Astral Apostle

  The day before yesterday, the body is not good, the number of words is several years, there are many chronic diseases, the eyes are weak and the bones are tired, the aging is premature, the spirit is exhausted, and the will is depressed. There is no distinction between morning and evening, no difference between waking and dreaming, living like a walking corpse, no interest in life, few days, no news of personnel, closed doors like death, no end in sight. Years pass away, I don't know the taste, the lesions accumulate, and it is difficult to return to health. Life is ignorant of interest, emptiness is deep into the bones, spiritual thinking is exhausted, words are insensitive, mentality is numb, writing is rigid, sickness is exhausted, and it is difficult to continue, so suspend the update, take a long rest, repair the broken body, and rediscover the interest of life.