This thing about me becoming a girl

Nanako Morishita, on the other hand, swallowed a little cautiously.

She looked at the two who were silent.

Appeared!Absolutely invincible and the cold field that ordinary people dare not speak at will has doubled! !

Nanako Morishita seemed to feel that she was starting to break out in a cold sweat.

It seems like he just ran away, even if he is as cheerful as her, he doesn't know what to say. It's fine if he just faces one of them alone, but for these two people, hello!What combination is it!

The appearance of these two at the same time is definitely not one plus one equals two!It's an explosive cold field disaster!

At this time, it seemed that the atmosphere in the whole office began to slow down with this solidification. Nanako Morishita had already started to shrink back, but in order to maintain the teacher's dignity, she still forced a smile with embarrassment.

"Haha, hahaha, Ozawa Village is really punctual! It seems that he really wants to make up for the lessons that he missed before, right! He really is a good kid who works hard!"

After she finished speaking, she looked at Sawamura Mari Aoi, who obviously fell into her own world for some reason, seemed a little depressed, and did not give any response.

Immediately afterwards, she turned her eyes to Bei Dao Ya as if she was asking for help, as if she was saying to end this cold scene!The latter also received the look, so he nodded.

Nanako Morishita:  …

In the end, she still couldn't hold back and slipped away, and vacated the office as a place for the two to study.

308. The opening horn of the new empire

In the campus, even if it is after school, the number of people leaving school is actually only a small part. Whether it is on the playground lawn, in the club classroom, or in the quiet woods in the back garden, there are crisp and melodious sounds of girls. laughter.

The special system, coupled with the significance of being magnified and deified by various film and television dramas, anime and fan dramas, it is not unreasonable for 60.00% of Japanese people to have the most unforgettable youthful memory in high school life.

Even if nothing memorable happened in high school life, nor did I meet any special and unforgettable people, but many people still feel embarrassed when they think of it, as if something very cherished was left in high school .

In the office of the Zhichun Teaching Building, the hustle and bustle of the outside world seems to have nothing to do with this place.

The atmosphere froze to the point... the flies didn't dare to fly around, as if they were afraid of breaking the current state and causing death, they hid in the corner and shivered, not daring to move.

Bei Dao Ya didn't speak, maybe outsiders seem a little cold or too high-profile, but in fact it's just because she doesn't like to talk by nature, she is very quiet.

As for the reason why Sawamura Mariko didn't move, she already felt that she owed Kitajima now, and she didn't know how to deal with it. Moreover, she had a language defect, so naturally she couldn't expect any normal communication.

She regretted a little, and she didn't know why she agreed to Nanako Morishita's request.

Maybe it's because he doesn't want to disappoint Teacher Morishita's kindness, or maybe it's because he still wants to meet Bei Daoya and know her thoughts.

After learning the whole truth, although she really wanted to escape, because she was afraid that after seeing Bei Dao Ya, she would subconsciously shift the responsibility to her.

She recognized herself, so she was afraid.

But in fact, despite this, Mari Aoi Sawamura still imagined what the next scene would be like.

Students from Bei Dao were either hostile, indifferent, or disgustingly dismissive.

After all, if you change your position, if you encounter this kind of thing, your attitude can't be too bad.

Because seriously, even if Bei Dao students hate themselves, it can't be regarded as implicated.

Even though we had met each other before at the Fireworks Festival, the Bei Dao students at that time were still cold, as before, as now, full of calm.

But after all, Sawamura Mari Aoi didn't get the whole truth from Isuzu at that time.

So maybe she could ignore it at the time, but not afterwards.

No matter how kind she was before, she still held resentment and even hatred towards Bei Dao Ya, but she was trying her best to suppress it, because she was afraid of such emotions that she had never experienced before, which made her panic, helpless, and accompanied by With the shattering of her faith, she ushered in even greater pain.

In fact, this is also the reason why she avoided seeing Bei Dao Ya, because she was afraid that this unknown emotion would be ignited.

After all, she was not a ruthless person, and she couldn't turn a blind eye to her father's death.

Although at that time, she already knew that her father did something wrong, that he wanted to kill the mother and daughter, and committed an unforgivable crime for that family.

But she still couldn't let it go.

Rationally, she knew that her father was wrong, but emotionally, she couldn't help having many thoughts that would scare her.

So she can only be tormented by the pain of two emotions.

And when she really knew the whole truth, she also found that she could no longer feel hatred for Bei Dao Ya.

At that moment, even though she felt that she was unfilial and ashamed of her father, she understood Bei Dao Ya.

Because from the beginning to the end, the person who suffered the most.. was Aunt Bei Dao.

Classmate Bei Dao is just protecting his relatives.

Although strictly speaking, Sawamura Mariko has never experienced family affection, and Uesugi is more like a mentor to her.

Because she has never been scolded by Uesugi, nor has she received any preaching, nor has she been restricted. Similarly...never asked about her life, nor asked how she was at school, even after the age of ten. They never went out to play together again, not even a heart-to-heart talk between father and daughter in the true sense.

When she is confused or doesn't know what to do, point her in a direction, and Mari Aoi Sawamura will just go there.

But does it mean that Uesugi is not good to Sawamura Mari Aoi?

No, on the contrary, it is very good, even responsive, blindly pampering, never showing any negative emotions in front of Sawamura Mariko, as if maintaining the eternally perfect influence that she just met.

There may be many people who envy this kind of relationship between father and daughter, but it is precisely because of this that it is abnormal.

