Always getting over you

"Tell me, is your heart beating fast?"

He is against her forehead, deep black eyes look into her eyes, asked deeply.

Jiang Yufei did not answer.

He asked again, "tell me, is your heart beating fast?"

Jiang Yufei's face was expressionless and said: "I have long lost the feeling of heartbeat."

Her heart is like a pool of stagnant water, calm and lifeless.

Although the heart is still beating, but she can not feel the feeling of the heart.

Ruan Tianling bowed her head and gently held her lips, gently and lovingly kissing. His kiss had never been so tender and affectionate.

Jiang Yufei wants to push him away, but he is soft and has no strength. Even if he doesn't have the strength to push away.

Her strength had never worked in front of him.

"Yufei, when did you fall in love with me?" Ruan Tianling kisses her and asks in a low voice.

“……” Jiang Yufei looks at the ceiling with her eyes open, without any reaction.

The man dragged her hips, hugged her, and pressed his lips around her neck.

"Forget it? Or have you never loved me? "

“……”

"I remember the first time I saw you, you were shy and timid, different from other blind date girls. You don't have their courage, their grace, and their affectation. You're just so shy that you can't even peek at me

“……”

"At that time, I was thinking that I would not choose you as my wife. Because you are not outstanding, ordinary like a grain of sand.

But fate is so strange that you married me. I admit, I treat you not only because I don't love you, but also because I look down on you.

In my eyes, you are too ordinary. I don't think you deserve me at all. "

“……”

Ruan Tianling stopped for a moment and then said, "but it's wonderful. I don't feel bored living with you.

I'm just used to pretending to hate you and ignore you.

But every night I sleep with you, I feel very comfortable, there is no sense of rejection, I clearly hate you, but I do not exclude you as my wife.

I'm very ambivalent and confused. My heart is always wandering, just like a tramp who doesn't know where to go

"Then Yan Yue came back, and I was very happy because I didn't have to be at a loss any more.

I told myself, we must firmly choose Yan Yue, after all, she has always been the woman I love.

However, after my divorce from you, my heart is even more at a loss. It turns out that the ownership I think I belong to is not what I need.

I think I love Yan Yue very much. I think she is the most worthy woman for me. I think you are not good at all

"Finally, I found out that my feelings for her for more than ten years have already become a kind of kinship, which leads me to be confused about love and kinship, and I think I love her very much. Now I know that the relationship between men and women should not be like that... "

“……”

"Yufei, I always think of myself, and now I know that you and I have come to this step, which is the result of my own opinion. Yufei, try to accept me. Shall we start again

Ruan Tianling gently said a Datong, he raised his head, on is Jiang Yufei wandering eyes.

She was in a daze. Did she listen to him?

The man frowned and pinched her chin: "did you hear what I said?"

Jiang Yufei returned to his senses and said faintly, "yes."