Always getting over you

"Why did you come?" He looked at her and asked.

"You haven't answered my question. What's wrong with you? What's the disease? "

"I'm fine."

Nangong Ruyue can't help but increase the volume: "you don't say I think I can't know?"

Xiao Zexin pursed his lips: "it's really OK. It's just a fall. "

"Where did you fall?"

"There were pieces of glass on the ground at that time, and when they fell down, they just hit my leg."

Nangong Ruyue is going to lift the quilt: "let me have a look."

"Don't look. I'm fine." Xiao Zexin pressed the quilt.

"Let me see --"

"I'm really OK."

Nangong Ruyue goes to pull his hand, but before he touches it, he shrinks back like an electric shock.

The eyes of Nangong Ruyue are dark.

But her face was still.

She opened the quilt and saw a bandage around his right thigh.

It seems that the wound is very deep, and there are traces of blood in the gauze.

Nangong Ruyue wants to reach out and touch his wound, and then resists it.

She should have a light quilt for him.

"Was it really done by accident?" She asked him sideways.

Xiao Zexin met her eyes: "really."

"Why don't you tell me?"

"There's no need to say it." There's no need to worry her.

Nangong Yueyue sneered: "you have excluded me to this share?"

Xiao Zexin drooped his eyes: "you go back, later don't come."

Nangong Ruyue sits down by the bed directly. Xiao Zexin's body is a little stiff.

"I've always wanted to ask you, why are you avoiding me?"

"I'm not well. I'll lose my mind at any time." Xiao Zexin said in a low voice.

"But you are sober now, and the doctor has said that your condition is getting better and better. You will not lose your mind again."

Xiao Zexin clenched his hand under the quilt: "not necessarily. I almost hurt Yufei at the beginning."

"At that time, you were not awake."

"I'm not quite awake now! Who knows when I'll do it to you? You go, I beg you

Nangong Ruyue's eyes trembled: "because of a very small possibility, you have to exclude me all the time? What if that doesn't happen at all? "

Xiao Zexin looked directly at her.

"How do you know it won't happen? What if it happened? "

Nangong Yueyue laughed: "what happened? Even if it happens, I believe you won't hurt me. "

No, he will

In the dream, he hurt her, in reality, he will.

Because at that time, he couldn't control himself.

He didn't even know what he was doing.

"Anyway, I can't let you near me until I'm well!" Xiao Zexin has a tough attitude.

Nangong Ruyue doesn't understand.

Just because he's afraid he's going to get out of control and reject her?

"Are you hiding something from me? You may be more serious, aren't you? " She asked sharply.

Xiao Zexin was flustered for a moment.

He couldn't let her know what he was thinking -

it was dark and shameless.

If she knew, she would misunderstand him.

Misunderstanding that he really can't accommodate Nangong Xu's children.

Although he did not want her to give birth to other people's children, but the child already exists, she also wants to keep this child, so he will not have the idea of killing him.

However, the dark side of his heart kept flashing that picture.

He wanted to kill the child.

How can this be explained?