Arrogant president can't stop spoiling

"It seems that you can't go with me."

I looked back at the direction of fengsha. He stood in the sun like a male god coming to me from the light, which made my pretended calm heart ripple again, and the feeling of heart filled my whole brain.

I think if there is no heartbeat, there will be no feeling of heartache.

As Feng Sha got closer and closer, I saw that he was only wearing a thin sick suit and the back of his hand was still overflowing with blood, indicating that he must have pulled out the needle himself.

He is still ill. Isn't he afraid of tetanus?

Then I couldn't help walking up to him and yelled, "what are you doing? Do you not want your hand, your life? "

The next second, he held me in his arms, and his low and hoarse voice sounded in my ears.

"I don't want anything except you."

"I have married Ziyu."

With that, I could feel Feng Sha's body was a little flustered. He numbly loosened me, looked at my wedding dress and shook his head in disbelief.

"You? Married him? "

"Well, yesterday was our wedding. We got the certificate before yesterday."

Feng Sha sneered, "since you're married, why come here? Isn't it because you care most about me? "

I want to tell him that the person I care about most in my heart is him, and the person I love most in my life is him, but I can't say.

I swallowed my saliva, didn't open my eyes and said, "when I was married with Ziyu yesterday, your mother brought me here. I didn't want to come."

Originally, the eyes of seal killing were full of expectation and hope. At the moment, my words seemed to cold stab his heart. There was no expectation at the bottom of his eyes, but a dejected look.

I seem to have seen it in Ziyu's eyes. It was yesterday.

Ziyu

At the thought of Ziyu, I was inexplicably worried. I wish I were in city a now.

"Since you're all right, I'll go first."

"Lin Muyu, you gave me hope and completely destroyed my hope. How many times are you going to hurt me?"

I turned my back to Feng Sha and clenched my hands into fists. I don't want to hurt him again and again. After all, while hurting him, my heart hurts a hundred times more than him.

"I wish you happiness."

"Lin Mu language."

I was just about to lift my feet, but when I heard him call my name, I stopped. My feet were like being cursed and couldn't move.

"Before I met you, my life was boring. You made my life colorful, but when you painted my world full of colors, you erased all the colors."

"When I don't have it, I'm used to gray. After I have it, how do you let me adapt to my life without you?"

Simple words, I can't help but want to tell him loudly that I love him, but I can't.

I sucked my nose, looked up at the sky and tried to force my tears back. Then I turned to face Feng Sha and persuaded him: "time will make you adapt slowly. You will find that you will live better without me. Most importantly, I don't deserve you."

"I am an orphan. I have no significant family background, no relatives and nothing. I will feel inferior when I am with you. Inferiority will make me unhappy. If you are with me for a long time, you will find it difficult to communicate with each other when we are not in the same world, so don't wait until they hate each other, so the memories will no longer be good, Instead, it's diaphragmatic. "

"Is that why you're here?"

Feng Sha held my arms tightly. He stared at me affectionately, and so did I.

"If you are because of this, I can clearly tell you that I don't care whether you have family background or how excellent you are. Even if you don't know anything, I can spoil you and get used to you. As long as you are by my side, I will accompany me to die."

The words of killing made me feel a little moved. In a trance, I felt that I could have a new choice, but in reality, the reality is cruel and cold.

"I......" I pushed away Feng Sha's hands. "I don't like you. The most important thing is that I don't like you. I can't force myself to be with someone I don't like."

"Oh, don't you like it? Are you sure no one likes it? "

"No." I resolutely turned back and then got on the bus without any stop. "Please drive, I want to go back to city a, and my brother is still waiting for me at home."

"Are you sure you don't want to stay?"

"He and I have never been the same." If I were with him, Hua Yun would not let Ziyu go. I can't let Ziyu have an accident. He is my only relative.

I took a free ride back to city A. in order to determine whether Lin Ziyu was safe, I rushed home immediately. But when I got home, I found that Lin Ziyu's things were all gone, as if they had been taken away.

Did Ziyu pack up and leave?

On this thought, I immediately called Lin Ziyu, but no one answered his cell phone.

Worried about his safety, I rushed out of the house and went to the places where he had been to inquire about him, but no one had seen him.

"Is it miss Lin Muyu?"

Uncle security came to me and asked. At first, he was a little stunned, and then nodded and admitted.

