Another Arcadia Online

I have sinned tremendously in the past.

Your sister forgave me for that. But I, I've been... I couldn't forgive myself. Why would a sister like that forgive me so easily...! I should be punished...! And yet why would your sister forgive you! Get mad at me! Your sister can be angry! Why am I making you say it's my fault if I'm dead!

"Ha..."

I became a kindergarten teacher.

My sister told me it was for the nursery, so I became a nursery.

But it was hard after all. I can burn my hands to take care of a child, and it's very hard to cry and give up on a little thing.

But that was as if I were looking at myself once. As soon as there was something I didn't like, it looked just like me then.

"Ah-chan! Ah-chan!

"Uh, what's wrong with you?

"Ah-chan, I'm so shy!

"Ah, honey. I wonder why I did that."

"... I thought you said you were cramped."

That's how a kid named Uchi explained it.

"Ah, honey. Really?"

"'Cause, uh-- you're annoying me! Ah, do this...!

"Oh well. But uh, honey."

I have cancer and grab your shoulder.

"You can't just say the word" don't die. "

"Higu..."

"Word is, it's a murder weapon that can kill people. You can't do that if you mouth that easily. Don't you know how to say..."

It also seemed like you were telling yourself.

No. After all, when I hear the word "dead," I don't like it.

"It could be bad for you, too. But don't joke about not dying. Right?"

"Yeah...... sorry"

"They told me not to die - you have the right to be angry. You can't let that happen. Don't say you can't die at any time."

"I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry..."

It seemed like they could make up.

That's what I envied. I was able to reconcile my purity and honesty because I was a child. But then your sister was already an adult, and I was a child.

Honesty, and being your sister who had nothing, we haven't been able to make up for it in a real way.

"Let's apologize again..."

I don't know what to do.

No one knows what to do. So, I'll just do whatever I can think of. Your sister must be forgiving me. But I can't forgive myself the whole time.

I called your sister.

Go to your sister's house, and I'll be served tea.

"So, what's the story?"

"That."

I'll sit back in the front seat.

I said, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to die."

"... I don't mind that anymore. Because I don't care."

"No. Your sister doesn't have to worry, I've always cared. You don't have to forgive me. You can be angry with me."

"I can't do that."

"... ugh! Holy shit!"

I was a little absurd.

"Beautiful bells, because she's my sister"

And that's right, the sister I mentioned with a smile.

Even then, I wonder if you thought I was your sister. Did you treat me like a sister when I said I was dead?

No, I did a terrible thing to your sister. There's no way they think.

"Sister, don't lie to me... You can't think of me like that as your sister even then! Because I'm the one who made you decide to kill yourself!? I was already a bully, not my sister!? Yet I think she's my sister..." Beautiful bell!

Your sister yelled.

And when I thought you approached me, you punched me in the cheek.

"Whatever you said didn't change me to my sister. I thought Mizuki was my sister. I won't tolerate being denied it, even if it's Mizuki."

"But..."

"I'm a sister, so you fight."

"... sisters"

"Whatever they said, Mi Bell was a Mi Bell. She was my sister. So don't come mucky to be denied it"

"Sister..."

"Mizuki should forgive herself now. You've had enough. I was a childcare worker, and you figured something out, didn't you? That's enough. Right?"

Your sister hugs me.

I cried with your sister's arms. I kept crying like a child. I already felt like I could forgive myself.