I must've looked like a moron just now...damit0-0(fuck I forgot to ask him where we going) I can't wear my usual now that I'd said I was changing....

*whispered*

"Fuck it"

*she pulled a black dress out of the closet. But then there was a small clinking sound that sounded like something small and plastic hitting the ground.*

That's weird I thought. I just bought this a couple days ago when I'd made another attempt at trying to get Patty to look less like a living doll. It was to loud to have been a tag so I bent over and picked it up...this definitely hadn't been in my dress when I'd bought it. This wasn't mine ether mine looked like a chibi doll yeah it was childish but it was iconic so why feel bad about it? This thing seemed kinda off I don't know why.... when something seemed "off" no matter how big or small she'd always subconsciously been triggered to be highly alert and her senses are temporarily on high alert.

[yes this can actually happen to abuse survivors she's not extremely heightened in senses like Dante but to the semi normal extent of a human reaction to that sort of thing]

I dropped the dress and slowly walked downstairs without changing. It's not possible for me to not trust him my body just seems so slow. I can't stop it from happening it just kinda does.

Dante "something wrong?"

*he saw her face she seemed paler then usual he runs over to her*

Dante "lily hey sweetie come on snap out of it"

I'm mentally panicking she looks like she just got a trigger or something she was fine a minute ago.

lily"this fell out of my dress,I don't know why it's not mine something's not right with it"

*she handed him a black flash drive*

Dante "was there something on it are you ok?"

lily"I don't know I didn't look at it something's not right with it"

Maybe I'll text Nero and make him check this out she's clearly scared. She didn't do anything wrong but this might have some illegal shit on it since it seemed to have been planted there. No one broke in on purge day that kid was fishy though. I should have shot him.my Angels being messed with. Her eyes look like a deer in headlights. If they were still brown like the day we had met she'd fit the bill perfectly. Her purple eyes still remind me of a deer in headlights her expression I can hear her heart pounding like crazy. She might give herself a heart attack just from fear.

*he goes to his desk and locked it away in a drawer. He walked back to her and put his arm on her shoulder*

Dante "sweetheart lets go out later, let's just go lay down for a while ok?"

She nodded at me she couldn't get her words out. I carried her up to bed and laid down with her for a while. I held her close eventually she just fell asleep for a while. Her little heartbeat slowly went back to normal.