Rebirth of the Miracle Doctor and Poison Concubine

Chapter 154 Shu Yun's Apology (1)
Originally pinned all her hopes on Mr. Shu Yun, but unexpectedly, he was kicked out by him as the murderer who killed Xing Nuan.Now there is no way to expect him to help himself.As soon as he returned to the other courtyard, Xian'er came forward, seeing Liu Xiran's face, the smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly dimmed.Shizi also had a sad expression on his face.

"Yun, go and rest. I'm going to continue reading those medical books. Maybe there's something I missed." Liu Xiran, who walked to the study with the book in his arms, found that Zhao Yun was actually following behind him.

"Xi'er, although I don't know much about medical skills, I can't bear to see you alone. I know you are under a lot of pressure, so let me share it with you." Zhao Yun said tenderly, She couldn't help but her eyes were red.

She was sitting in front of the desk, flipping through the medical books page by page, while Zhao Yun sat quietly beside her, being a gentle companion.It was getting late, and the night was already very deep.Se'er brought hot tea over and over again, but was sent back to rest by Liu Xiran, only the people around her refused to leave no matter how rushed.Seeing Liu Xiran picked up the medical book that had been turned over for the third time, Zhao Yun finally couldn't help holding her hand, "Xi'er, don't read it, go and rest first. You will make me worry! "

"What do I have to worry about?" Liu Xiran said, rubbing her temples, she was really tired.Ever since she found out about Yan'er's illness, her heart has been hanging in her chest, she was rejected by Mr. Shu Yun, and she was regarded by him as the person who killed Xing Nuan.Who can understand the pain in her heart?
"Xi'er, just listen to me! Otherwise, I will fight you away." Knowing that what Zhao Yun said was not a lie, Liu Xiran had no choice but to put down the book in his hand, and followed Zhao Yun back to the bedroom.But she was obviously very tired, lying on the bed but tossing and turning, finally it was Zhao Yun who hugged her in his arms.He comforted her softly in his ear, patted her back to comfort her, and she gradually fell asleep.

When Zhao Yun got up, Liu Xiran also woke up.She struggled to get up and saw that Zhao Yun was ready to go, and asked sleepily, "Are you going to talk about the plague with the emperor today?"

"Of course. The current situation is not very serious. If it can be controlled to avoid excessive deaths, it would be the best. Otherwise, when someone really realizes the seriousness of the gaffe, it may be too late." Zhao Yun originally He had already reached the door, but he didn't expect Liu Xiran to be woken up by himself, he couldn't help but feel very ashamed.Quickly went back to the bed, and pressed a kiss on Liu Xiran's forehead. "Promise me, don't push yourself too hard, understand? My good lady?"

"Yes, my good husband-in-law, I promise you will do it." Liu Xiran nodded with a smile, watched Zhao Yun leave, then got up, washed and changed by himself.He took out two of the Qudu pills and put them in his mouth, then walked towards Princess Mingyan's other courtyard.

The brazier at the gate of the courtyard has been extinguished for a long time, Liu Xiran looked at the gradually brightening sky, and the dawn light dotted the sky, she tried to put on a smile and pushed open the door.

As she expected, Princess Mingyan did not fall asleep, but stared at the ceiling with her eyes wide open, without any expression in her eyes.Even when he heard the sound of the door opening, he didn't look back, and didn't even blink his eyes.

"Yan'er." Liu Xiran called her, hoping to get her attention, her eyes slowly turned around, and an unknown sound came out of her throat.Liu Xiran knew that she no longer had the strength to speak.

Princess Mingyan has always been weak and sickly. Although she has been sent outside for ten years for training, her physique has not improved much. It is only because of regular exercise that she looks heroic. In fact, she is just the weak child back then. .What's more, she and He Yan slept together in the same room, and had been in contact with each other a lot. Even if she could resist at first, she still couldn't resist the invasion of the disease in the end.

Liu Xiran went over to take her pulse. Compared with yesterday's chaotic pulse, today's pulse is not so complicated.There is only weakness, a weakness where life is fading away.No one is willing to come here for diagnosis and treatment, except for myself and the few servant girls under him, no one will step into this yard again.

There was nothing she could do.After staying by Yan'er's side for a while, she tentatively prescribed a prescription for nourishing qi and blood, and was going to give it to her when Xian'er came to deliver the porridge, and asked her to grab a pair and bring it after boiling.She knew that the prescription was useless at all, but if she couldn't do something, she would feel very sad.Seeing Yan'er lying on the bed, whose spirit had begun to slacken, her heart ached.

