This thing about me becoming a girl

She still had a half section of noodles hanging from her mouth. When she saw the homeless old man, she was stunned for a moment, then sucked the noodles hanging on her mouth into her mouth, and subconsciously opened her wallet to take a look.

Seeing the unprecedented fullness in the small purse, she breathed a sigh of relief, and planned to speak to the boss, but soon thought of something, and her opened mouth stopped.

After a while, she said nothing, and lowered her head to eat the noodles.

It's just that compared to before, her speed has become very slow, her appetite has almost diminished, and she looks inexplicably depressed.

What are you doing? Obviously, the beliefs and concepts are false, and everything you have done is naturally false.

After all, he used to help others in the name of a knight. Isn't that too hypocritical?And what qualifications do you have to borrow the name of a knight?

What's more, I'm still pretending to be a good person in front of Bei Dao's classmates, in front of this person who was hurt by me. She and I were in the same school, the same grade, and even the same class in the first year of high school, but I didn't have anything else, but Isn't it hateful to want to help a stranger now?

She knew that Bei Dao Ya had committed suicide. Although she didn't know the reason, it was actually... not too difficult to guess.

But Bei Dao survived on his own, without anyone's help...

What knights...what justice...all false.

Sawamura Mari Aoi denies herself and does not want to admit her false feelings.

So she chose to continue eating noodles without doing anything, in order to escape the inner torture.

The balance is shaking.

And Bei Dao Ya also noticed her abnormality.

Looking at the homeless old man outside the door, and seeing her depressed for a long time, she couldn't finish a piece of char siew. After thinking about it, she also understood why she was abnormal.

The former Kitajima Crow once said that Sawamura Mari Aoi's eyes are beautiful, not cold, not muddy, not stained with the world, ethereal and clear blue.

Education made her ignorant, rigid and serious family rules made her serious, and the nine-year system of Zhichun half-boarding made her seldom contact with the outside world.

In the end, she formed such a personality that was even somewhat ignorant of the world. Her mind was far below the level of her peers, but her personality was far stronger than her peers.

The upper limit of her plasticity is actually extremely high, but the same thing is that it is actually extremely low.

Because there are very few people who can influence her, neither her mother nor aunt Isuzu can influence her, not even her grandfather!Sawamura Hoomi has very little influence on her.

She is obedient, but only obedient.

Because she is so pure, it is difficult for others to walk into her heart.

Sawamura Mari Aoi's heart is clear, destined to be clear.

In fact, Uesugi just happened to catch up with a good time, a time when Mariko Sawamura was most helpless and lacking in love just happened to appear.

So Sawamura Mari Aoi placed all her family affection on him, and in order to repay, she also tried her best to get closer to Kami Sugi's image of a perfect daughter.

Sawamura Mariko's plasticity limit is extremely high, because she is still clear at this age, there is no stereotype at all, and it can even be said that her self-awareness has always been in a state of deficit.

And this also shows that at an appropriate time, it is possible for her to change into any appearance.

But at the same time, her plasticity is also extremely low, because she has not been truly accommodated in her heart and has become an irreplaceable person, so she is not qualified to meddle in this picture scroll that is mostly blank.

It's not that Sawamura Homi didn't try to cultivate Mari Aoi into what he imagined, but failed.

Some people cannot be taught by humans, you can only tell her your own experience, and then leave everything to heaven and earth.

Uesugi can be said to have ruined Sawamura Mari Aoi. He brought her on the road, but he did not point her in the direction. Mari Aoi Sawamura took a detour.

But in fact, it can also be said that Uesugi has done one of the few good deeds. Since he wants to tie Mariko Sawamura firmly to himself, he must let Mariko Sawamura have affection.

If she grew up normally according to her childhood experience, Nasawamura Mari Aoi's feelings would be extremely weak.

But the darling of the times is destined not to be the Hollow Man.

Because Sawamura Mari Aoi used to not be able to think, but now she has begun to think about it.

Although she was in pain and endured psychological torture, she also broke free from the shackles.

In the ramen restaurant, she ate the noodles absent-mindedly, very slowly, and even lost her appetite.

Bei Dao Ya could probably understand what she was thinking.

Except for illness and injury, all people's pain comes from their own values ​​and emotions.

And the same is true for Sawamura Mari Aoi at this time.

She denies her own values, so she also feels that the emotions she feels are false, and she doesn't want to admit it.

But emotions are emotions, and denial is useless, so she suffered too.

Mari Aoi Sawamura, on the other hand, was depressed, and even the char siew that moved her was brought over by the Kitajima crows before, and she had no intention of swallowing it.

In the past three months, the only anticipation and sense of happiness for delicious food disappeared again.

And Kitajima Crow did not continue to look at Mari Aoi Sawamura, but just spoke to the boss calmly.

"Boss, can I order a bowl of noodles for Mr. Homeless outside the door?"

ps: 4000 words of two-in-one chapters, +1 update, so far a total of 17 chapters have been updated!

311. Don't Ask About Misery

"Boss, is it okay for me to treat the gentleman outside to a bowl of ramen?"

The two young people who were seated not far away had stopped chatting before and got up focused on eating the ramen in the bowl, so the ramen restaurant also fell silent.

At this time, such words suddenly sounded, and the boss was stunned for a moment when he heard the words.

Then he smiled, and didn't look outside the store to see who Bei Daoya was talking about. He obviously saw the homeless old man, and then said with a thumbs up.

"Of course no problem! Isn't it the true soul of Ramen Road to bring a satisfying feeling of satiety to any customer!"

