*Maria,

I am beyond happy because you came into my life unexpectedly. The day that you and my twins came into my life, (I have the right to call them mine, right? Just this once, just in this letter.) was the best day that ever happened to me! It seemed like I found an oasis in the middle of the desert!

When I first met you, I was like "oh? I like this woman!" I tried to get in to you more but I observed my best friend, Tobias likes you too! He was the first one to know you, so I gave him the way to you secretly. I don't want to hurt him.

Then, there was that tragic day. I saw you with your big tummy and your bleeding horribly! As a kind person, of course I helped you and the fact that I knew you too. I was enraged by who was the father of your unborn child! How dare he let you suffer like that!

I was grateful the time the doctor told me that you and the babies ( babies! oh my God! That was my reaction.) were fine but I was pulled down to the ground when I heard that you're in a comma!

Tobias called me to talk, there I knew all about you and your relationship with him. I wanted to tell him about you but I was contemplating! But at the end I decided to give him a call and tell him!

But I guessed, a thing happened for a reason. I saw him with Charlotte and I was flared up and never told him about you! I've been selfish, but that days that I am the one who took good care of my babies, the time that I was talking to you about nonsense when you were sleeping.

That was the happiest time of my life! You guys made my life colorful! You are my sunshine, guys! I love you so much! You and my babies were the greatest gift God has given me! Even though if its just for a while, I'm still thanking Him for it!

I know, right now when you were reading it, you and Tobias were already in good terms. I just hope that you will love each other truthfully. And please take good care of my little treasures!

I'll be away for quite some time, but I'll be back soon and I am ready to face you without any trace of my feelings right now! Promise!

Love you,

Jake