When Xian'er came, the sky was already bright, and the morning sun was falling in front of the window, Xian'er put down the porridge, took the prescription from Liu Xiran, and was stunned, "Miss, this is just... "Liu Xiran blinked at her, motioning her not to speak out, after all, this is the little hope he gave Yan'er.

"Xian'er understands. I'll go get ready now." After Xian'er went out, Liu Xiran helped Yan'er up, ready to feed her porridge, but just as her hand touched her shoulder, Yan'er kept shaking her head. "Yan'er, do you still remember what I said yesterday?" Yan'er just shook her head blindly as if she couldn't hear a word.

Liu Xiran had no choice but to hold the porridge in her hand, and wanted to force her to eat it. The weak Yan'er didn't know where the strength came from, and she stretched out her hand to sweep it away, and the porcelain bowl fell to the ground, shattered, and the porridge spilled all over the floor.When Xian'er came here yesterday, he must have faced the same situation, right?

He frowned, but didn't say anything after all.Liu Xiran still remembers that he was like this in the last life.I am seriously ill and know that there is no cure for me, and I feel that the things that are brought to my mouth are of no use except to bring pain to myself.She still has this chance to live again, but Yan'er, even if she does it again, with her frail and sick body, she won't be able to go for a long time.

After tidying up the porridge and debris on the ground, Liu Xiran sat down and continued to read the medical books that were almost torn by him.After a while, she suddenly heard a voice behind her, and it was Yan'er who stood up. "It's so cold in the quilt. I see the sun, and I want to go for a walk in the yard."

Hearing such words, Liu Xiran couldn't help but feel tighter. A person who is already so weak suddenly has the strength to stand up. This is probably, probably... But Liu Xiran didn't make any expressions, just went to support the weak Yan'er, and pushed her away. He opened the door and helped her into the yard.

The late summer sun is still very strong, and the big white clouds are rolling in the sky, and the tile-blue sky looks very comfortable.Yan'er stood in the sunlight with her eyes closed, her brows were full of comfort.Liu Xiran tried to stand as far away from Yan'er as possible, so that she could enjoy this moment by herself.

With a bang, something fell in front of her.It is a parcel made of Jinpa.Liu Xiran bent over to pick it up, and smelled a familiar fragrance.When I opened it, it turned out to be an angelica flower and a letter.

"You two visited yesterday, Shu Yun's attitude was too much, I hope you understand. I met Xinghua unexpectedly. To her, I was just a casual acquaintance, but to me, she is the reason why I am willing to stay in the capital. I know that she will never let go of that person in the deep palace, and I also know that once she has the opportunity, she will go back to that person without hesitation, even if the result will be destruction. I am rude to blame you. But, you put It really shouldn't be pinned on me. Miss Liu is well aware of Princess Mingyan's physical condition. It will take at least ten days for others to show up when they are sick, and ten days later they will be terminally ill, and ten days before they will die. Princess Mingyan will be sick within two days. I have fallen into this situation, and I really have no way to help. Give the girl a Bai Zhi flower to express my apology."

It was actually a letter written by Young Master Shu Yun.Liu Xiran couldn't believe it.He was so angry yesterday, how could it disappear all of a sudden?Moreover, he regarded Xinghua so important, how could he forgive himself so easily?
Liu Xiran knew very little about the plague that Zhao Erye and Yan'er contracted.She really couldn't help but want to believe that what was written in the letter was true.I believe that it's not that I have no ability to save Yan'er, but that I really can't save Yan'er. Even, even Young Master Shu Yun said so, right?
"Is Yan'er ready to get up?" Liu Xiran turned her head and saw the old matriarch and Concubine Zhao were outside the courtyard. Seeing that they were about to walk in through the brazier, Liu Xiran hurriedly stopped her, "No way!"

"What's the matter?" The old matriarch looked displeased, "Yan'er can already get up, isn't it better? Don't you always say that your medical skills are very good?"

"Xi'er has never dared to speak nonsense." She knelt down on the ground with a "plop", "Please forgive me for my lack of knowledge. I have no way of determining what kind of plague it is and what medicine needs to be used. I just learned some superficial things from my master." That's all. It's really..."

