This thing about me becoming a girl

But unexpectedly, she still underestimated Bei Daojiu's kindness and tolerance towards others.

After Kitajima Crow clarified the identity of Sawamura Mari Aoi, Kitajima Jiu just replied.

"I know, I've always known..."

She lowered her head, like a little girl who was a little shy after concealing something happened.

"Because I have always known that Uesugi-san has a daughter named Aoi Mari, so although I have never met her, I guessed it when I heard her name.

Although I am very curious about why Xiaoya became friends with her, my mother is still very happy!Because this means that the little crow is finally no longer obsessed with the past!So for Xiaoya not to be influenced by her mother!I also pretended not to know, hehe! "

But speaking of this, Bei Daojiu hugged his waist, nodded his face with his little finger, and said.

But in fact, the moment I heard her name, I was still frightened, but looking at the child who was more nervous and frightened than me, I knew she must be blaming herself.

So I don't care about these, after all, that child is that child, Mr. Uesugi is Mr. Uesugi, it's different.

And...I can feel it too, that child...must be living in pain. "

Because of Kitajima Jiu's special experience, she is extremely sensitive to other people's negative emotions, so it is easy to see that Sawamura Mariko used clumsy methods to hide the pain in her heart.

Immediately, Bei Daojiu preached to Bei Daoya sternly.

"Little crow, don't be prejudiced against people easily, of course! You must have a heart of defense! Anyone who sees danger! Even if you run away, you must leave quickly..."

But at this moment, when Bei Daojiu's lecture was still going on for a long time, a woman's voice suddenly sounded a bit vigilant outside the door.

"I'm very sorry, is there anyone in 206's family?"

Hearing that the two people in the room looked at each other, then Bei Dao Ya walked towards the door, Bei Dao Jiu followed behind.

It was at this time that Bei Daoya realized that the door was not closed tightly, and the faint wind and rain seeped in from the outside of the house. She probably didn't pay attention when changing her shoes.

She pushed open the door and saw a drenched figure standing motionless at the door.

There was also a middle-aged woman standing on the other side of the corridor.

The woman hugged the bag in her arms, and said with a very vigilant expression after seeing Bei Dao's mother and daughter come out.

"I'm very sorry, because this person has been standing in front of your house just now, he is a very strange person, so I was a little worried, so I called you, I want you to confirm if this is an acquaintance, if not, I will call the police !"

Hearing this, Bei Daojiu nodded quickly and said.

"Thank you very much, she is my daughter's classmate, she is not a strange person."

The middle-aged woman breathed a sigh of relief, and then returned to her home.

And Kitajima looked at Mariko Sawamura, who was drenched and motionless, and stammered worriedly.

"What... what's going on, Sawamura-san, don't you have an umbrella, come in quickly."

After a while, the three of them arrived in the room, and Mari Aoi Sawamura dripped the floor wet all the way, Kitajima Jiu subconsciously wanted to take a change of clothes for her to take a bath.

But in an instant, she realized that her clothes and Xiaoya's clothes... She probably couldn't even wear them.

Then she was ready to go out to the supermarket to buy a set of pajamas that matched her body, after all, she was the master!Also her friend's mom!No matter what, you have to entertain well.

But at this moment, Bei Dao Ya stopped her.

She looked at the pouring rain outside, and at Mariko Sawamura's dazed look.

After a while, she said, "I'll go, Mom, it's raining too much outside."

Then she walked out with an umbrella, but she didn't leave the apartment building, but stood at the door, and then sent a message to Koizumi, please bring a set of pajamas as soon as possible.

She is not at ease to let Sawamura Mariko and Kitajima alone, after all, Sawamura Mariko's current state looks very strange.

She leaned against the door.

In the room, Kitajima Jiu, who was alone with Sawamura Mariko, was obviously extremely cautious, and hurriedly said.

"I'll put hot water for you, you go take a bath first, so that when Xiao Ya comes back with her pajamas, she can just put them on!"

After she finished speaking, she went into the bathroom, took out two clean towels from the cabinet under the sink, and prepared to hang them up, so that they would be ready for use when Sawamura Mari Aoi finished washing.

Immediately she was ready to go out and ask Sawamura Mari Aoi to come in and take a bath.

But when she just opened the bathroom door, she was stunned and embarrassed by the scene in front of her.

Mariko Sawamura was kneeling at the door of the bathroom, her forehead was pressed against the ground, her shoulders shrunk, her body was trembling slightly, and water droplets kept falling from her body to the ground.

The current her... is not so much a soldier sitting down, as she is curled up and kneeling on the ground, extremely humble.

This is a weakness that has never appeared on her body, and it is also the first time that she has exposed her cowardice.

"Yeah..I'm sorry...always..always..very..sorry."

Her shrunken shoulders were trembling, her back was arched high, and her forehead was rubbing against the ground, as if she was struggling or in pain, and the water stains were also spreading.

Hearing the words, Bei Daojiu subconsciously calmed down when he saw the child curled up and kneeling on the ground, and he was no longer nervous, with a little pity in his eyes.

