This thing about me becoming a girl

And this false "honor" of myself, compared with theirs, can only be said to be too shameful and fake.

The self who once underestimated these "honors" is really ridiculous and sad.

Back to the present, Mari Aoi Sawamura felt lonely when she realized that someone was following her, and subconsciously touched her sword pouch but found it empty.

She stretched out her hand, and although her heart was in a mess, she forcibly suppressed it, stopped her pace, and looked back with cold eyes.

This time, she also saw the suddenly retracted figure. It was the homeless old man whose classmate Bei Dao bought a bowl of noodles.

Seeing this, she couldn't help thinking a lot, so she was a little angry.

Even if he accepted Bei Dao's kindness, he still wanted to harm her!

If it was before, Nasawamura Mari Aoi would never think about these things, but subconsciously think in a good direction.

But after experiencing that incident, although Sawamura Mari Aoi never showed it, she felt the feeling of being betrayed in her heart.

Obviously she believed in her father so much, she never doubted him no matter what, even though everyone was telling her the "truth", but she still insisted on going her own way, ignoring it, and stood firm on Shanmu's position.

Even though she subconsciously realized that her father might have done something wrong, she still didn't want to believe it.

Even at the end, before seeing the truth with her own eyes, she still believed in Shang Shanmu.

But in the end, Shang Shanmu still betrayed her and betrayed all her trust.

Even the last phone call, he was still lying to her, tricking her into helping him do bad things.

Never, never... never, Uesugi has been lying to Sawamura Mari Aoi, and has never really treated the trust of Sawamura Mari Aoi with heart.

Because even if Uesugi had told Sawamura Mari Aoi a little bit of the truth, just a little bit, that Sawamura Mari Aoi would not be in such pain as now.

But Shang Shanmu did not after all.

In fact, this also made Sawamura Mari Aoi realize that his father may never have really cared about himself...

He's just been immersed in his world, and he...is just a tool...

Because even in the last phone call when he probably knew that he was going to die, he didn't say a word from his heart, he didn't say that he loved himself, and he didn't say that he should take care of himself, but he still emphasized trusting him, and then let himself Just hand over the phone to Suizumi's grandfather.

Just like the reason why my mother gave birth to me...it's just a tool for some purpose.

That's right, my birth was abnormal in the first place, and even the reason why my mother became pregnant was the result of my mother's deliberate efforts.

Mariko Sawamura doesn't want to think about this, she doesn't want to think about the truth that she has never been in touch with the truth from birth to the present, even if her only friend who can be regarded as talkative, Sakano Tsukidou, is just for Lie to yourself, become friends, just to lie to yourself all the time.

Sawamura Mari Aoi doesn't want to think about this, because when she thinks about it, the changes in her heart will make her feel panic, fear, and helpless.

So, she chose the usual way.

escape.

She used evasion to deal with it, and has been forcibly comforting herself.

Comforting myself that at least her father has never treated her badly, comforting herself that although her grandfather knew the truth a long time ago, at least he has been teaching her the way of swords with heart, comforting herself, at least all those who lied to her have not hurt her...

If you don't think so...she will be really scared.

Because she had it for a moment, even if it was just for a moment, it made her think about it with great fear.

Not long after the incident happened, she curled up on the sofa, watching the TV host's mouth opening and closing with exceptionally cold eyes.

The distracting thoughts of the soul are the first birth of lies, and then they are born through the throat, and as long as they are cut off, many truths will come.

The thought of her flashing for a moment made her uneasy and panicked.

So she doesn't think about it.

But even so, now, when she encounters something, she will still subconsciously become agitated and no longer calm.

For example, now, she thought that the homeless old man had betrayed the kindness of Bei Dao's classmate.

This is intolerable to her.

Because it reminded her of herself who was stung by betrayal after knowing the truth.

And as for why Kitajima Crow also deceived Sawamura Mari Aoi, but Sawamura Mari Aoi couldn't hate Kitajima Crow.

It's because Kitajima lied to her for her mother and to protect her only and important person, so Mariko Sawamura can try to understand, but everyone else is doing it for her own benefit.

And to be honest, Bei Dao, who is the strangest and the one who cheats himself the most, should have no sense of guilt, but from the beginning to the end, he never lied to himself too much, and he didn't even take advantage of him.

But my relatives did not even have a moment of truth to myself.

This is one of the reasons why Sawamura Mari Aoi couldn't feel bad for Kitajima Crow.

Because even if Bei Dao once lied to herself to do something, no one can blame her, but she didn't.

This made Sawamura Mariko, who once put Kitajima's mother and daughter in danger because of her phone call, feeling owed and ashamed.

At this time, she subconsciously felt that the homeless old man had betrayed Bei Dao Ya's kindness, and some paranoid thoughts could not be restrained in her heart.

She forcibly suppressed the anger in her heart, at least for now, she would not let her classmate Bei Dao get hurt in front of her.

She thinks that the North Island Crow may only know that someone is following them, but they don't know who is following them.