He did see the homeless old man before, but he was also a little worried that it would affect the dining experience of the guests, so he planned to wait for Bei Daoya and the others to leave before calling in to prepare a hot bowl for the homeless old man. of ramen.

After all, there is no distinction between high and low diners, and each one is a guest that the boss must devote all his energy to entertaining.

Perhaps the only difference is that the homeless old man is a customer without money, but it doesn't make any difference to the boss.

So when Bei Daoya said this, he naturally had a great impression of this kind-hearted lady, so he would give it a [-]% discount when he paid the bill!That is to say, Bei Dao Ya and the others will not be counted as the money of the homeless old man.

Let a kind lady invite others to taste my ramen, but still have to spend money, this is not my way of ramen!

The boss grinned a row of big white teeth, thinking this way.

And Mariko Sawamura also raised her head to look at Kitajima Crow after hearing the words, her eyes seemed a little complicated, as if she didn't understand why she did this.

Bei Daoya just glanced at her meaningfully, and didn't make any answer.

Kitajima Crow actually has no ill feeling towards Sawamura Mari Aoi, or in other words, she can be regarded as having a good sense, even though she is the daughter of Uesugi.

Maybe it was because she was considered innocent, or maybe she would feel remorse for what Shangshan had done, but in short, the North Island Crow did not retaliate against her maliciously.

This is also the reason why Sawamura Mari Aoi was in school, and Kitajima Crow never cared about her.

Although Mari Aoi Sawamura makes good use of it, it can be called a huge treasure, but at the same time, it will also cause troubles all over.

So if it's not necessary, Bei Dao Crow won't have much to do with her.

Although the two are sisters by blood, it is also undeniable that they have not had any communication in the past ten years or so.

It is unrealistic for two people who are completely strangers to accept each other just by relying on words like blood relationship. The elder sister is older and the younger sister is shorter.

Perhaps for Sawamura Mariko, this sudden younger sister made her feel at a loss, but for Kitajima Ya, this older sister whom she has always known is actually a dispensable existence.

She will not have any special and unnecessary feelings for Mari Aoi Sawamura, who can also be said to be a relative. After all, the current home is extremely satisfying for her.

As for what Sawamura Mari Aoi thinks, maybe no one knows except her.

At this time, the boss also walked out of the store, and after saying something to the homeless old man, the latter immediately nodded flattered.

After a while, he brought the homeless old man into the store.

At this time, after her face was exposed under the light, it was finally seen clearly.

The old man is relatively thin and not tall. He has a white turban wrapped around his head, and some gray hair is exposed on the sideburns. He is wearing old black cotton clothes and old cotton trousers. His face is full of wrinkles from the years and his eyebrows are inverted , looked a little resolute, maybe he had thick eyebrows when he was young, but now they have thinned a lot.

Maybe it's because he's homeless, his whole person looks extraordinarily vicissitudes, but his eyes are not cloudy, and his beard is shaved relatively clean.

The store manager seemed to have told him who invited him to eat ramen on this night when he originally planned to go there hungry, so he bowed ninety degrees to Bei Daoya very gratefully.

"Thank you very much! Thank you very much! You have paid for your hard work."

At this, the North Island Crow just shook his head.

"Actually, the boss and my friend also have the same intention. Even if I don't say it, the boss will invite you after we leave, so I just said it in advance, so there is no need to thank you."

The boss didn't feel embarrassed after being seen through, but scratched his head and laughed heartily.

As for this opportunity to show off in front of the beautiful girl and prove that he is also super kind, the two young people sitting not far from him naturally said unwillingly.

"Yes, grandpa, don't be so cautious, we will pay for your meal! You must open your stomach and eat until you are full!"

Seeing the homeless old man, he seemed a little panicked, but in fact, his mood improved from the situation where his bicycle broke down. After all, people like to be treated kindly.

Immediately, he bowed to thank everyone, and his attitude became more sincere, including Sawamura Mari Aoi who had not spoken all the time.

Sawamura Mari Aoi kept her head buried, but she didn't eat noodles. The hair hanging down her forehead blocked her expression, revealing only the delicate curve from her clean chin to her neck, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

She has been like this since before, and she no longer sneaks a sneak peek at Bei Dao Ya from time to time, and then quickly shrinks back.

The old man didn't sit down either, he just stood in front of the noren curtain in front of the store.

Knowing that it will not affect the mood of the guests to eat, the boss has been inviting him to sit in the seat, indicating that it really doesn't matter, but making the guests stand and wait for the meal is the shame of Ramen Road!

But the homeless old man seemed to have his own persistence. No matter how the boss persuaded him, he just bowed to show his gratitude and remained unmoved.

In the end, the boss had no choice but to add more to the ramen later, and the customers in the store are so kind, they probably wouldn't mind.

Especially the lady who doesn't speak.

Although Mari Aoi Sawamura kept silent, the boss knew that she should be the kindest one.

Because the boss saw everything that happened just now, after seeing the homeless old man at the door, the silent lady didn't think about it for the first time, so she subconsciously took out her wallet and took a look. It goes without saying.

The boss has been running a ramen restaurant for many years, and has seen many customers of all kinds, but to be honest, it is the first time I have seen someone with such clear and ethereal eyes as Mariko Sawamura.

Although her expression was too cold, as if she was pushing back anyone who wanted to get close, such a person should be very kind.

And Mari Aoi Sawamura later really proved the boss's idea, without even thinking about it, he just subconsciously wanted to help others, this kind of kindness without a trace of distracting thoughts.

Although I didn't know why, the lady didn't take any action, but she couldn't deny it.

However, another young lady who was traveling with her helped her speak out.