Always getting over you

There has been no winner or loser.

But as long as his inner demons are not removed, he can not get close to Nangong Ruyue.

Her safety was more important than anything, and he would never take any chances.

In order to prevent her injury, he had to choose to leave in silence.

However, when he left, he missed her madly again --

fortunately, he took away the nine recording pens when he left.

People who can't see her and hear her voice can also temporarily relieve his missing.

Xiao Zexin pressed the recorder on his chest and listened to her voice quietly with his eyes closed.

But in his mind, still out of control appeared that bloody picture.

His hands were itching and shaking uncontrollably.

He was so afraid that he would really hold a knife and do something he regretted all his life

Xiao Zexin gnaws his teeth and represses his inner demons.

He has to overcome illusions, or he won't get better all his life.

However, his thoughts are still beyond his control.

That kind of picture, how can't throw away

In the air, suddenly came the beautiful piano sound.

Xiao Zexin, who is playing the piano?

The sound is melodious, low and slow, which is not harsh at all, but gives people a very quiet and beautiful feeling.

Inexplicably, listening to the music, Xiao Zexin's thoughts are not so out of control.

The sound of the piano comes from the opposite side.

He got up, drew back the curtains, and saw that the light was still on in the opposite house.

The sound of the piano should have come from the second floor.

It's just that the other side is pulling the curtain, and he can't see people.

The sound of the piano made him a little familiar

It's like, it's like the moon playing.

Thinking of this possibility, Xiao Zexin was a little excited.

Then he shook his head again. It couldn't be her.

Ruan Tianling promised him not to reveal his whereabouts. She couldn't find him.

If she can find him, she can't wait to see him.

So it's not her who plays the piano opposite.

But the sound was really good, and he couldn't help being fascinated.

The hallucinations that haunt him every day seem to be soothing.

Xiao Zexin felt so comfortable that he really wanted to listen to the music all his life.

He lay back in bed, closed his eyes, and listened attentively to the piano.

In the end, he fell asleep unconsciously.

……

This sleep, Xiao Zexin sleep more comfortable, but also in the absence of drugs to help.

When he woke up in the morning, he was in good spirits.

Because there is no Nangong Ruyue here, he is not afraid that he will lose control.

After breakfast, he took a long umbrella and went out for a walk.

The umbrella is used as a crutch -

the purpose is to restrain his hands, let his hands grip something, and not let his hands out of control.

Out of the door, behind a bodyguard respectfully asked him: "Mr. Xiao, do you need someone to follow?"

Xiao Zexin shook his head: "no, I'll just walk around."

"Take care of your safety."

Xiao Zexin didn't say anything. He walked out of the courtyard and came to the road.

He couldn't help looking at the house opposite, only to see that the door was closed.

The house opposite is a little far away from where he lives, about 20 meters.

In the middle, there is a wide road and a flower bed.

The flower bed is the product of the owner of the house opposite, but the house is always empty.

When he first came, he had intended to choose the house opposite, but finally he chose the smaller one.

These days, there is no one on the other side.

But there was someone yesterday. I don't know if the owner of the house has come back.

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