I don't know if it's because I heard the director talking to his assistant before. When the director took my part, I was very nervous for fear of losing face to master mo. but the more I was afraid of making mistakes, the more likely it was to make mistakes. No, I had been ng more than ten times in the first scene.

The director came up to me with the script and shouted, "can you act?! If you can't act, go home! "

"What do you think this is? Your driving range? Let so many of us practice with you? "

The director angrily threw the script to the ground, then turned and left. At this time, the director's assistant made a sound and let everyone rest for a few minutes.

"Let's take a few minutes off and continue working later."

I stood awkwardly in the same place. The director's assistant came to comfort me: "the director is such a character. Don't care. In fact, he doesn't mean any harm. He just wants to make a good trick."

I nodded. "Well, I know."

Although I say so, my heart still cares about what I said before. The more I care, the easier it is to feel inferior.

The actors in the same crew are either college graduates or college graduates, and I'm not only not a college graduate, but also haven't studied in college. Standing with them, I always feel a little out of place.

When I walked into the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror and kept asking myself at the bottom of my heart why I had such low self-esteem. In fact, I was very good, wasn't I?

But even if I have confidence in myself, I always have the idea of denying myself in my mind, which is very tangled.

"Xiaoxiao, why are you here? Someone is looking for you outside. "

I sucked my nose with red eyes, turned and asked, "who's looking for me?"

"President Qin of the Qin group."

Is that him?

I blinked and asked, "what's the matter with President Qin looking for me?"

"I don't know, but... What's your relationship with Qin? How do you know president Qin? "

When the other party asked such an embarrassing question, I was speechless and could only squeeze out a reluctant smile to fool the past.

"Before, I worked in the stores under Qin's group. Qin was always my boss. We were just the relationship between superiors and subordinates."

"Oh? Is that really the case? "

"Well, really." I was worried that the other party could not answer the question, so I quickly made an excuse and said, "I'll go first, lest president Qin wait too long."

I left the bathroom and inquired all the way. I knew that Qin Fen was waiting for me in the director's lounge. I timidly walked to the director's lounge, knocked on the door and gently pushed open the door of the director's lounge.

"Good director, good president Qin."

"President Qin, since Xiao Xiao has come, I'll go out first and you two talk first."

When the director passed me, his attitude was completely opposite to that before, and his smile became much kinder.

"Little, work hard. I'm optimistic about you."

I was stunned. Obviously, the director had such an attitude just now. Why did Qin's attitude change greatly when he was angry?

I looked at Qin Fen, approached him step by step and asked, "President Qin, what did you say to the director?"

"It's nothing, just let him take care of you."

I frowned and wondered.

"Did you know that the director was angry with me today?"

Qin Fen nodded to me, patted the position beside him and asked me to sit down.

"President Qin, you will be misunderstood."

"It's all right, so you'll have a better life in the crew in the future."

"Well... Thank you, President Qin."

"You're welcome. We are also friends. I'm a friend identified by Qin Fen. I can definitely help if I can."

I smiled heartily.

"I'm so happy to be president Qin's friend."

"Just call me Qin Fen in the future."

"Yes."

Qin angrily looked at his watch. I thought he was in a hurry, so he said to him, "if you are very busy, I won't waste your time."

"It's not particularly busy. There's still time. I came here specially to see you filming."

Watch me shoot?

If Qin Fen sees me so stupid, will he think I don't deserve to be his friend?

Such a thought, my heart inexplicably lit up a sense of inferiority, and the sense of loss gradually hit me.

Suddenly, Qin angrily patted me on the shoulder, smiled and said to me, "I believe you will play this role well, and you should believe in yourself."

"But I..."

"No one is born. You can learn from your predecessors."

"How do I learn?"

"Now Li Zejun should be filming. You can go and see how he plays, and then see how others play."

As soon as the voice fell, Qin Fen took my hand and walked to the place where Li Zejun filmed. Maybe Qin was angry that he didn't realize what was wrong with holding my hand, but the eyes of the people around him were reminding me, so I quickly broke away from his hand.

"What's the matter?"

"Ah? No, it's a little hot. I'm sweating when holding hands. "

"Really? Sorry. "

"Nothing."

Qin Fen and I came to the place where Li Zejun filmed. Today, Li Zejun met the heroine for the first time. They filmed in the shed because special effects were to be done in the later stage.

