This thing about me becoming a girl

If you drop your eraser next to her seat, she will pick it up for you. If you take the initiative to greet her, she will also nod to you. Even if you insist on talking to her, she will listen patiently until you finish speaking.

Even if it is taken seriously, most of the students in the class have a good impression of the Bei Dao Crow.

But she's just calm, the kind of calm that doesn't take anything to heart.

The kind of peace that you know very well that you can't affect her in any way.

No matter how cold a person is, you may have an influence on her, which will also give you a sense of existence, but in front of Bei Dao Ya, it seems that no matter what you do, there is no difference, and it is the same as other people of.

Everyone more or less wants to be unique, at least one aspect is unique, so when facing the North Island Jay, it seems that in her eyes, she looks the same as everyone else, even the face is ordinary The feeling is also extremely unacceptable.

Plus she's always living her own life at school, never getting involved in anyone else's footsteps, it's like she's the only one in her school.

As time passed, no one would take the initiative to talk to her like he just started school.

This is also the reason why Xikutiao Xiaotao was so surprised and delighted when she heard Bei Dao Ya called her name.

Because in the imagination of the students in the class, they all think that Bei Dao Ya will not remember anyone's name, and they don't even have nicknames such as class A and class B to distinguish people.

It is estimated that in her heart, she can probably sum up all the levels with just a "classmate".

Most of the girls in the class actually think like this. After all, what they think is that if they can be remembered by such a cold girl who sees the world differently from others, it must prove that the person remembered is unique. Bar.

So now, Bei Dao Ya is a very special existence in the class, and no one will disturb her. This is not exclusion or isolation, but it is very clear that she is different from us.

But in fact, there are still some girls who want to attract Bei Daoya's attention, which is probably similar to the male classmates who always like to show their presence in front of outstanding and special girls in the school days.

So now, after Bei Dao Ya suddenly appeared at the door of the classroom, the class subconsciously became quiet for a moment.

After all, for them, the North Island Crow is still very strange and they don't understand it.

Nanako Morishita also witnessed this situation, and felt very helpless in her heart.

Xiao Bei Dao's temper...is as cold as ever, he's already in his second year of high school, and he hasn't integrated into the class yet.

Although it doesn't mean that you have to be in a certain environment to integrate into it, but Nanako Morishita really hopes that Kitajima Crow can communicate more with people around her.

Humans are always social animals, too solitary, although it can reflect the inner strength, but who is born to like to be solitary, it is just a phenomenon caused by the manifestation of unhealed scars.

She sighed inwardly, and remembered Mari Aoi Sawamura, who came to school today and was very absent-minded.

After thinking about it for a while, Nanako Morishita had a good idea.

She still didn't give up the idea of ​​making Kitajima Crow and Sawamura Mari Aoi be friends, after all, she really felt that the two were very compatible.

After Bei Daoya entered the classroom, he didn't stop, but walked straight to his seat.

The silence only stayed for a moment, as if it was an illusion, and the classroom returned to silence at an extremely fast speed.

Nanako Morishita still listened carefully to the speeches of the students in the audience, but occasionally she would look at Kitajima Crow who had already taken out the book for review.

Soon, it was time for lunch break, and Bei Dao Ya's lunch place today was still in the office.

After all, just as Kitajima Yawa was about to leave the classroom to go to the old place during the lunch break, he was blocked by Nanako Morishita who was waiting at the door of the class.

After arriving at the office, Bei Dao Ya didn't have any taboos. He opened the lunch box and was ready to enjoy it. After all, it was cold food, and there would be no overpowering taste that would make people uncomfortable.

And Nanako Morishita looked at Bei Daoya's bento box, and then she was stunned for a moment, a little amazed that in such a small box, she saw at least eight different dishes in it just now.

Although the portion of each dish is not much, this is what surprised Nanako Morishita. After all, different dishes take different time, which is very time-consuming, and Xiaobei Dao’s bento dishes are arranged at home, so you can tell that they are homemade. , not bought in the supermarket.

To cook eight different dishes just to prepare a bento, at least Nanako Morishita couldn't do it.

she asked a little surprised.

"This... Is this a bento made by Xiao Bei Dao's mother?"

Hearing that, Bei Dao Ya nodded and answered her.

Seeing this, Nanako Morishita didn't know what to say, after all, eight dishes in one bento was a bit too exaggerated.

So she can only say.

"Then it seems that Little Bei Dao's mother's cooking skills are super good."

The North Island Crow just kept eating without saying a word.

Although Nanako Morishita felt a little regretful that Bei Daoya didn't invite herself to eat bento together, she was actually more relieved.

Otherwise, if you invite yourself, you have to think of a good reason to refuse. After all, Nanako Morishita is actually a bit embarrassing, and she would be embarrassed to eat a student's lunch, but if she refuses, the atmosphere may become awkward.

So it's good that it's like this now, maybe Xiao Bei Dao has considered this a long time ago, so she didn't mention it, after all, her mind has always been very clear.

She has always liked Bei Dao Ya, not only because of her character, but also because of her encounters, and most importantly, she can feel Xiao Bei Dao's unique care that is different from ordinary people.

Although it is very cold, Xiao Bei Dao will actually consider other people's feelings. Thinking about it this way, it seems that he is not so cold anymore!

She looked at Bei Dao Ya who was eating bento tenderly, and said.

"Little Bei Dao, teacher, can I ask you something?"

Hearing that Bei Dao Ya raised her head, she didn't speak, waiting for her to continue.

Nanako Morishita said again.

"Ozawa Village hasn't come to school for a while, you know, and she has fallen behind a lot in her classes, so the teacher wants to ask a classmate to help her with the learning content during this time.

But you also know that, as I told you before, Ozawa Village has no friends, so I can't find anyone else.

