The guardian of the king of hero league

Chapter 235 If at first
Becoming a celebrity is a dream for most people, but for Lin Fan, it is really distressing.

In fact, his current goal is very simple, that is to lead the guardian of the king to defeat all the LPL teams all the way, and then advance to the World S Championship.After winning the world championship, he retired with peace of mind.

You don't have to take care of the next thing, the Gong family and Zhan Delong will naturally find out those people.

After completing the task of baiting himself, he went to find Lao Luo and avenged his mother.As for his father, think about it or forget it, maybe he will never meet him in his life.

After revenge, you can return to your hometown and live the rest of your life in peace.

Now it is popular for retired players to start live broadcasts, and they themselves also go to live broadcasts or something.Not too bad.

As a result, he suddenly became famous now, which is terrible. What comes with fame is not necessarily all good things!Tens of thousands of pairs of eyes are fixed on him all the time, and if one fails, his reputation will be ruined. He has experienced such a thing.

Lin Fan held his forehead in distress, took the bowl to the kitchen to clean himself, and then went upstairs.

He didn't go to the training room, but came to his room, tossing and turning in bed.

"Xiao Fan, if you have anything, you can tell mom." Liu Nianjun couldn't understand Lin Fan's thoughts, but he could feel Lin Fan's mood changes.

"Mom, I feel that many things are chasing me, and I always feel inexplicable. I didn't provoke anyone. I am an honest person, so why is there so much trouble?"

"what you mean?"

Lin Fan thought for a while. If he was so entangled, he might as well just say it: "Mom, you said that if I didn't have the ability to change the time back then, nothing would have happened? Dad wouldn't have left either?"

Liu Nianjun was silent for a long time before he said, "You asked this question before."

Lin Fan continued: "Then if I chose to reject Xiaoxu's request to be the king's guardian, wouldn't all of this have nothing to do with us? Mom, you will be fine too?"

"Sometimes you have to believe in fate, so there is no need to discuss it. What's more, I think it's very good now. I can be with Xiaofan every day and feel your happiness and sorrow. Mom is very happy."

Lin Fan held his head, feeling distressed in his heart. He was not a person who was entangled in doing things, but that was because Lin Fan never considered himself when doing things.

"Mom, if at the beginning."

Liu Nianjun interrupted Lin Fan, she said: "Son, there weren't so many ifs back then, not even one ifs back then."

"My mother has also thought about many, many things during this period of time."

"If mom had dropped everything and came to Shanghai to find you, maybe you would have had a better life; if mom hadn't gotten sick back then, you wouldn't have had to work so hard; if mom had gone to the arena with you, maybe it wouldn't have been so terrible. What made you blame yourself so much."

"Going forward, if my mother had listened to Mr. Luo, maybe you would not be you, nor would your surname be Lin."

"However, after thinking about it again and again, my mother doesn't feel regretful."

"I'm very proud. With a child like you, Xiaofan, you have a kind heart and are kind to others. How many people can't do this?"

Lin Fan blushed when he was told, "Mom, don't talk about it. Seriously, if you hadn't reminded me at that time, I probably wouldn't have gone to rescue Cui Minggui."

"Then can you tell mom why she doesn't want to save him?"

"Needless to say, why would I save someone who treats his biological parents like that! It would be better if he died!" On this point, Lin Fan did not hesitate.

"But, Xiao Fan. Have you ever thought about what would happen if the news reached his biological parents after he died?"

hum~
Lin Fan suddenly became bored, yes, if Cui Minggui really died, what a terrible blow it would be to his biological parents!

This is completely unimaginable.

It is even conceivable what happened next, if his parents were sensible people, that would be fine, but if he labeled himself a "do nothing to save him", then it would be over!
Even if I can withstand the pressure, or someone will support me, but out of conscience, I can't let go anyway, and Cui Minggui's parents will be extremely sad.

So, at that time, my mother reminded herself that she pulled him back from the edge of the cliff!

"Mom, you're right! Fortunately, all of this is over." Lin Fan figured out what his mother said, and only then did Lin Fan realize that in front of his mother, he was still a child, an ignorant child.

"Xiaofan, you're right to think this way. Fortunately, everything is over. Xiaofan, you have stumbled to the present, although you have suffered a lot of unfairness and a lot of ups and downs, but isn't it all over?"

"So, Xiaofan, people~ The most important thing in this life is not 'if at the beginning', but 'better tomorrow'. Do you understand? No one can change everything in the past, but the future must be held tightly In my own hands."

When Liu Nianjun said this sentence, Lin Fan was stunned. This sentence has been in his heart for a long, long time?

Liu Nianjun continued: "So, in order not to regret it any more, just do it boldly. After all, you are a man!"

Listening to his mother's words, it was like enlightenment, Lin Fan pondered carefully.

He recalled what he said—if at the beginning.
At the beginning, there were only a few simple things in his mind.

One is to take care of Xiaoxu, that little girl who always follows her even when going to the toilet.

Another thing is to send food to my mother who hasn't spoken for a long time.

He remembered that the second thing he had never done in the beginning.