Concubine Zhao's face was full of sadness, "I heard that you and Yun'er visited Young Master Shu Yun yesterday, why, is he unwilling to help? Just because we are a family of officials?"

Liu Xiran felt that it was hard for him to say yes, but it was also hard to say no. If he was questioned and said that he had offended son Shu Yun and was unable to invite him, the old lady would definitely resent him.Just at this time, the people in the yard who were fine just now suddenly fell to the ground, foaming from their mouths.

"Oh! Yan'er, my Yan'er!" Liu Xiran blocked Zhao Wangfei who was about to rush in, "Mother, old lady, I will take care of Yan'er, you still have to take care of your body. After all, this is contagious, if you are also infected, what will Zhao Wangfu do?"

Liu Xiran ran over to help Yan'er up, her delicate body didn't weigh much at all. "What about you, Xi'er, aren't you afraid?" Concubine Zhao didn't go inside, her worried tone warmed Liu Xiran's heart. "I have studied medicine and will take good care of myself. Please don't worry, mother."

"If... anything happens to Yan'er, will I not even be able to see her for the last time?" Princess Zhao's eyes were filled with tears, and the old matriarch was also in tears for a while.

"I will... I will find a way. But, I'm afraid Yan'er doesn't want you to see her like that." Wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Liu Xiran placed Yan'er on the bed.Go out and say goodbye to the old lady, Princess Zhao.After returning to the room, he lit a candle, took out the acupuncture bag he was carrying with him, quenched it on the candlelight, and stuck it on Yan'er's acupuncture point.Yan'er's body twitched, and she slowly opened her eyes. ### Chapter 156 Back to the Light
"Sister Xi'er, am I dying soon?" Her voice was even hoarse than before. Liu Xiran originally wanted him to stop talking nonsense, but at this time, her own body is naturally clear, and her performance just now is not enough. It's...it's just a flashback.

People who are terminally ill, at the end of their lives, there will always be a moment when they feel that they are completely healed, just like before.This is not the illusion they give themselves, but the illusion they give to those around them.They feel that their biggest regret is that they can no longer be with their loved ones, and they want to give them a little happiness in the end.

Then go to sleep happily.

"Yan'er, do you have any regrets?" Liu Xiran felt that she shouldn't ask this question, what she should ask is when was the happiest moment in your life, before she left, you should make her smile, and Not frowning, thinking about the regrets of this life.

"I don't have much regret." Yan'er said slowly, her lips were frighteningly white, "It's just that I never, never stayed in the arms of my relatives. When I was young, my nanny always took care of me .Shortly afterwards. I was sent away. For ten years, I almost forgot what my family looked like. I..."

Before she finished speaking, she had already fallen into a warm embrace.Liu Xiran hugged her and held her tightly in his arms.Put one hand on her back and the other on her head.They all gently stroked and comforted Yan'er. "Sister Xi'er, I really really don't want to die. There have been many times when I didn't have the courage to live any longer, but I made it through. Especially now, I wish I could go on. I just came back, I haven't talked to my mother a few times. Every time I think of her acting like a baby in her arms, I feel that she is too distant. I know that she and I are blood relatives. But after so many years of separation, I, cough Cough, there is no way..."

"Don't say any more, Yan'er, please, don't say any more." Liu Xiran could no longer control her tears and tremor in her voice.Even though she saw the letter just now, she still refused to believe that it was written to her by Mr. Shu Yun himself.Even if there is that Angelica flower...Although the Angelica flower is precious, it is not only available in Fengyun Xiaozhu.

She suddenly hated herself.If she hadn't heard something related to Xing Nuan at the beginning, she was so soft-hearted that she quickly revealed the news about Xing Nuan to Princess Ruwan, she would not have let the princess tell the emperor Xing Nuan's whereabouts.I should not have promised the emperor and Princess Ruwan to arrange that meeting.She still remembers asking Zhao Yun when she saw the emperor holding Xing Nuan into his arms.It is not wrong to do so.

Zhao Yun comforted her and said that it was Xing Nuan's own choice.I am just a middleman, if Xing Nuan is happy, it is a good thing.It's a pity that Xing Nuan not only did not get happiness, but gave up his own life.She still died in the place where she had escaped.

If Xing Nuan is still alive, even if he is still in the deep palace, I am afraid that Young Master Shu Yun's resentment towards him will not be so deep, so that he is not willing to make a move at all...

