you."

"Don't be afraid, it's all over."

Ji Ce patted her on the back lightly to comfort her. Although the master didn't say anything, he was actually very scared, afraid that he would lose this woman.

If there is no her, who else can accompany him to relieve boredom in the future?

During the period when Su Jinyan was in a coma, Ji Ce was thinking that it would not be easy for a person to find someone who would be in tune with him.

Just like Xiao Nanye and Su Mo, like Qiao Er and that young master of the Jiang family.

In this world, there can be no second person as stupid as her, so stupid that she even wants to kill her, just to give birth to a child for him.

She said, Fourth Young Master, I dream of giving birth to a child for you, so that when I am gone in the future, he can also be by your side.

She knew him, always had.

But silly girl, it is impossible for children to stay with their parents all their lives.

They will grow up, meet people they like, and have families of their own.

And you are the only one who can really stay by my side and keep me from being alone forever!
Looking at the kissing couple on the bed, the nurse asked softly, "Doctor, do you want to go in?"

"Come back later!"

In the past few days when Su Jinyan was in a coma, Ji Ce fired countless times. Once Ji Luotian met him, he immediately confiscated his gun.

Although City H is the back garden of Ji's family, it is a society ruled by law after all, and there are many people in the hospital.

Although the Ji family is not afraid of them, Su Jinyan and Ji Yan are still not out of danger in this troubled time, and one more thing is worse than one less thing.

But Ji Luotian came too late, and Ji Ce has already gained notoriety.

Now in the whole hospital, from the doctors to the cleaners, there is no one who is not afraid of him. Every time they see him, they have to stay away from him, for fear of accidentally offending him.

Probably because of his childhood experience, Ji Ce seldom treats people honestly.

Even Su Jinyan realized that he fell in love with her only after he had hurt her countless times.

He is different from Xiao Nanye, he is used to machismo, even if he likes it, he is not willing to compromise too much, this is the first time he is so clingy.

In the beginning, Su Jinyan responded emotionally, but her lips were numb after kissing for so long, and Fourth Young Master still refused to let her go.

Su Jinyan buried her face in his arms and protested softly, "Fourth Young Master, you, stop kissing, it hurts."

Ji Ce also realized that he had overreacted, but not everyone could understand the feeling of regaining what was lost, he was just too happy.

The two hugged tenderly for a while, Su Jinyan remembered what the nurse said again, and hurriedly pushed Ji Ce away.

"Fourth Young Master, where is Ji Yan? How is he?"

Before Ji Ce could answer, Su Jinyan had already lifted the quilt excitedly, "Where is he? I'm going to see him."

She was limp after lying down for so long, almost fell when her feet touched the ground, Ji Ce hurriedly supported her, "Don't worry, listen to me, Ji Yan is fine."

"you're lying!"

Su Jinyan's lips trembled violently, and tears kept streaming down the corners of her eyes, "I want to see him, I want to see him, let me go."

Seeing her crying so pitifully, Ji Ce was so distressed that he picked her up and put her on the bed without saying a word.

"I didn't lie to you, don't cry! Be good."

Su Jinyan still believed him, held back tears and looked at him, "You didn't lie to me?"

Ji Ce didn't know whether to laugh or cry, kissed her red and swollen eyes and said, "Do you dare to doubt your words?"

Su Jinyan shook her head, her two small hands were still grabbing Ji Ce's clothes, "I heard them say that Ji Yan inherited my heart disease..."

Before I finished speaking, tears fell down like beads with a broken thread.

Ji Ce didn't have time to wipe it off, so he simply pushed him into his arms, "Silly girl, if you want to inherit it, you will also inherit it from your mother."

In fact, Su Jinyan's condition is not serious, as long as he doesn't get too much stimulation, he will be fine, but Ji Yan has a genuine hereditary heart disease.

"Then Ji Yan..." Su Jinyan looked up at Ji Ce, with mist in his eyes.

Seeing her expectant eyes, Ji Ce's heart tightened, and his palm slowly fell on the top of her head, "I don't want to lie to you, but don't worry, the boss has found the best doctor, and Ji Yan will be fine."

Hearing what he said, Su Jinyan sobbed, "It's all my fault..."

