Another Arcadia Online

When I went dancing today, Misa was crying.

No, there are signs like I was crying earlier. Because I came, I felt like I quit crying.... Well, if you break a bone and you can't move, you're going to cry.

That's what I think. I wish I could make a weak noise. Give me a weak tone if you like...

"... if it's hard for you, I'll ask you"

"... No, I'll just accept your feelings. Thanks."

And they turned me down.

If it's hard, we should talk. Does that mean I'm not trustworthy enough to talk about that? No, it might be obvious if you think about it normally. I was a bully. You're not supposed to be trusted.

But now that we're friends, I think you can let me go......! Or is there some reason you don't want to talk...?

I asked Pearl State.

"Misaki can't make weak noises. To people. '

"... why?

"Misaki was being bullied, so I was worried sick. I'm trying to be strong about whether that's a burden or not.... I hate to say this, but you guys are the reason. '

That's what they said.

I was convinced. I was worried about the mothers of Zhuzhou Yamisa because of my bullying. I'm so worried... Even Misa's mother must have been very worried when Misa tried to kill herself. Because I like Misa's mother Hami......

When they said that again, I felt like the seriousness of what we did was felt again.

Even though it is indisputably me who made you unable to make weak noises. Tell me you don't have to make a weak noise without knowing that... Embarrassing.

"I still haven't allowed Misaki to stop making weak noises. Just remember that. '

And, the call is cut.

I threw my phone to bed as much as I wanted. I'm not mad at Pearl State, I disgusted myself. I didn't realize why by the time Pearl Chu told me, I wanted you to make a weak noise because I'm close now, I pushed Misa that way.

Again, I'm going to hate myself.

Then you get another call. It was from Pearl State.

"Uh, I said that earlier, but there was still a reason Misaki wouldn't vomit weakly"

"... what"

Ask in a crying voice.

Zhuzhou was sighing like she laughed.

'I'm embarrassed. Misaki doesn't like photos, and she doesn't really like talking about herself. Sometimes I don't want to expose myself too much... I don't really feel like a liability.'

That's how Pearl got off the phone.

I felt a little saved when I heard that.

Zhu Yan just called me and asked me why I didn't make a weak noise and I answered straight away.

It is still unforgivable that it is the cause of the loss of weak sound. I don't even want to forgive you. Because the stress of not being able to make weak noises is causing Misaki to suffer. I can't overlook it.

"... but now we're going to have fun and we're not going to get along."

I'm not forgiving you because you're not Misaki.

Forgive me for what I did back in the day. It's too convenient. They're reflecting, they're friendly, but you can't forgive them.

I can't forgive you for pushing Misaki to suicide and yet we're getting along.

So I told him I couldn't forgive him. But Misaki forgives me. I guess I just can't forgive you. But I thought you should understand your original position.

That the fact that we were bullies and bullies would not change even if we were friends now. I wanted you to know that the past is not easy to get rid of.

But it's a little too much, so I'll tell you another reason. Zhu Yin seemed a little relieved.