sky-high engagement

Chapter 191 Is such persistence right or wrong?
Not long ago, it was in this study that Su Mo met Xiao Zhendong for the first time.

In addition to being Xiao Nanye's grandfather, this person is also a respectable revolutionary senior.

At that time, the shock in Su Mo's heart can be imagined.

At the beginning, she was still a little scared, but after getting along with her, she realized that grandpa looked fierce, but he was actually a very good person.

Every time she sees Grandpa Xiao, it reminds her of her own grandfather. At that time, Grandpa held her in his palm and liked to take her with him wherever he went.

Su Mo stood at the door for a while, thinking of her grandfather's tolerance and protection of her when she was in Xiao's house, her heart ached.

On the mahogany coffee table in the study room, there was still the previous tea set, and the tea in it was already cold.

Su Mo clenched his fists and walked over. Both knees seemed to be torn, and the wounds were stuck to his trousers. Every step he took touched his flesh.

In such a hot weather, I broke out in a cold sweat.

Su Mo endured the pain and sat down, making tea seriously.

After the tea was brewed, Su Mo poured a cup, passed it to Xiao Zhendong, and stood behind him respectfully, "Grandpa, please drink tea!"

Seemingly for the sake of this cup of tea, Xiao Zhendong finally turned around and looked at her with cloudy eyes, "I thought you were the most suitable for Ah Ye."

Those old but still sharp eyes made it impossible to look directly at them.

Su Mo's eyes became hot, and he lowered his head and choked with sobs, "I know it's useless to say anything now, but Grandpa, as long as you don't let me leave Ah Ye, you can tell me to do anything."

Xiao Zhendong looked at her and sighed in disappointment, "Xiao Su! You still don't understand!"

He took the tea from Su Mo, but didn't drink it.

He put it on the desk next to him and said to her: "You go! I will tell Aye personally that you don't come to the house in the future."

When Su Mo drove out of Xiao Zhai, the sun had already set.

On the way back, she was in a very bad condition, and she was in a daze.

She admitted her mistake, she even knelt down to grandpa, but it was still useless, grandpa refused to forgive her, she really didn't know what to do.

Maybe Xiao Nanye needs to come forward to explain this matter.

When Su Mo remembered that he wanted to call Xiao Nanye, he found that he didn't bring his mobile phone when he came out at noon.

Tears washed over his eyes, and he raised his hand to wipe, but instead wiped more and more.

When leaving Xiao's house, Su Mo couldn't hold back her tears, but now, she was the only one in the car, so she couldn't stop crying.

The road down the mountain was very long, watching the scenery outside the car fade away, Su Mo suddenly remembered the scene when Xiao Nanye took her to climb the mountain in the first lunar month.

At that time, she was still sick and couldn't get the wind, so Xiao Nanye said that she would take her there when she recovered.

Now that grandpa chased her away, she and Xiao Nanye are having trouble like this again, and I don't know if there will be a chance to watch the scenery with him in the future.

The blood-soaked fabric of the clothes on the knees pulled the pain nerves when I moved, and my feet seemed to be getting weaker and weaker.

When I felt that the speed of the car was a bit too fast, I wanted to brake, but found that the brake failed.

The feeling of powerlessness at that time swept from all directions, making Su Mo confused.

Sitting in the car, Su Mo suddenly felt a little relieved as he watched the car rush down the mountain uncontrollably.

She could even smile wryly and think, is this a sign that misfortunes never come singly?
That's all, that's it!
She has been really tired these years. Ever since the Su family's accident, she has never lived a day of relaxation and stability.

During those years abroad, when she went to sleep every night, she either dreamed of her aunt's tragic death or that poor child.

He stood in front of her covered in blood, looking at her with cold eyes.

The child, the child she had a one-night stand with.

When Su Mo first found out that she was pregnant, she thought about aborting the child.

But at that time, her aunt had just passed away, so she thought, could it be that she was reincarnated into her womb because her aunt hated her?

Su Mo suddenly realized that this might be the only relative in her life, so she decided to give birth to this child.

That year was the hardest year Su Mo had ever lived.

Her physical fitness was not very good since she was a child, and coupled with the shock of the Su family's affairs, her pregnancy situation was not optimistic.

During the prenatal checkup, the doctor was worried about her physical condition and might not be able to afford the child, so she suggested that she abort the child.

Su Mo refused to listen to the doctor's dissuasion and insisted on giving birth to the child.

So she took a leave of absence from school and went to a remote place to wait for delivery.

Although the Su family was in decline, Su Mo was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child. She couldn't do anything. She could only make money by helping others draw pictures or playing the piano in bars.