Liu Xiran's tears fell on Yan'er's hands, "Sister Xi'er, don't, don't be sad. Yan'er has had a difficult life in the first place, so even death is a good day. Maybe in the next life, I can live Go to a home that is just as good, have a healthy body, and live happily ever after. Isn't it?"

"Yes, yes!" He said, but the tears fell on Yan'er's hands one by one like beads without breaking a thread.

"Miss..." Xian'er pushed open the door with the medicine in hand, looking at the two tearful people in the room, she was at a loss for a moment.Originally, this bowl of medicine was just a calming prescription that Liu Xiran reluctantly wrote to comfort Yan'er.does nothing at all.Seeing the situation in front of him, Xian'er is also a doctor, how could he not know that Yan'er is dying?
"Xian'er, if... If the crown prince comes back, let him come over." Liu Xiran nodded slightly to Xian'er, and Xian'er backed out with the medicine bowl in hand.

"Yan'er, if you are willing to wait on the Naihe Bridge, you can be my child in the next life." Liu Xiran stroked her head, just like a loving mother caressing her own child.

"I am willing to be sister Xi'er's child. But how do I know when you and brother are willing to have children? I don't want to wait on the bridge of Naihe forever." Yan'er smiled weakly, even if At this time, don't forget to make fun of Liu Xiran.

"Sure enough, she's still a weird girl." Unfortunately, unfortunately, I can't save you, Yan'er.Liu Xiran sighed deeply, "You, can you forgive me?"

Yan'er's pale face wrinkled, "What does Sister Xi'er mean?"

Liu Xiran was full of shame, "I... couldn't save you." Yan'er shook her head desperately, "Sister, don't think so. This is Yan'er's fate, how can Yan'er blame you? These two days The one who is by my side is you, you risked the danger to stay by my side, and you have been working hard to find a way to heal Yan'er, Yan'er only feels grateful, how can you blame elder sister? If elder sister Xi'er really thinks so, let How can Yan'er feel at ease?"

"Yan'er, you..." Liu Xiran hugged her tighter, suddenly there were hurried footsteps outside, the door was pushed open, and Zhao Yun stood at the door, "Don't come in!" Liu Xiran raised a hand Wiping away tears, he did not forget to warn Zhao Yun.

Seeing such a situation, Zhao Yun already understood in his heart that his sister Yan'er was about to die.He hesitated for a while, but decided to listen to Xier's words and stay where he was. "You asked me to come, why?" He knew Liu Xiran well, and knew that since she didn't want to get sick, she would definitely not ask him to come and see Yan'er, so she must have something to say.

Seeing that she and Zhao Yun had a good understanding, Liu Xiran was quite relieved, "Go, prepare for Yan'er..." It was really difficult for her to say those two words, but fortunately Zhao Yun fully understood what she was referring to, clicked nodded. "Also, ask Xian'er to prepare a bucket of hot water, I want to freshen up Yan'er."

Zhao Yun nodded again, turned and left.Yan'er glanced at Liu Xiran gratefully, "Sister Xi'er, thank you. I really want to die beautifully." The corners of her pale lips curled into a smile.

After a while, Xian'er said that the hot water was ready.The adjacent bathroom is also ready.Liu Xiran sent Xian'er away, "Let me alone, and send Yan'er on her last journey!"

Xian'er understood Liu Xiran's grief in her heart, she just nodded silently and left.But just after going out, Liu Xiran stopped him again, "Go and get some detoxification pills in a while. Get a few towels, soak them in alcohol, and then apply Xihe incense to get rid of the smell of alcohol. Bring them here." Xian'er listened to the order, nodded and left.

Liu Xiran sprinkled the Angelica dahurica flowers into the bathtub, and the petals immediately emitted a strong fragrance when they touched the hot water. It didn't feel irritating, but felt particularly comfortable.Angelica flower can eliminate any scars on the body.For Yan'er now, it was probably the most needed thing.

However, what it can eliminate is only the superficial traces.There is no remedy for the pain that penetrates to the bone and marrow.While taking a bath, Yan'er happily watched the spots on her body disappear little by little.

Shower and change clothes.Liu Xiran chose the best clothes for Yan'er to put on, rouge covered her pale skin, her white lips were extremely gorgeous, Liu Xiran supported Yan'er and looked in front of the mirror for a long time.She had a smile on her face all the time.

"Now I can say that I have no regrets."

(End of this chapter)