Always getting over you

Xiao Lang curled up on the bed and fell asleep. He held a scarf in his hand. It was the scarf that Li Mingxi had knitted for him.

These days, he has been holding a scarf, day and night in a daze.

He fell asleep for a short time, so the maid didn't dare to disturb him.

The maid gently put the medicine on the bedside table and pulled on the quilt to cover him.

As soon as she moved, Xiao Lang opened her eyes.

"Minxi..."

He thought that the man in front of him was Li Mingxi, but when he saw it clearly, he found it was not.

Xiao Lang's eyes can't hide his loss.

The maid respectfully said, "young master, it's time to take medicine."

Xiao Lang's mood is gloomy, he light way: "take, I don't want to eat."

"Young master, this is the medicine prescribed by master Xiao. You must take it. If you don't take it, you will not recover."

He didn't want his body to recover at all.

He didn't want to do anything. He wanted to live and die.

But he promised to live and not to die.

But he didn't want to live well. Li Mingxi's death had something to do with him.

He did harm to her. If he didn't have to imprison her and keep her, she would not have been in trouble.

He can't want to die. Only by torturing his body can he feel much better.

Xiao Langjian would never take medicine. The maid tried again and again, but it was useless.

Seeing the young master's emaciated body, the maid sighed and had to withdraw.

Xiao Lang had a stomach problem. Now he doesn't eat or drink or take medicine. He gets sick every day.

He used to find stomach pain unbearable, now he likes it.

Only when he had a stomachache did he feel that he was alive, not a walking corpse.

What's more, it's his punishment for himself

Stomach trouble again.

The stomach fire hot pain, Xiao Lang curls up the body, sticks the scarf on the face, shows the shallow smile.

Minshi, I'm already being punished. Can you see that?

If you see it, please come to my dream. I have a lot to tell you.

But why don't you come? Isn't my punishment enough?

Did you never forgive me?

I just want to tell you something in my heart. I dare not ask for your forgiveness. Isn't it all right?

Xiao Lang closed his eyes and waited for Li Mingxi to enter his dream.

But she never came.

Maybe, it's that he didn't punish him enough.

Xiao Lang endured severe stomachache, sealed himself in the dark, punished himself, and did not want to wake up.

……

"How is the young master?"

"No way Infusion is not enough You have to eat and drink medicine... "

"Young master, wake up, young master, you will die like this."

It's better to die. He can go to Li Mingxi, make amends to her and ask her forgiveness.

As long as she forgave him, she will be with him.

He just wanted her forgiveness

Di Sheng called Xiao Lang several times, but he didn't wake him up.

The doctor next to him sighed, "he can't do this. He had stomach trouble, but now he is depressed, which will only aggravate his condition and is likely to develop into gastric cancer. Make sure he gets up, eat on time and drink Chinese medicine

Disheng also knew that the young master could not go on like this.

But the young master was born to be loveless, and he would not listen to anyone's words.

He was lucky not to commit suicide.

Xiao Lang wandered in the dark, looking for, but never found Li Mingxi.

He didn't know what happened. He used to dream about her every day. Now that she left, he couldn't dream of her.