Ninja at the top of the food chain

Chapter 905 Delicate
Live...very real?

His expression was in a trance for a moment, Lei Luo looked at Guanghui fixedly, their eyes met, he hesitated for a moment, then he pursed his lips lightly, and there was a hint of thought in his eyes.

"Unifying the ninja world is the process of realizing your self-worth. To some extent, it is the embodiment of your ideals and pursuits. I like to call it... superego."

Without moving her gaze away from Lei Luo's face, Guanghui just stared at the former seriously. While observing the changes in his expression, she slowly stretched out her index finger and pressed it against Lei Luo's chest.

"And the desire to continue the bipolar pattern, in other words, the desire to have Bing, a qualified opponent who can satisfy you, comes from your desire to fight..."

"That's... the real me."

The atmosphere was quiet for a while, Lei Luo frowned slightly, closed his eyes tightly, immersed in thinking about his own pursuit, Guanghui withdrew his fingers when he saw this.

But analyzing Lei Luo's voice, it didn't stop:
"The conflict between the superego and the id constitutes your contradictory and complex personality, Lei Luo, you are different from anyone else in this world..."

"As the most powerful ninja in the world, but also the leader of the most powerful country in the world..."

"You don't have a series of low-level needs such as physiology, safety, emotion, and social respect. What you want has always been at the top of the need, which is self-actualization."

Shrugging her shoulders, Guanghui smiled narrowly, seeing Lei Luo opened her eyes and looking at herself thoughtfully, with questioning emotions flashing in her eyes, she coughed lightly.

"Unifying the ninja world, world peace, promoting the development of the times, and bringing prosperity and stability to the world are the goals you instill in yourself. This is great, really."

"And constantly looking for a strong opponent, winning the battle, experiencing the feeling of blood flowing in the blood vessels, and savoring the thrill of defeating the opponent every time is another goal."

"These two goals are the tangible manifestation of your self-realization needs, but there is an essential difference between your id goal and superego goal."

"That's why you are so entangled and painful sometimes."

"Now, do you understand?"

At this moment, listening to Guanghui meticulously dissecting himself like a scalpel, Lei Luo faintly came to some understanding, but then he was a little dazed again.

"what should I do?"

Guanghui turned her head and cast her eyes on the sea of ​​cherry blossoms flying all over the sky. This time, she didn't speak for a long time, but just silently admired the beautiful scenery in front of her.

The petals of pink and white flowers are like snowflakes in winter, so gorgeous and beautiful, in the spring of Konoha's 47th year, it seems to have produced an unusual subtle charm.

"Guanghui, I..."

The stuttering tone that flowed in the ear was full of deep doubts that could not be solved for a long time. After hearing this, Guanghui sighed softly, turned her head, stared at the past with her eyes, and opened her red lips lightly.

"Take a good look at yourself, Lei Luo."

"Exclude the superego, the id, your ego, which is essentially missing. You are not like a person, but like a god, or... a demon."

"How long has it been since you cared about your brother? How long have you cared about your wife, friend, or partner? Even if it's our daughter, have you ever brought it up?"

Although the tone of voice was very plain, the luminescence in the eyes and the lightly biting lips revealed Guanghui's unspeakable anguish and sadness at the moment.

Lei Luo was shocked, and his pupils dilated slightly. At this moment, countless memories of the past flooded into his mind, making his throat extremely dry. He opened his mouth several times, but he didn't know what to say.

Yes, since time travel, he has rarely cared about the people or things around him. Every day he is not working, killing people, or practicing, as if these are the whole of his life.

His elder brother was supposed to be responsible for Tong Tong's growth, but apart from teaching him some ninjutsu and arranging some educational resources, what else has he been in charge of Tong Tong?

Has there ever been an in-depth communication between the brothers?

If not, how could the sameness be crooked?

How could he put all his heart on Ye Naiyu?

Didn't Lei Tong know what Nonaiyu did?But he did it without hesitation, without any regrets, even if he went to jail, he was willing.

On the surface, it seems that Leitong has a good relationship with Ye Naiyu, but in essence, it might not be that Leitong cannot find the warmth of family in himself, so he can only find another spiritual sustenance?Treat Nonaiyu as a sister, or even a mother?
And Nonoyu...

Perhaps it was also the lack of self that made him pay no attention to his wife at all. When she needed his company the most, she was still on endless expeditions, working, working, working...

In the end, it led to the tragedy that year.

Besides, it's my daughter...

"Our daughter, she, she this year..."

"She is two and a half years old this year."

Interrupting Lei Luo directly, Guanghui looked at her fidgeting husband. She had never seen his expression at this moment. It was obvious that the conversation just now touched Lei Luo's heart a lot.

"Because you have been away all year round and have never paid attention to our mother and daughter, so I gave her a name without authorization."

While talking, Guanghui lowered his head, raised his hands and stretched his head behind his head. After a moment of movement, he untied a small jade pendant around his neck, handed it to Lei Luo, and added lightly:
"If you feel okay, then..."

"exquisite?"

Lei Luo stared carefully at the inscription on the jade pendant, and inadvertently interrupted Guanghui's voice. He turned his wrist and noticed that the jade pendant was exquisitely crafted, with a layer of light blue light shining on the surface.

Obviously, not ordinary jewelry.

"This should belong to... some kind of ninja tool?"

Sensing the chakra fluctuations contained in Yu Peili, Lei Luo thoughtfully handed it back to Guang Hui, who took it silently and did not make any answer, but just cast his eyes on it intently.

After understanding the meaning in Guanghui's eyes, Lei Luo didn't think too much, and gave his own opinion decisively: "Linglong, it sounds very nice, and it's quite suitable for girls, by the way..."

"What's her last name?"

"No last name."

Their eyes met, and looking at those calm eyes, which seemed to have read his heart, Lei Luo was stunned for a second, and then quickly reacted, pretending to be relaxed and smiling.

"If you don't have a surname, you don't have a surname. That's fine."

Lei Luo's slightly embarrassed smile made Guanghui laugh out loud. Her smile was not as natural as Lei Luo's, but also very gentle. While laughing, she leaned her body on Lei Luo's shoulder again.

"Do you have any ideas for Linglong's future development?"

Lei Luo thought for a while and asked, "What's your opinion?"

"My opinion is not important. You are her father. You have to make decisions about this kind of issue by yourself."

"Then... still be a ninja?"

Guanghui silently nodded, expressing that she could accept it. Seeing this, Lei Luo couldn't help thinking, what kind of teacher should he choose for his daughter, or in other words, a tutor?

But after thinking about it, if Linglong had been staying at home, she would have lacked some foreign contacts after all, which might be detrimental to her future development, so she simply asked Guanghui in a consulting tone:

"Do you want to send her to Konoha's ninja school?"

"Okay, but in that case, work matters..."

"Don't you have a phone? Besides, the railway line now connects Konoha and the capital, and the journey takes only a few hours. If you really find it troublesome, I can also mobilize Flying Thunder God..."

"Laylo."

"?"

"Thank you for caring about our daughter."

Looking at Guanghui who suddenly hugged him and said nothing, Lei Luo also fell into silence, his eyes turned to the distance, the cherry blossoms in the sky were slowly falling, and the courtyard gradually became quiet.

His heart seemed to be much calmer.

It's time to change, let's start with...self.

　The last chapter of this volume, tomorrow is the next volume
　　
　
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