But when the teacher was very distressed, he suddenly thought of you, Xiao Bei Dao!After all, Xiao Bei Dao and Ozawa Village once participated in a two-person tripod.

Under the condition that we already have a basis for cooperation, we also got to know each other, so we don't have to re-run in like other people!So I think if Xiao Bei Dao came to tutor Ozawa Village!It will definitely get twice the result with half the effort! "

She stared intently at Bei Dao Ya with her autumnal eyes that swirled in the water, and said.

"So can Xiao Bei Dao help the teacher with this? Don't rush to answer! Think carefully before telling the teacher. The teacher will not force you, and I don't want this matter to cause you any distress. I just want you Think about it carefully, but no matter what the result is, the teacher will gladly accept it!"

Perhaps Nanako Morishita seems to be a little meddling, and she wants to interfere in other people's lives, the teacher loves to think too much.

But it is undeniable that she really wants to help Bei Daoya, and also wants to help any of her students, just like the teacher who saved herself without asking for anything in return.

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After school in the afternoon, Bei Daoya from the home department walked out of the school gate. She first went to the supermarket to buy some cooking ingredients, and then got on the tram to go to the suburbs.

In the dilapidated apartment on the outskirts, Himu Ryo was mopping the floor.

She cleans up the house every day, and she doesn't know why she cleans it up, who she cleans it up for, and when did she develop the habit.

Just going back to the beginning from the memory is the picture of cleaning up the house.

It seems that my father has a cleanliness habit, so my mother will clean up the house every day, and I will also help out.

In the past, she cleaned up the house to keep the memories of the past and to relive the beauty, but now she has just formed a habit, and she no longer has the fantasy of her youth, holding a broom in her heart. Only numbness remained.

But today, she is just used to sweeping the house and mopping the floor.

For the granddaughter who comes to cook every day and then leaves, Higurashi Ryo just thinks that she has the mentality that she might regret it.

But it won't be long before she learns that the idea is stupid, because Ryo Higurashi knows exactly who she is.

She doesn't know how long she will stay in Tokyo, maybe it will be a while, or maybe she will leave tonight on a whim, no one can be sure.

After tidying up the house, she sat on the old sofa again, lit a low-quality cigarette and held it in her mouth. The shredded tobacco was coiled, and she slowly spun up to the roof.

She was in a daze, as if she spent most of the day in a daze. In fact, she didn't think about anything, after all, she didn't know what to think, she was just in a daze.

But at this moment, there was a knock on the door.

She turned around and looked at the door wearily.

Is that the little girl? It seems early today.

She slowly stood up from the sofa and walked towards the door, not knowing what kind of emotion she was holding in her heart.

She opened the door, but then grabbed her neck with both hands and pushed her into the room.

Soon, Higurashi Ryo fell to the ground, and it was a little difficult to breathe.

Only then did she realize who it was.

A middle-aged, short and fat man pinched her neck with red ears and red ears. He looked very angry. He was panting heavily while his teeth were shaking and his eyebrows were trembling. Higurashi Ryo almost couldn't hold back his laughter.

When she encountered this situation, she didn't panic, nor was she afraid. Instead, she looked at the man's ugly and funny expression and immediately wanted to hold back her laughter.

It's kind of funny after all.

The man who strangled her neck was her lover during this time, and was also the brother-in-law of the young man who was going to take her to the police station to humiliate her on the street.

Although the face of her lover now looks, it is obvious that he didn't come to find her.

The man pinched Ri Muliang's neck with both hands, pressed her to the ground and shook her vigorously, he didn't care if she was in pain, but bared his teeth and said fiercely.

"What have you done!? What sue!? Find the company!? Do you want to die?"

As for the man's anger, Ryo Higurashi just sighed inwardly, a little regretful, after all, she planned to open a bottle of beer just now, but now it seems that she can't drink it.

But there is only a little regret, after all, as I said before, she has long been used to the unsatisfactory life that seems to be against her everywhere.

298. Children need to laugh more

"Ah? You rotten woman, do you know what you have done? What do you mean going to court? What do you mean waiting for a leaflet from the court? Who do you think you are? What right do you have to say that?"

In the dilapidated and small apartment, Ri Muliang was lying on the floor she had just mopped, a middle-aged man was strangling her neck, and scolded her fiercely.

This middle-aged, chunky man is called Yamashita Ben. His job position is quite ordinary, but after working hard for more than ten years, he has been promoted to a good position, which can support the family's expenses and save a little every year. The money is decent.

It is probably the epitome of most middle-aged men. They have no specialties, but they are also the pillars of the family.

However, Yamashita is slightly different from other ordinary middle-aged men in that he has a mistress.

The mistress is now Ryo Higurashi who is pinched by him, and the relationship between the two has been maintained for a while. Although Ryo Higurashi's appearance is no longer beautiful, she is sensible and never asks for too much. The thoughtfulness and gentleness that I can't experience make Yamashita feel very comfortable, so the "getting along" between the two is quite pleasant.

But this kind of happiness did not last as long as expected, because his wife found out about it a few days ago.

After discovering this incident, his wife was not angry or lost or sad at first, but couldn't understand it. She really couldn't figure out why and where she lost.

After all, the other party turned out to be a woman older than herself, which was more difficult for her to end than her husband's derailment itself.

Perhaps if the object of the affair is a young and beautiful woman, then she will be more accepting.

After all, that can also be explained that Yamashita just made a mistake that most men would make, but now it seems that it can only prove that even if her husband chooses to have an affair with an aging woman, he is not willing to be gentle with him.

This was the main reason that made her sad and lost, and it was finally known by her father's family members.

And her brother had been on good terms with her since he was a child, so he couldn't sit still after knowing this, so he went directly to Shangshan Shimoto the next day and asked him to tell where the woman was.