The night is glazed with warm light

Chapter 350 Su Bianliang: Two questions.

Su Panliang came home after working overtime, and unexpectedly saw a person outside the apartment door.

The man was hidden in the dark, and he walked in to see who it really was.

Su Bianliang was surprised, he never thought that the picture would be reversed, and the person waiting at the door became her.

Leng Zhuxuan was wearing a ginger yellow loose down jacket with a white scarf wrapped around it, covering half of her face.She came out with a soft voice, with inexplicable emotions: "Long time no see."

Until leading Leng Zhuxuan into the house, Su Bianliang still felt unreal.

Leng Zhuxuan stood at the door and looked at the people who had already walked into the living room, and said, "Don't I need to change my shoes?"

Su Bianliang came back to his senses: "It's okay, come in."

He made a cup of hot tea for her and held it in her hands, hoping that she would warm her hands that were a little red from the cold.

Leng Zhuxuan held the water glass and didn't speak for a while.

"How are you doing recently?" It was Su Biliang who spoke first.

"Well, the place where I live is very safe." There was a faint white mist floating above the mouth of the cup, and she looked at him through the mist: "What about you?"

I haven't seen her for a long time, afraid that his gaze would be too hot, Su Biliang lowered his head, and slightly curled the corner of his lips: "It's okay."

Then there was silence again.

Both of them had a lot to ask each other, but neither of them wanted to break the current atmosphere.Since that time, the two have not officially met like this.

They are all the person hiding in the dark and looking at the light quietly, looking at the warm light on her or him that makes people yearn for.

Leng Zhuxuan took a sip of hot tea, turned her head slightly to see the vase next to the TV, and finally thought of Hua Tou.

She said: "Your flower should be replaced, it has withered."

Saying that, she put down her teacup and walked over: "Do you like camellia?"

"It's a flower in the neighborhood. It's a small one. It's probably malnourished. There are only a few blooms. They want to shovel it away and replace it with others. I folded the flowers back." Su Biliang walked behind her: " It’s time to change, what should I change?”

Leng Zhuxuan's hand that was about to touch the flower trembled, and she took it back.

This kind of asking for opinions on the arrangement of private space should not be said to her, but should be with... intimate people, or people who live together.

Su Bianliang did not miss this action, his eyes darkened and his voice was low: "You broke up with him, didn't you?"

The conversation is about to start...

"En." Leng Zhuxuan nodded.

"So, you don't like him anymore, do you?"

Leng Zhuxuan said without hesitation, "I don't like him." The voice was not loud, but firm.

Su Bianliang took a step forward, getting closer to her, his voice was almost in his ear: "Recently because of He Kunyu, the relationship between the Yu family and the He family has become rigid, do you know?"

"I know." This distance made Leng Zhuxuan nervous, but there were vases and walls in front of her, she couldn't avoid it.

Leng Zhuxuan: "I also know what you've been doing recently. They said...you took such risks because of me."

"So you came to me because of this?" Su Panliang's tone became low: "Yes, what they said is correct."

Leng Zhuxuan turned her head back: "I'm not worth it for you to do this."

"So you're here to persuade me to stop?" Su Bianliang met her gaze.Isn't it because you want to see him?
Leng Zhuxuan nodded and looked at him seriously: "It's too dangerous." It's illegal to violate morality and contract, let alone people like the He family.

"But I think He Kunyu will receive more punishment than he deserves." Su Bianliang looked at her firmly, with a little more hostility in his eyebrows. He Kunyu knew about his past. Su Bianliang only hated and guarded him, but when When she knew what he did to Leng Zhuxuan, she wanted him to be hacked to pieces.

"But I don't want anything to happen to you." Leng Zhuxuan said anxiously, only after she finished speaking did she realize what she had said, lowered her head, and clenched her hand in embarrassment.

"Why?" Su Bianliang refused to let go, and looked down at her: "Why don't you want me to have an accident?"

Leng Zhuxuan was forced to question and could only say: "I'm not worth your sacrifice for me."

Su Biliang shook his head: "Whether it's worth it or not is not up to you."

"But I hope you don't take any more risks." Leng Zhuxuan was helpless.