Li Zejun is a recognized acting school. As soon as I saw his play, I was immediately infected by his acting and entered the role in the play to feel the joys, sorrows and joys of this role.

"This is the first time I saw Mr. Li filming. I only saw him on TV before."

"It's good for you to come and have a look and study when you have time."

"Well, I see."

Since I saw Li Zejun filming on the spot, with the encouragement of Qin Fen, the shooting in the afternoon was much smoother than that in the morning, and I didn't get much scolded.

Although I am No. 2 in the play, I don't have many parts. Occasionally, I have to wait for the hero or heroine to be free to take my part. Men and women play a lot, and they shoot for a long time. I have to wait a long time every time before it's my turn.

"Xiao Xiao, Li Zejun has finished work and gone back. You shouldn't have to shoot tonight."

"Well, that's also very good. You can finish work early and go back to rest."

Luo Lin helped me pack up. After I changed my clothes, I also went back to the hotel with Luo Lin to wash.

After I took a shower, I found a message from Luo Lin on my mobile phone. He said he would wait for me to go downstairs for dinner.

I picked up my cell phone and called Luo Lin, who was soon connected.

"Hello, Luo Lin?"

"Yes."

"I don't want to go downstairs. Please bring me a meal. I'm so tired. I want to sleep."

"Yes, you've been filming all day. I'll bring you one after dinner."

"OK, thank you."

"You're welcome. I'm your assistant."

After hanging up, I just wanted to put my cell phone down. Who knows, my cell phone rang at this time. I thought it was Luo Lin's phone, so I connected it directly.

"Hey, is there anything else you forgot to tell me?"

"Little, I'm mom."

I haven't heard my mother's voice for a long time. Now I suddenly hear it. I'm at a loss. I can't say a word with my mobile phone.

"Are you... Are you okay? Did they bully you and dad? "

"I'm not good, your father is even worse. We are monitored every day, like prisoners."

Hearing my mother say so, my heart stopped and hurt.

"Sorry, it's me."

"Do you know it's you? If you had a good blind date and a good marriage, how could you have these bad things now? "

I clenched my teeth, squeezed the shell of my mobile phone, and asked word by word, "Mom, am I your own daughter?"

"If you were not my own, would I think so of you?"

"Mom, are you thinking of me? You did it for yourself! "

"Is it wrong for me to let you marry a rich family and get rid of poverty? On the contrary, as a daughter, you are not only unfilial, but also let people kidnap your parents and get trapped in a small house every day. Do you think it's your fault? "

I don't want to argue with my mother. Anyway, in her heart, I'm unfilial. It's no use talking more.

"Don't worry, I will save you and your father. You can be patient and wait."

"How long will it take?"

"Soon."

……

After talking to my mother on the phone, I was often distracted in filming, which was scolded again. However, now not only the director is dissatisfied, but also other actors are beginning to be dissatisfied with me.

"Money is small. Don't think President Qin has a good relationship with you. You can be so lazy when you bring money into the group. Everyone's time is also time, not for you to spend casually."

It was a new supporting actress who shouted at me. She had only a few scenes with me. Today she had two scenes to shoot with her. She was very angry and really normal.

"Well, stop talking. Go and have a rest first." The director's assistant came out to help me out, but I didn't think he meant to let me go.

"The director asked you to find him in the lounge. He has something to tell you."

The director asked me for tea, which doesn't bode well.

I entered the director's lounge with an uneasy mood. I saw the director's dark face, glanced at me faintly, and then asked me to sit down.

"Director, are you looking for me?"

"The money is small. If it weren't for the fact that you are the second female appointed by the ninth master of Mo, I would like to change you directly."

I bowed my head, poked my hands at each other, and looked like I had accepted my mistake.

I looked down and couldn't see the director's expression, but I could hear him very angry.

He said, "I know you climb up to such a high branch as president Qin and disdain to act, but since you want to act, can you be serious? Or if you pay for a double and let the double play for you, you'll show your face. Please don't waste everyone's time like this. You always play so easily. Will you play it after all? If you don't, learn more! "

"Sorry, director, I'll pay attention next time."

"If it hadn't been for the sake of President Qin and master Mo, I would have wanted to replace you. It's neither a vase with a face nor an idol with acting skills. It's just a pool of mud."

Although the director said the truth, I couldn't help but blush when I heard such hurtful words. I bit my teeth to keep my tears from falling and sucked my nose.

"Director, what else can I do for you? I'll go out first. "

"I'm upset to see you. Get out!"

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