Until one day Ruan asked the sky.
"Boy, I'm very embarrassed that you stay here all day like this! Where are your parents?" Ruan Xiangtian patted Xiaoxu's head and said to Lin Fan.

"My father is dead, and my mother ignores me." Lin Fan said while playing games.

"Eh~" Ruan Xiangtian was obviously taken aback for a moment.

"Then why is mom ignoring you?"

"I don't know, maybe I disliked me, because I was the one who pissed Dad off!" Lin Fan was very stubborn at that time, after Lin Jialuo abandoned his wife and left, Lin Fan knew in his heart that he was already dead!And he was mad at himself!
"Boy, you can't talk like that! Parents don't dislike their children. I heard it."

"You are endless! I was not born by you!" Xiao Linfan was very irritable, immersed in the game, he felt that this uncle who was nagging endlessly in his ear was very annoying!
"Hey, you have a temper, I like it! Kid, have you heard that a dog doesn't think the family is poor, and a son doesn't think the mother is ugly?"

Lin Fan turned his head viciously, and turned to Ruan Xiangtian with the most ferocious expression he could think of: "I want you to take care of it!"

But Ruan Xiangtian didn't take this expression seriously, and continued: "This dog never dislikes how poor his master's family is. He is loyal and loyal to guard the house for his master. As a child, he never dislikes his mother. Ugly, it's really not easy to be pregnant in October."

"On the contrary, it's the same. The owner also likes his dog very much. What he eats, what the dog eats. And the mother will not dislike her children. Boy, let me see."

Xiao Linfan turned his head angrily, and said word by word: "No! Use! You! Control!"

This time, Xiao Xu, who had always been attached to Lin Fan, cried out in fright, opened his arms, and wanted his father to hug him: "Wow!!! Little! Little brother! How fierce! Woo~woo~woo~"

Xiao Linfan saw that he made Xiao Xu cry, so he didn't say anything anymore. He turned his head and seemed to concentrate on playing the game, but kept looking at Xiao Xu who was crying in Ruan Xiangtian's arms.

Ruan Xiangtian is such a shrewd person, he knows that the kid in front of him is not as bad as he looks, even this kid is much more well-behaved than most kids.

"I see you, the clothes on this body are always clean, you didn't wash them yourself, right?" Ruan Xiangtian said to Lin Fan while coaxing Xiao Xu.

"Mom washed it." At this time, Xiao Linfan had softened, he was afraid that if he spoke loudly, Xiao Xu would cry even more.

"Although I waived a lot of money for you online with me, but I checked at the counter, and you paid quite a lot yourself. You didn't earn the money yourself, did you?"

"Mother gave it to you." Xiao Linfan had already stopped the game in his hand, and he easily won that round again.But the mouse stayed on those English letters for a long time, but did not click.

Looking at Xiao Linfan's state, Ruan Xiangtian thought there was something interesting, and continued, "What does your mother usually do?"

"Mom, she is doing odd jobs for others."

"Oh, that's it, let me figure it out."

Just as Ruan Xiangtian was about to do the math, Xiao Linfan said, "Part-time workers are paid 5 yuan an hour. There is a good family that pays more, ten yuan an hour. And I invite my mother to go every day."

"Others are invited once a week, but not every week. And each time it is not an hour, and each time you work for three or four hours, they only give you ten yuan. You will also be scolded. And beat mom."

As he talked, Xiao Linfan's nose turned sore for some reason, and tears flowed out.

"In this way, I can only earn more than 70 yuan a week. Fortunately, there is a good family who can give my mother [-] yuan a week. They also teach my mother to read."

"But I spend 30 yuan a week on the Internet, so it's a month"

Lin Fan was crying while talking, but the strange thing was that he didn't choke up. Ruan Xiangtian knew that it was the little Lin Fan who was forcibly suppressing his body.

He doesn't know what the child in front of him has experienced, but he is very clear that this child has an extremely strong heart.

"Uncle, I know, it's wrong for me to do this. You also waived a lot of Internet access fees for me, but I can't refuse to give money, can"

After talking, Xiao Linfan couldn't bear it anymore, lying on the table, tears kept hitting the floor, but there was still no sound.

Seeing the appearance of "little brother", Xiao Xu struggled to jump out of Ruan Xiangtian's arms, and Ruan Xiangtian put little Ruan Xu on the ground.

Xiao Xu bit her lip, then wiped her tears with her sleeve, her eyes were red, and she trotted all the way to the bar.Then I asked the sister at the bar for a stack of papers and ran back.

Her little hand shook Lin Fan's arm, Lin Fan turned his head, his face was covered with tears, Xiao Xu obediently handed the paper in his hand to Lin Fan.

Looking at Lin Fan with those round eyes open, there were still unwiped tears rolling around in the eye sockets.

Xiao Linfan showed a smile and patted Ruan Xu's head: "Thank you!"

　Everyone thinks about what happened at the beginning, but what happened at the beginning is meaningless to life.As Liu Nianjun said, holding on to the future is the most correct choice.

　　Your dreams are guarded by me!Thank you brothers for your support!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)