"I'll ask you two questions." Su Bianliang said suddenly.

Meeting his serious eyes, Leng Zhuxuan became more nervous for no reason: "What?"

"Do you remember that I said I love you?" Su Bianliang stared into her eyes tightly.

Leng Zhuxuan's heart trembled, she took a step back subconsciously, and leaned her back against the wall cabinet, which startled her.

I was so nervous because of his words, and even felt sad.

Ever since he found out about her past, her inferiority complex and sensitivity have reached the extreme, as has her loathing for herself.

When she suddenly heard this question, her first reaction was not joy, but evasion. She wanted to evade this question. She was not worthy of his love.

"Is it difficult to answer the first question?" Su Bianliang's eyes dimmed.

Leng Zhuxuan pursed her lips and remained silent.

"From this point of view, there is no need to ask the second question." Su Panliang smiled wryly, his voice became a little hoarse, "However, I am still a little unwilling."

Su Bianliang stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder: "Zhuxuan, you know I love you, since you are single, can you think about me?"

Leng Zhuxuan opened her eyes wide, and her breathing stopped.

"Is it okay?" Su Bianliang asked again.

Holding the shoulder cup, Leng Zhuxuan wanted to avoid it, lowered her head, tears streaming from her eyes.

Why, why did he do this, why did he tell her this.

"It doesn't matter if you don't agree now, at least think about it, okay?" Su Bianliang asked in a low voice, without any force.

It was like praying for an angel to give him a hope, a beam of light.

Leng Zhuxuan had difficulty breathing, she turned her head: "I will leave here soon."

Su Bianliang was surprised and asked anxiously, "Where are you going?"

"A place where no one knows me." Leng Zhuxuan said.

"Where no one knows you..." Su Bianliang was startled, "Including me?"

Listening to his words, Leng Zhuxuan felt her heart being sliced ​​by an ice blade, but she still nodded: "En."

"Why? You don't even want to see me?" Su Bianliang couldn't believe it, his face was covered with injuries.

"I'm sorry." Leng Zhuxuan couldn't control her tears.

The person she dared not meet the most was him, and it took a lot of time to muster up the courage to come here today.

Su Bianliang looked at her and suddenly stopped talking.He lowered his head, unable to see clearly.

Leng Zhuxuan: "I'm sorry..."

A tear fell on the wooden floor and was seen by Su Bianliang.

He said, "Actually, you like me too, don't you? Otherwise, why did you give me a knife after I said I love you that day."

As he spoke, he pulled up the hem of his clothes, revealing the scar.

Leng Zhuxuan's eyes fell on the scar almost uncontrollably, through the hazy mist in front of her eyes, she saw the stupid things she did crazy that day.

Immediately felt distressed.

"I'm sorry..." was all she could say.

Su Bianliang was almost desperate when he heard this sorry, and his throat was choked up: "You really, really can't think about it, give me a chance..."

"I want to leave here..." Leng Zhuxuan was crying, her voice was so weak that she could hardly hear what she was saying.

"Then take me away." Su Biliang squeezed her shoulder hard: "Huh?"

Leng Zhuxuan couldn't help shaking her head, tears streaming down her face, she couldn't do it...

"Leng Zhuxuan, I only met you in the past two years." Su Bianliang was about to collapse: "The past will only make me love you more, there is nothing else besides that."

Su Biliang: "What are you worried about?"

When it came to the past, Leng Zhuxuan couldn't hold it anymore, she pushed Su Bianliang away with all her strength, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "It's because of the past, because of those nightmares, that I want to leave here and everyone. I didn’t commit suicide when I saw something like this, I thought I was able to hold on!”

Leng Zhuxuan choked with sobs: "I want to find a place to heal my injuries, a place that won't easily arouse my memory. I don't want to face these anymore! These... are too painful."

Seeing her collapse, Su Biliang felt as if her heart had been stabbed by a needle point, and couldn't help but step forward to hug her.

Leng Zhuxuan: "Please, don't force me anymore...don't say you love me anymore. Really, please, let me go."

Su Biliang hugged her and didn't speak.

(End of this chapter)