You tell me, where are you?

Hearing Xue Chen's roar, Jiang xuyao's lips moved slightly, but he didn't say a word.

He lived in the capital, in the system, like heaven for Xue Chen.

Although he is Xue Chen's father, this is an indisputable fact, but he did not do a father's responsibility, let alone other, even the most basic fatherly love, he did not give Xue Chen.

This is a tragedy, but also a mockery.

Xue Chen spat out a heavy breath from his mouth and continued: "you are living a life of human beings, you are eating delicacies, but I am dealing with death. If I don't pay attention, I will die!"

"When I was on the verge of life and death, you were not there. When I was tired, you were not there. When I was dying, you were still not there. Now I have a fairly good life, but you suddenly appeared in front of me. What do you want to do?"

Xue Chen hates the man in front of him. He hates Jiang xuyao because he has made himself suffer for more than 20 years. He hates that when he wants to live a peaceful and stable life, he suddenly comes out and makes his life a mess.

He wanted to clean up Jiang xuyao and slap him in the face to vent his anger and injustice.

But he has always been forced to suppress the inner impulse, did not do so.

"Let me kill you, or let me hate you?" Xue Chen's red eyes roared like wild animals!

"I want to atone!" Jiang xuyao seemed to have exhausted all his strength before he said four words from his mouth.

"Atonement?" Xue Chen showed a sad smile at the corner of his mouth: "don't you think it's too late?"

Voice fell, Xue Chen deeply took a breath: "don't appear in front of me, or I might kill you!"

With that Xue Chen is about to turn around and leave.

Just turned around, Xue Chen seemed to think of something, suddenly opened his mouth again and said: "also, take care of your daughter, my affairs, she less interference, otherwise I can't spare her!"

"Tomorrow, let her go and apologize to Shaina."

Afterwards, Xue Chen didn't say anything more. If he was a defeated soldier, he ran out quickly.

Although he hated Jiang xuyao, Jiang xuyao was always his father. As Shen Xuening said, his son's killing his father was treason, and he wanted to be defeated by heaven.

Although Xue Chen's hands are covered with blood, if he wants to be a rebellious person, he can't do it.

Anyway, his life was given by Jiang xuyao. Without Jiang xuyao, there would be no him.

Xue Chen shakes himself out of the dining room and finds himself very tired after sleeping in a dream.

Wake up, life how, how.

Shen Xuening, who is beside Xue Chen, is worried. She wants to say something, but she doesn't know how to do it.

She didn't know everything about Xue Chen before. When she heard Xue Chen talking about her past, Shen Xuening's indifferent heart could no longer keep calm.

She can't imagine that Xue Chen's past life is like this, she can't imagine that Xue Chen's past is so miserable.

At that time, did he despair of life? At that time, did he ever think that death was better than the past?

Has he ever scolded heaven and hated earth?

Shen Xuening doesn't know everything.

Now she only knows that this seemingly slouching man is actually a man who has gone through many vicissitudes and suffering, and a man worthy of any woman's heartache!

Even at this moment, Shen Xuening has an impulse to tell Xue Chen that he will accompany him from now on, never give up, and grow old with him.

Shen Xuening didn't drive, so she followed Xue Chen. She didn't say a word, so she followed him!

In the light of the street lamp, his shadow is very slender and scrupulous, and his back is lonely and sad.

Must his heart be very painful at this moment?

Shen Xuening can't imagine what Xue Chen's heart is like now, but what can be guaranteed is pain.

For more than 20 years, he suffered from more than 20 years of grievances and tribulations, and never enjoyed the care of his parents. After his mother gave birth to him, he died, and his father disappeared.

Now more than 20 years later, his biological father suddenly appears in front of him, and he has got married again, and has had children with other women. How hard will this blow be?

When his parents divorced, his temperament changed greatly. How could his heart be so good?

At this moment, Shen Xuening felt that she was the happiest person in the world compared with Xue Chen.

Although her parents divorced, Shen Baichuan was very kind to her and did what a father should do. So was gong Shangyu, her mother, and her stepmother.But Xue Chen has nothing.

Looking at Xue Chen's desolate back, Shen Xuening sighed in her heart.

A crescent moon is hanging high in the sky. Surrounded by stars, it looks very bright. In addition, the neon lights on both sides of the street and the starry sky are far away from each other, which outlines a beautiful picture.