At that time, her Renchen reaction was very strong, and it was harder than ordinary pregnant women. Morning sickness was a common thing, and she couldn't eat at all.

And I couldn't sleep well all night, and I was so thin that I didn't look good.

At that time, she had nothing but this insistence. She felt that this child was a treasure given to her by God and her only relative.

She lived in a village next to the town at that time, where the folk customs were simple and honest, everyone saw her living as a woman, and they were very friendly to her.

But even so, she still has to make money to support herself.

During the day, she would get up very early and walk two hours to work in the town.

When the weather is good, she will find a place with beautiful scenery, set up an easel, and draw pictures for the tourists. She only charges one euro for a sketch.

Sometimes when there is no business, she goes to the restaurant in the town to help wash dishes and wash vegetables. It was during that time that she learned how to cook.

In the evening, she also went to the bar in the town to play the piano.

At that time, it was the most difficult time, because the environment of the bar was not good and it was very noisy. At the beginning, she could hear those noisy voices even when she was sleeping.

There was a young couple living next door to her at that time, the man named Maurice Durand and the woman named Julie.

The Durands are very nice people. Seeing that Su Mo is working so hard alone, they will take the initiative to help her with some things. Sometimes they help make delicious food, and they will ask her to eat together.

At the beginning, Su Mo was still a little defensive, always rejecting the other party's kindness, but as time passed, she didn't resist so much.

It is said that pregnancy in October is the happiest time in a woman's life, but the time Su Mo was pregnant was the hardest time for her.

But even in such a difficult environment, she never gave up on this child.

The doctor's warning was slowly manifested at the [-]th day of pregnancy.

During that time, Su Mo's physical condition deteriorated rapidly. She could no longer go out to earn money, and she couldn't even take care of herself.

There were times when Su Mo fainted in the vegetable field behind the house. It was Morris who found her when he came back, which saved her and the child.

At the 240th day of pregnancy, the belly is already very high.

Some symptoms of dizziness and chest tightness began to appear frequently, Su Mo could only lie in bed every day, and she even felt that she would not be able to live.

It was at that time that she began to think wildly, and Julie said it was antenatal depression.

The situation wasn't too bad after all, but fortunately there were still the concerns of the Durands.

On the day the child was born, it was raining heavily outside.

It has been raining intermittently for several days, and the quilt has not seen the sun for a long time, and it is a little damp, and it is very uncomfortable to cover the body.

It is said that mother and child are connected, and the child seems to feel her uneasiness, turning over in her stomach all night, making her sleepless all night, what do you think will happen today?

My stomach hurts from the morning, sometimes it hurts after a long time, sometimes it hurts continuously, and I will turn red when I go to the toilet.

At that time, Su Mo didn't understand anything. She was working hard, but she didn't dare to ask Julie to help.

In the afternoon, the amniotic water broke, and Su Mo was very scared. She felt that the child was moving away from her.

She wanted to call for help, but the rain outside was so loud that no one could hear her cry.

It wasn't until the evening that the Durands came to see her with the fruits they had just picked. They knocked on the door for a long time but no one answered, and then they realized that something was wrong.

When Morris knocked on the door and came in, Su Mo fell to the ground, already in a state of semi-shock, and the mother and son had only half their lives left.

When he was sent to the hospital, Su Mo was awake for a while.

She refused to enter the delivery room, and firmly held Julie's hand and said, "If I die, please scatter my ashes into the sea, so that I can go back to my hometown. I want to go back."

Julie was ten years older than Su Mo, but she cried like a child when she saw her explaining her funeral so calmly.

It is difficult for others to understand the pain of giving birth. At that time, Su Mo really thought that she was going to die, but in her situation at that time, she was not far from death.

After the child was born, Su Mo lay in the hospital for a full week. During that time, the Durands took care of the child for her.

After being discharged from the hospital, Su Mo suddenly discovered that this child was not an angel at all, but a demon sent from heaven to torture her.

She herself is still a child and has no experience in raising children at all. The child keeps crying, and she keeps crying too. She doesn't know what to do?
Throughout the day, she and the child did not eat or drink.

In the evening, when Morris and Julie came to see her, the child was crying out of breath.

Slowly, Su Mo realized that she couldn't face the child at all, and when she heard the child's cry, she felt uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she wanted to die.

Julie found that something was wrong with her, so she took her to see a doctor. The doctor said that this was a manifestation of postpartum depression, and the recovery depends on each person's psychological capacity.

For a long time afterwards, Su Mo fell into a trough of extreme sadness.

I can't even take care of myself, let alone my children.

So almost from birth, the child followed Julie, and she even quit her job in order to take better care of the child.

(End of this chapter)