Always getting over you

Now that I'm 34 years old, almost half of my life has passed, and I've experienced more than many people's in their lifetime.

But in my past time, only you are the most real existence, and only you give me the most real life and feeling.

You are so ordinary and unique, because of your reality, let me know that I am still alive, not a walking corpse, lost the soul of the ruthless "killer.".

Yes, I'm a killer. As an agent, I was cold and ruthless, as long as I killed and completed the task. Out of the identity of an agent and becoming a businessman, I killed people in another way without seeing blood, eating people without spitting out bones.

My life is cold and lonely. It is you who break into my world and let me know that I am still a person. It is you who make me realize that I can have an ordinary life.

You can marry and have children like everyone else, you can have a little quarrel with your wife occasionally, you can go home from work and have dinner with your family every day, you can have someone you miss every day, you can be missed every day

Enro, you will never know how much your existence means to me and how much your existence has changed my life.

Because of you, I can feel the joys and sorrows of people. Because of you, I am very grateful to God for letting me come to this world. I am also full of yearning and goals for life.

Enro, you are the most warm and brilliant sunshine in my life, but I accidentally fell into the dark and lost my sunshine. You tell me, I still have a chance to find my sunshine again? 】

a question mark ended Tang Yuchen's third letter.

If Ann stares at the last sentence, she can't move her eyes for a long time.

She couldn't tell what it was like in her heart. She was a little bitter, but also a little disappointed.

At this point, she can't turn back if she wants to

No matter how they recover, it is impossible.

On the morning of the fourth day, an Ruo went out and went to the security guard. The security guard saw her and said with a smile, "miss an, your letter is coming again."

It was the fourth letter, the first three letters affected her mood, she hesitated to read the fourth letter.

I really don't know what else he would say. She was worried that after reading his letter, her heart would be more disordered and her mind could not be calm and rational.

When she chose to give up him, she used a lot of strength. Now that she has put it down, she really doesn't want to pick it up again, because she is worried that her remaining energy is not enough to resist another injury.

If Ann didn't read it, she put it together with the first three letters and went on living the life she wanted.

After three days, she received a letter from Tang Yuchen every day. There were seven letters in total. She only read three, but four did not.

If Ann had been determined not to read the letter he had written, but also planned to burn all the letters he received when he stopped writing.

But that night, she had a nightmare. In the dream, she dreamt about two years ago, Tang Yuchen in the body of a bullet scene.

Clearly know is false, but in the dream she was still scared to the liver and gall, she woke up from the dream, frightened to sit for a long time, then slowly calmed down.

Now it's late at night outside. If Ann turns on the desk lamp and wipes the cold sweat on her forehead, her sight falls on the drawer of the bedside table.