Although the scenery was beautiful, Xue Chen could not feel it at all.

He dragged his tired body forward aimlessly like walking with the corpse.

Don't know how long, Xue Chen suddenly stopped, turned to see Shen Xuening, from the corner of the mouth squeezed out a far fetched smile: "just didn't scare you?"

Shocked to hear Xue Chen's words, Shen Xuening is slightly stunned and instinctively shakes her head.

See Shen Xuening shaking his head, Xue Chen lit a cigarette for himself, gently smoked a mouthful, and then directly squatted on the side of the road.

Seeing this, Shen Xuening also learns from Xue Chen and squats aside. She quietly looks at Xue Chen, saying nothing and appears very quiet.

Xue Chen smoked two puffs of cigarettes, slowly said: "before, I did not cheat him, that is my past!"

"Bitter?" Shen Xuening asked, looking at Xue Chen's angular face.

Xue Chen first shook his head, then nodded: "it was very bitter at the beginning, but now it is not bitter, and it is precisely because I suffered so much when I was a child that I have the ability now!"

Although Xue Chen's voice is very light, even without the slightest emotional ups and downs, Shen Xuening can still feel a trace of pain from it.

How many people are willing to go to that childhood, and how many people can survive it?

He has never enjoyed the happiness and joy of childhood, as well as father's love and mother's love in his life. This thing has almost no chance with him in this life.

"You are suffering!"

"Whether it's bitter or not, I know in my heart." Xue Chen suddenly turned his head to look at Shen Xuening's gorgeous cheek and joked: "if I didn't suffer those hardships, I'm afraid I wouldn't have married such a beautiful daughter-in-law as you!"

After hearing Xue Chen's teasing words, Shen Xuening's pretty face flushed slightly.

She knew that Xue Chen was deliberately pretending that nothing had happened, so that she didn't have to worry. As for the pain in her heart, the burden was borne by him.

As if he had imprisoned his heart, his happiness and laughter could be shared with others, but he didn't want to share his pain and scar. He would rather hide in a dark corner and lick his wound like a lone wolf, rather than tell others and let others bear for him.

He is a man like a wolf.

At this moment, Shen Xuening began to face Xue Chen very seriously!

Although this man is usually cheap to death, and like to take advantage of himself, but in a critical moment, in fact, he is still very good, or will love!

"Xue Chen, I know you are in a bad mood. If you are in pain, just let it out, OK?"

Xue Chen doesn't want Shen Xuening to see her pain and let her bear it with her, but Shen Xuening doesn't want to see Xue Chen like this.

Because she will love, really will love.

After hearing Shen Xuening's words, Xue Chen's face became dim immediately. He took a deep breath and said, "you already know that he is my father?"

"Two days ago, he came to Fengxiang City, and he also came to me. I didn't know. I really didn't know in advance..." Shen Xuening, as if afraid of provoking Xue Chen, makes Xue Chen think that he is cheating him with Jiang xuyao, and explains quickly.

"Don't be so nervous, I know!" Xue Chen said with no expression: "you know, I used to look at those children accompanied by their parents. I envy them very much. I have fantasized countless times. If my parents were by my side, what kind of person would I be and what should my childhood look like?"

Then a trace of yearning appeared on Xue Chen's face: "I think I should be very happy, very happy..."

Shen Xuening is now fully incarnated as the most loyal listener, listening to Xue Chen's story quietly.

"I yearn for the kind of life that others seem to think is very flat, really yearn for, that is flat for others, but it is very luxurious for me..."

…………

In the dining room, Xue Chen leaves. Jiang xuyao seems to have lost his soul. He sits in front of the dining table in a dull way, letting the blood flow in front of him, without any intention of death.

The pain in the body is far less than the pain in the heart at this moment.

His son has been living a hellish life for more than 20 years. How many scars has this life brought to him, how many deaths has it made him experience, and how many times has it made him despair of the world

And Jiang e Huang is also a trance at the moment. She is deeply shocked by Xue Chen's past. She can't imagine how Xue Chen survived, so that Jiang xuyao's injuries are forgotten.

Just when father and daughter were dazzled, several big men at the door suddenly flew in from the outside and hit the ground heavily."Jiang xuyao, haven't seen you for so many years, are you ok?"

PS: Thank Ye Feng for beating Qin Shou, QQ user 99dd, Ye Feng for beating Ye Feng and Lao Jiang for beating Qin Shou!)

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