"I'm Lin Muyu. You don't know what you're looking for me, uncle security?"

"I have a letter here, saying it was forwarded to you."

Letter?

Who will write to me? Ziyu?

I anxiously took the envelope handed over by the security uncle. I saw that the envelope was written in Lin Mu language. The handwriting was especially like that written by Ziyu.

I opened the yellowed envelope and took out a thin piece of stationery.

Mu language:

I wanted to call you, but I hesitated for a long time and finally chose to write to you. At least I had left when you received the letter.

In your heart, in fact, sealing is more important, isn't it?

Once in your heart, I am the most important. Now he's the most important thing for you. I have been unwilling to accept such a fact, but the reality always makes me face such a cold truth again and again.

The day you left, I've been giving myself a false guess. Is it because he has more power, power, ability, money and status than me, so he can get your heart.

If it is because of this, I have a new choice, I will take you back in another way.

You don't have to find me, you can't find me, but don't worry, I'll come back.

……

After reading Lin Ziyu's letter to me, I couldn't calm down. Lin Ziyu has lived with me since childhood. We have never been separated. Now that he has gone, I feel that a place in my heart is empty. I'm sorry.

I don't understand why he left, why he had to leave, where can he go alone after leaving?

I took the letter and came home dejected. The family seemed less angry. I couldn't find a trace of Lin Ziyu's breath anymore.

I sat by the bed and didn't cry. I thought Lin Ziyu was just angry and ran away from home. He would come back. But I never thought that I had waited for a year and had not seen him.

……

A year later.

I held a child in my arms and sat on the soft big bed. I smiled at the baby in my arms. His appearance reminded me of Feng Sha's face.

"What's the child's name?"

Since I was pregnant, Yi Shuyue has been taking care of me. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be able to give birth to such a healthy child safely.

"I haven't named him yet. Mr. Yi, what do you think his name should be?"

"Do you want him to recognize his ancestors or live with you?"

I frowned and didn't understand Yi Shuyue's meaning.

Later, he explained to me, "if you want this child to recognize his ancestors, you should give him his surname Feng. If you don't want him to return home, you should give the child your surname."

Feng Sha has an engagement with Mitong. I can't let the children become the estrangement between them, and I can't let Hua charming have an excuse to hurt my children.

"I think it's better for him to follow me and close his home... It's better to stay away."

"In that case, it's called Lin Tingchen. Tingchen has the meaning of domineering side leakage, and Chen is called Baoyu."

Lin Tingchen?

That's a good name.

"Well, I'll call him Lin Tingchen and his nickname is Xiao ting."

I held Xiaoting to feed. He was sucking and sleeping with his eyes closed. He looked very quiet and was not disturbed by the voice of adults.

"It's getting late. I'll go back to the company first. Take good care of Xiaoting during this time. I can help you postpone your work."

"Thank you, Mr. Yi. I really don't know how to thank you."

However, it's not a way to stay out of work all the time. In this way, the company will certainly have other public opinions against Yi Shuyue, so I asked him to resign before he left.

"Mr. Yi, why don't I resign first? After all, it may be inconvenient for me to work with my children. I don't have an accurate time when I'm free. I don't want to delay everyone's time."

Yi Shuyue looked at me with a distressed look in his eyes. Then he only heard a slight sigh.

"Well, if you want to resign, I will help you handle the resignation procedures, but how can you support you and Xiaoting after you resign?"

I haven't thought of a way now, but it's always more difficult than the way. Let's take another step at that time.

"I will find a way. President Yi, you have helped me a lot. In the future, I will walk slowly by myself. I can't let president Yi take care of you all the time."

Yi Shuyue couldn't resist me and had to agree with me.

I put the child down and took him to the door. "Mr. Yi, walk slowly and drive carefully."

"OK, you should pay attention to safety when you take care of your children at home alone."

Lin Tingchen is only two months old now. I guess I have to take care of him until he is one year old. Fortunately, there is still some money left. If I live frugally, I should be able to last for several years.

"Xiao Ting, mom will take you out of this city. What do you say?"

Lin Tingchen is still asleep. Even if he is not asleep, he may not understand what I mean, but I have decided to take him away from city a and live in a small county. The consumption in big cities is too high and the rental cost is too high. I don't have a job. It's really expensive to take care of my children at home and live here.