As she said before, this child should have been living in pain.

she said.

"Sawamura-san doesn't need to do this, I never blamed you, and Sawamura-san didn't do anything wrong, why do you have to apologize? Isn't the little crow also befriended you now.

Don't blame yourself like this, let alone I don't blame your father, so why should Sawamura-san feel guilty for what he did? It is the wish of the deceased to be happy all the time. "

In this regard, Mari Aoi Sawamura just said.

"No... the same, I killed classmate Bei Dao, caused her to... commit suicide, killed Bei Dao... my aunt was kidnapped, caused you to be on the... boat, almost died... go, killed Bei Dao... Classmate, I killed so many people, all of them were all because of me, and it was all my fault."

While saying these words, Mariko Sawamura, who was kneeling on the ground, huddled into a ball, humbled, and in extreme pain.

As for these words, Bei Dao Jiu also fell silent.

She knows everything, she knows everything, Shang Shanmu told her everything about Bei Dao Crow on the night of her birthday.

So she always knew about this, she knew that the little crow had killed many people, she also knew that the little crow robbed the bank and did a lot of bad things, she knew all of this.

But she never mentioned it in front of Bei Dao Ya, or showed that she knew about it.

She just kept pretending she didn't know.

After a while, she smiled with gentle eyes.

"I'm still with the little crow, right now, no matter what happened, the little crow is the little crow, no matter how many bad things she has done, how much she is hated, she is still my little crow, so I will Always, always, always with her."

This is what she thinks.

No matter how bad things Bei Dao Ya did, she was still her daughter.

It is probably that, no matter what, she will die one day later than the little crow.

In this way, we will be together forever.

But Sawamura Mari Aoi, who was in pain, obviously didn't listen to these words.

She just shivered, caught in emotions that breed pain and feed destruction.

And Bei Daojiu looked at her appearance, hesitated for a while, then squatted down, put his hand on her head tentatively, and rubbed it carefully and gently.

Bei Daojiu felt that comforting people like this was very effective, because every time she felt a little sad, she would hope that the little crow would rub her head by her side.

Bei Daojiu is extremely rare, or it has never happened since entering the society, and he is not so defensive against a stranger.

This is an unrealistic thing, and it has nothing to do with Bei Dao Jiu never decided to become stronger, because her experience has already shaped her, and she has a natural and indelible guard against outsiders.

Even if Bei Daoya was surprised, Bei Daojiu was not very nervous and cowardly when facing Urihara Mu Wanhua, it just made her not afraid, but he never let go of his defense.

However, it cannot be said that Kitajima Jiu has accepted Sawamura Mari Aoi. After all, there is Kitajima Crow in her world and she can no longer squeeze in others.

But at least, she didn't regard Mari Aoi Sawamura as a terrible outsider who might hurt herself and Xiaoya at an uncertain time.

It's completely different from her thinking that Nanako Morishita might be a good person. Even if she is a good person, she might suddenly become a bad person because of something, so it's better not to contact her.

For this point, Bei Dao Jiu is very aware of it.

And Mari Aoi Sawamura, probably, would not hurt Koya and her friendly outsiders.

Obviously it was just a short meeting, it was strange, maybe it seemed that it was because she could feel the heart of Mari Sawamura who felt extremely painful and blamed herself because of what happened to her and Koya.

Feeling the sudden touch on the top of her head, Sawamura Mari Aoi froze for a moment, then slowly raised her head.

It also revealed the somewhat bewildered eyes under the drenched hair

She looked at Bei Dao Jiu shyly, as if trying to comfort her face.

She felt Bei Dao Jiu's kindness...

Similarly, this also caused her pain to proliferate to an unbearable level.

Her body no longer trembled, recalling the past scenes, her azure eyes gradually lost all color and became hollow.

What have I been doing all this time.

She stood up, ran out, and fled through the door.

He also ignored Bei Daoya who was standing at the door, ran downstairs without looking back, and rushed into the rain curtain without stopping for a moment.

Kitajima Jiu also hurriedly followed, a little anxious, what happened to Sawamura-san, did he say something wrong?

She didn't even wear shoes yet.

Bei Daojiu was a little anxious, and Bei Daoya saw it, so he said.

"Mom, I'm going to give her the shoes."

Immediately, Bei Dao Ya took the shoes, held the umbrella, and followed.

But when she was going downstairs, she met Koizumi who might have been waiting here for a while.

Koizumi said something to her.

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Sawamura Mari Aoi runs in the rain.

I don't know where I heard this sentence, it doesn't matter if you are in pain or wronged, as long as you don't care about other people's comfort, it's fine, because then, you can't help it.

Sawamura Mari Aoi couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on her face at this time.

She didn't cry when she learned that her birth was just a tool for her mother, she didn't cry when she learned about her father's death, she didn't cry when she learned that her father had been deceiving her, she didn't cry when she learned that everyone was using her .

She didn't cry when she encountered anything that was too much for her.

But at this moment, she was crying, and the tears couldn't stop flowing.