Before You Leave Me

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I could stare at her for hours, but I didn't want her to know that I was actually staring at her. She laid down for what seemed like forever not opening her eyes and not saying anything to me at all as if I wasn't there. No posters no nothing on her walls as I skimmed her room looking for something that would tell me more about her. She opens her eyes. Looking at me suspiciously, probably wondering why I'm looking at her walls..


''Something wrong?'' she sits up. I shake my head, pretending that I'm not uncomfortable. Her hairs falls perfectly in place when she stands up to walk toward me. Everything about her is so...perfect. Her soft hands brush my shoulders making me feel like everything will be ok, as long as i'm with her.


''I'll be right back'' she whispers in my ear.


I watch her walk out of her room, closing the bedroom door behind her. I feel like this is my chance. My chance to find something in here that will tell me more about her. More than she'll tell me. I walk over to her nightstand, it's brown and not that big. I see one picture, a little girl and an adult female smiling in front of a mickey mouse statue. A date on the back of it is smudged. I put it back how it was before i picked it up hoping it doesn't seem like it was moved. I walk over to the other side of her bed to find another nightstand. I open the top drawer to find one prescription bottle. There's noise outside the door and my heart race speeds up instantly. In a rush I quickly shove the prescription bottle in my pocket before she see's me.


''Sorry about that'' she says as she walks in closing the door behind her. I manage to make it on the bed before she could recognize what the hell I was doing. @@