Always getting over you

In fact, he wanted to learn more about himself.

But there was no bullet in his gun

Nangong Leshan said: "if you die, all of us will be sad. You are the backbone of our family. What shall we do if you die? "

Nangong Wenxiang put down the gun and said weakly, "don't take these nice words to coax me. I'm a useless old man who's going to the ground. It's enough for Nangong family to have you now. You've done a good job. "

"But I am young, and I have a lot to ask of you. Without you, I would have been very hard to walk

Nangong Wenxiang was still unmoved. "It's good to be tough. You have to try to go on a lot of roads. And I'm old, and I die. "

"Grandfather, don't say that."

"I mean it." Nangong Wenxiang had no light in his eyes. "It's really boring for me to live like this. It's Liberation for me to die. You prepare me for euthanasia. "

Nangong Leshan shocked, "grandfather, we won't do that!"

Nangong Wenxiang was excited. "Do you want to watch me suffer every day? Do you feel comfortable when you see the pain of my life? "

"Grandfather, you know we all want you to be alive all the time."

"But I don't want to live!"

No one can understand his pain.

Lying in bed all day, I can't even walk two steps by myself.

And because of his declining health, he always feels sick.

Especially in the middle of the night, when it's hard, I can't sleep all night.

Although he had the best doctors and nurses to take care of him, he was still miserable.

One day and two days are fine

****Every night, he really wanted to die.

The main thing is that he doesn't really make sense to live.

In his whole life, he pursues meaning every day. He can't live a meaningless life.

Nangong Leshan said with a smile, "otherwise, I'll let my mother come back to accompany you for a while..."

"It's no use calling anyone back. If you don't want the pain of my death, let me be euthanized. "

"Grandfather..."

"You go out. If you don't give me euthanasia, I will starve myself to death. " Then he closed his eyes and looked firm.

Nangong Leshan frowns with worry.

The old man always fasts from time to time, which is very bad for his health.

And his body is in constant decline.

To be honest, he's worried that he won't even be able to support this year.

"Grandfather, you eat first. I can't decide what you say. I'll call all the people here. Let's discuss it first. "

Nangong Wenxiang opened his eyes: "you don't have to fool me. If you really have this idea, you can immediately discuss the result. I'll have dinner when you discuss it. "

"If you don't eat, we won't discuss it. You know, if you don't eat, we have other ways to maintain your nutrition. "

Nangong Wenxiang was angry for a moment and then calmed down.

"OK, I'll eat it. If you cheat me this time, I won't eat it next time!"

"I'll get everyone together as soon as possible, and I'm sure there will be results soon."

"I just want to agree with the results. If you don't agree, I'll never eat again... " After saying a few words, Nangong Wenxiang began to be short of breath and weak.

Nangong Leshan nodded: "OK, we will try our best to discuss it. Stop talking and have a good rest. I'll have someone make you something to eat again