So she didn't plan to reveal the identity of the homeless old man, because she felt that if Bei Dao knew that her kindness had been let down, she might be very sad.

She had experienced the sting, so she didn't want others to experience it.

After she stopped, the North Island Crow also stopped naturally.

She looked at Bei Dao Ya, and said in a cool voice.

"Wait... wait for me to come back."

Then she walked towards the corner not far behind, she planned to deal with it alone, even though she didn't have a sword in her hand, because she didn't feel that with a sword in her hand, she could protect other things.

But at this moment, Bei Dao Ya stretched out his hand to stop her.

She could feel Sawamura Mari Aoi's anger, but she just shook her head slightly.

"Don't pay attention to him, he has no malice."

Kitajima Crow knows better than Sawamura Mari Aoi, at least when it comes to seeing people.

So she also saw something that Mari Aoi Sawamura didn't see.

Not long after the two left the ramen restaurant, the homeless old man followed.

He just hangs behind, neither far nor close, although his legs and feet seem a little inconvenient, but he tries to follow.

It's like stalking, like tailgating, but it's not like it.

Because there was no fear on his face, no excitement, and no weapon in his hand.

When Kitajima Crow and Sawamura Mari Aoi turned their heads, the way he hid quickly was not so much afraid of being discovered, but rather of his own existence, which scared the two girls.

Even after 10 minutes, he never got too close.

Although he didn't know what he wanted to do, after thinking about it, Bei Dao Crow might be able to guess.

And even if he actually had some malicious intentions, he couldn't actually cause any harm to Bei Dao Ya.

Because even if you don't mention Kitajima Crow and Sawamura Mari Aoi, they are not ordinary girls, but they still have the bones of Koizumi, and follow them in a more hidden and difficult to find place.

So until the homeless old man didn't show any malice, Bei Dao Crow didn't bother to pay attention.

She doesn't deliberately think of the good or the bad of the old man's following, but she just doesn't care.

So she looked at Mari Aoi Sawamura and shook her head, then walked on.

Sawamura Mari Aoi felt a little angry when she saw this, but she still followed.

The homeless old man just followed them until they arrived at the station, but he didn't show up. He just walked back to the place where he parked his bicycle in front of the ramen restaurant.

It's like, it's like I just followed behind because I was worried that the two of them would encounter danger when they walked at night.

In fact, this can also make sense.

After all, in the eyes of outsiders, Kitajima Crow and Sawamura Mari Aoi have too much ability to protect themselves, and they will only think that they are very young girls, and they are also very beautiful.

And the homeless old man, maybe that's the case. He was afraid of being harassed when the two of them walked at night, so they just kept up.

313. After the Raven's Wings Are Full

After parting with Sawamura Mari Aoi, Kitajima Crow took the tram back to his home.

The smiling face in my memory was still waiting for the door to open, and then began to eat dinner.

It has to be said that Bei Dao Crow did have the foresight to leave enough space in his stomach, because Bei Dao Jiu cooked a few special dishes with full of culinary skills today.

It's also her, who thinks the North Island crow likes to eat meat very much!

So if the North Island Crow showed no appetite at all, maybe she would think that her cooking could no longer attract the crow!

This is a disaster at the level of a bolt from the blue!It was probably to the point where she was completely devastated!

But fortunately, the girl from Bei Dao saved her hand and avoided this from happening.

After dinner, Bei Dao's mother and daughter are not people who like to stay up late, and they live a healthy life, so the natural light has been turned off earlier, and the room has gradually fallen into silence.

The stars are shining, and the clear and devastated night sky hangs.

Although the night sky in Tokyo is not lacking in clarity, it is actually rare to see such a clear cloudless sky.

Bei Dao Ya didn't fall asleep. She heard the slight snoring of the bed beside her, and her heart was calm.

The reason why I couldn't fall asleep was not because of Bei Daojiu's slight snoring. After all, the sound was very small, soft, and very cute. It was more like a lullaby than the sound affecting people's sleep. It's so soft that people subconsciously feel that if they hug and sleep, they will definitely not have nightmares.

As for the North Island Crow, it was simply unable to sleep.

She looks like she is always indifferent to anything, but in fact, she always has things in her heart.

The news from Koizumi Gusuo was a bit unexpected, but in fact, Bei Dao Crow had already made corresponding psychological preparations.

After all, this day will come sooner or later, it has become inevitable.

The Baihechuan family will not be without a prince forever, and those wild beasts who are waiting for an opportunity will not allow the Baihechuan family to be without a prince forever.

So the difference between this time coming is only sooner or later.

Bei Dao Ya had always been mentally prepared, but he never expected that it would come so soon.

In fact, it seems that whether the storage dispute will go smoothly has nothing to do with the North Island crow, but strictly speaking, it is closely related to whether the current situation of the North Island crow will change.

Baihe Chuan Wusheng's meaning is already obvious, he gave himself the key, whether to open the door, whether to fight for it, the power to choose is all on Bei Daoya himself.