The doctor had told her a long time ago, but she insisted on going her own way, refusing to listen to anyone's words, and insisted on giving birth to the child.

"It's all my fault, Fourth Young Master, scold me! It's all my fault..."

The girl cried endlessly, Ji Ce felt distressed and anxious, so he wanted to divert her attention, "Do you want to see him?"

Sure enough, upon hearing these words, Su Jinyan's crying stopped immediately, and she looked at Ji Ce with red and swollen eyes without blinking.

Ji Ce took out his phone and opened a video.

Seeing the baby intubated in the incubator, Su Jinyan quickly covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying. She finally knew why Si Shao didn't take her to see it.

The video was sent by Alice, it was only a dozen seconds long, and because Ji Yan was too weak, the screen was almost forbidden.

But Su Jinyan watched it more than a dozen times, crying while watching, her eyes were so swollen that she could hardly see.

"Okay, don't look at it."

When the phone was taken away, Su Jinyan reached out to grab it, but how could she be Ji Ce's opponent?

"Four young masters..."

Su Jinyan was crying as soon as she opened her mouth, and Ji Ce was still worried whether her tears would run dry, but this man had already grabbed his sleeve and begged.

"I'm going to see him, can you take me to see him?"

Ji Ce was a little embarrassed, but looking at Su Jinyan's swollen walnut-like eyes, he nodded, "Okay, I'll take you there."

Women can't blow the wind during confinement, so Ji Ce put his coat on Su Jinyan's body, then hugged Su Jinyan and left.

Su Jinyan leaned softly in his arms, feeling that she had no strength.

"Fourth Young Master, have I slept for a long time?"

"What do you say?"

Hearing the three murderous words, Su Jinyan shrank her neck, and then looked at the stubble on Ji Ce's chin.

Fourth Young Master, you look so tired.

In the neonatal intensive care unit, through the thick glass, the mother and son met for the first time.

Looking at the child in the incubator, Su Jinyan covered her mouth and asked, "Is it a boy or a girl?"

Ji Ce lowered his head and touched her face, "Boy."

Su Jinyan nodded, "He's so small."

Ji Ce said, "Yes! Like a kitten."

Then Su Jinyan laughed, and gave him a dissatisfied look, "How can anyone say that about their son."

Ji Ce smiled and said nothing, Su Jinyan asked again, "Have you ever hugged him? He is good-looking?"

The baby was sent here as soon as it was born, and no one hugged it except for the doctors and nurses. As for whether it looks good or not, it's really hard to say.

Seeing Ji Ce frowning, Su Jinyan was a little worried, "Yes, isn't it pretty?"

Ji Ce gave a 'tsk', "How do you say it? The skin is red and wrinkled, like a monkey."

First it said it looked like a kitten, and now it said it looked like a monkey, are you sure it's your real father?
Su Jinyan held back tears and defended, "Children are always like this when they are born."

Seeing that she was about to cry, Ji Ce quickly changed his words, "Don't cry! I didn't say he was ugly!"

"That's what you mean!"

No mother would dislike her child, nor would she accept others calling her child ugly, especially if this person was the child's father.

Ji Ce was a little dumbfounded, "Actually, I didn't see it clearly, isn't it far away?"

Su Jinyan reluctantly accepted this explanation, and looked inside with some expectation, "Can't I go in and see him? It's pitiful for him to be alone in there."

Ji Ce kissed her pale face, "Don't worry, there are so many doctors and nurses taking care of him, he will be fine."

Looking at the poor little thing in the incubator, Su Jinyan blamed herself to death.

If only she hadn't fallen down, if the baby was bigger in her belly, she wouldn't suffer like this.

Su Jinyan put her hands on the glass, she was very tired now, but those eyes couldn't bear to leave Ji Yan, it was her and the fourth young master's child.

"Baby……"

When Ji Ce carried her back to the ward, Su Jinyan kept looking back.

When she finally lost sight of her, she said, "Si Shao, Ji Yan will be fine, right? He won't leave me, right?"

Ji Ce looked down at her, "Don't worry, everything is up to me."

Hearing Ji Ce's assurance, Su Jinyan finally closed her eyes in peace.

(End of this chapter)