Although Sawamura Mari Aoi respected Uesugi very much, she respected Uesugi very much, and she would not even have any doubts about what he said before he was alive.

But maybe what she didn't realize was that the hearts of the two father and daughter had never been together, even for a moment.

Sawamura Mariko always wants to be excellent in front of her father and will not disappoint him, and Uesugi will always be as perfect as in her impression, without blemishes.

The two can never know what the other is thinking, and Mari Aoi Sawamura doesn't realize that she is never actually free.

Father Uesugi has been carefully lowering the shackles, aunt Isuzu is also doing so, grandfather Sawamura Homi has his own purpose, and even Kitajima Crow, who was once a stranger, has done the same thing.

So Mari Aoi Sawamura has never, even for a moment, gained real freedom in self-consciousness.

Perhaps it is only her who always thinks that she doesn't care about herself, and doesn't love her own biological mother, Sawamura Xiaolongniao, who never gave her any restraint.

But although there are some deviations and deformities in the concept of family affection, this does not prevent Sawamura Mari Aoi from understanding Uri Kitajima.

Bei Dao just made a decision to choose to protect important people.

The reason why it is understandable is that what Mari Aoi Sawamura once held was also the sword of protection.

But unlike Bei Dao Ya, she used to think that what she was holding was the sword of protection.

The mother and daughter have depended on each other through these years, and they have long been the only existence in each other's hearts.

So Kitajima Crow made such a decision, Sawamura Mari Aoi couldn't hate her, after all, she was too kind-hearted, and it could even be said that she was a little cowardly.

But Shangshan is her father after all.

So she also avoided meeting Bei Dao Crow, and she didn't even come to school, because she also imagined how she would react when she saw Bei Dao's classmates, and she was afraid that she would not be able to control her thoughts that would make her panic.

But when I actually saw it now, looking at Kitajima Crow's calm face, Sawamura Mari Aoi only had an unspeakable debt in her heart, the contradiction of sitting with her father and enemy.

Will father blame himself?Sitting peacefully with the person who killed him like this, but he didn't say anything, not even a question?

But he was wrong.

Sawamura Mari Aoi thought this way, but suddenly thought of something, and then became even more depressed.

But he finally paid with his life...

Her heart suddenly became very complicated, and many thoughts came to her mind, but she had no hatred.

Although this also made her very uncomfortable, she thought that she might also be an unrighteous and unfilial person.

This made her hate herself and denied it.

In fact, from the moment after Shang Shanmu's death, her chivalry had already collapsed, but no matter how you say it, this kind of path in the past ten years still affects her subconsciously.

Otherwise, she might really not care about right and wrong, but become strange and crazy.

She Sawamura Mari Aoi couldn't help but think of what Kitajima Crow once said to herself.

Bei Dao has always been in a situation where she knew the facts, but why did she still say those things...

She thought of the painting that Bei Dao Ya had drawn for her. It was very simple, but it seemed to be responsible.

She also thought of when everyone in the clan was talking about her father, Bei Dao told her that as long as she believed in herself, it would be fine to prove everyone else wrong.

But obviously Bei Dao always knew that his father was wrong...

She couldn't figure it out, but while she was still thinking about these things, Bei Dao Ya first broke the calm of this super cold field buff.

She opened the document bag given by Nanako Morishita containing the review materials of Sawamura Mari Aoi, and it was obvious what it meant.

And Mari Aoi Sawamura finally remembered the purpose here, and immediately started to study without saying a word.

If she doesn't know, she won't ask. She thinks by herself, and she can't concentrate at all in her mind, so she won't be efficient at all.

Or Bei Dao Ya, as long as she sees that she gets stuck while reviewing, she will look at the stuck places on the paper of her review materials, and explain in a calm and careful tone.

Soon, the sky darkened. Bei Dao Ya looked at the sky outside the window and felt that it was almost time.

Then she got up and said to Sawamura Mari Aoi.

"That's it for today. It's late. If you have time tomorrow, you can still meet in the office."

After she finished speaking, she bowed slightly to say goodbye, then packed up the materials and prepared to leave.

And Mariko Sawamura finally came back to his senses at this time. In fact, I don't know why. After listening to Kitajima Crow's careful explanation over and over again, Mariko Sawamura still couldn't concentrate, and his efficiency was even worse.

Wen Yan was obviously still in a trance, but for some reason, she quickly packed up the materials, got up and subconsciously followed Bei Daoya like a follower.

I don't know whether it is because of the subconscious obedience to the person who teaches me, or because of the complicated feelings for the North Island crow.

It's just that she has been following Bei Daoya until she left the school gate and was about to say goodbye. She hesitated to say something, but she didn't seem to know how to speak.

Finally, she made up her mind and was about to speak, but at this moment, Bei Daoya's cell phone vibrated suddenly.

Bei Dao Ya took out his mobile phone and glanced at it, then slowly stopped in place.

It was getting late, and some bleak white light on the phone screen was reflected on Bei Dao Ya's calm face, causing many shadows to form around her eyes and other corners.

After a while, she put away her mobile phone and looked at the city's steel forest, which was so dense that she couldn't see far away, as if her sight was blocked and she lost her freedom.

"Master Bei Dao, it's started, please prepare accordingly."

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At the same time, countless people have received corresponding news.

In a room on one of the floors of a certain building, the lights were not turned on, and the vision was dim. Konoe Mengzi was sitting on the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, swaying a glass of red wine in his hand.