Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

You know that the night will pass, but how it will pass, whether the flow of time is fast or slow, is not something you can control at all.

This night passed especially slowly, it was the same for Shen Yi, and it was the same for everyone.

Finally, the door of the emergency room was opened, and Shen Yi's tired eyes were barely glowing, and his complexion was finally rosy.

The hard night finally passed, and it was dawn.

Chapter 73

Some people say that life is full of regrets. If you are proud of writing a story today, tomorrow you will belittle yesterday's achievements.

It is human nature to like to reminisce about the past and then secretly regret it.

Whether Shen Yi has any regrets now, he himself does not know.

The past has always been an unimportant thing to him, and the past has already drifted away like smoke.

He is a person who lives in the present and in the future, and regret does not seem to exist.

But now, standing by Wu Kexin's bed, watching that girl who was full of vitality in the past fell into a deep sleep at this moment.

Knowing that she would wake up, Shen Yi tasted regret for the first time.

The past self was really too bad.

Those who clearly know the girl's feelings, but don't respond, and keep muddling along, are a blasphemy to the girl's dedication.

If he could have thought of these things earlier, if he could have understood what she wanted earlier, the current Shen Yi would definitely try his best to do it.

Why can't I advance the words I like, because I have to be able to see my heart clearly at this time of life and death.

"Shen Yi, Wu Kexin is out of danger, this matter is not entirely your fault, don't be so sad."

At this time, besides Shen Yi, there was another person beside the girl's bed. Zou Guqing stood beside Shen Yi, watching Shen Yi's haggard appearance, and comforted him.

Zou Guqing rubbed Shen Yi's messy weed-like hair, hoping to cheer him up. It has to be said that Shen Yi's mental state is really bad at this time.

"It's not entirely my fault, so whose fault could it be? Now, don't comfort me."

"Guqing, tell me, am I an asshole?"

Shen Yi held Wu Kexin's hand, sliding his fingertips over the girl's knuckles, groping little by little.

As long as he remembered that the girl kept begging to die in his arms before, he even forgot to breathe.

"It's the same now, and it was the same at the beginning, why the more I care about it, the more mistakes I make."

"I care about you very much, so I don't want you to get too close to me. After finally being able to say that I like it, it becomes like this again."

"Did I bring this misfortune?"

Shen Yi muttered to himself, condemning himself.

The curse just gave him an unusual life, but in the end it was himself who made his life like this.

Now that one thing was pressing on him, he was a little too tired, and gradually gave up thinking.

He very much hoped that Zou Guqing could scold him severely, so that he could feel a little better in his heart.

Wu Kexin was rescued, and he was barely out of danger at this time, but after waking up, how should he face it.

He clearly already has Zou Guqing, but he still told Wu Kexin that he likes her, that can no longer be invalidated.

Shen Yi's heart was filled with guilt towards Wu Kexin and towards Zou Guqing. He was not a good childhood sweetheart, let alone a good boyfriend.

Seeing no solution to this matter, he slowly closed his eyes, the world in front of him seemed to be dyed black.

However, Zou Guqing was still the same as usual, just gently hugging Shen Yi from behind.

Tenderly hugging the boy into her arms, Zou Guqing rubbed Shen Yi's rough cheeks wet with tears, and whispered in Shen Yi's ear as if to blame.

"Shen Yi, you really did something wrong, do you still remember what I said last night?"

"last night?"

Shen Yi opened his eyes, recalling what happened before he returned to the room yesterday. At this moment, his head seemed to be stuffed with cotton, which made him feel very uncomfortable, but he managed to recall some.

At that time, Zou Guqing seemed to have said that she didn't really understand them, but she didn't care too much at that time.

Do you really not understand?

I just gave them my best wishes, but isn't that what they need?

"You think too much, isn't it tiring? Just looking at me makes my heart ache."

"However, these considerations are actually unnecessary. You must have felt the same way."

Zou Guqing sighed, she had hinted to Shen Yi many times before, but the matter still developed to this point.

It wasn't all a failure, though.

If 90.00% of this matter is negative, at least the remaining [-]% can be regarded as positive.

After this incident, Shen Yi must have suffered a great blow, and may be depressed because of it.

But if he can make him understand this truth, he may be able to prevent such an incident from happening again next time.

This requires her to be on the side to guide, which is why she did not leave at this time.

Zou Guqing had anticipated Wu Kexin's blackening a long time ago, so she intervened before that, and she was the one who advised Wu Kexin not to attack Shen Yi.

Who knew that Wu Kexin's blackening was so fast, so fast that no one could react.

And the most unbelievable thing is that she did not hurt Shen Yi, but the knife edge was turned on herself, and Zou Guqing's degree of distortion was beyond Zou Guqing's expectation.

As for the current situation, although it is very complicated, Zou Guqing is not completely unprepared.

Shen Yi obviously couldn't let Wu Kexin go, this was something he had already thought about.

Instinct told her to drive away the other girls around Shen Yi, but last night when Shen Yi stood at the door of the emergency room like an ice sculpture, she gave up this idea again.

Is Shen Yi pitiful? Trapped in these intricate relationships, with no possibility of breaking free, he is naturally pitiful.

One after another fetters are like chains made of fine iron tightly clasping Shen Yi's neck and limbs. As long as he is still alive, he will never be able to escape.

But in another way of thinking, can those girls holding the other end of the chain escape?

Wu Kexin made such a decision when she was desperate, she even did not hesitate to die just to keep those happy memories in her mind, so if it was her one day, would she make the same choice.

In this way, aren't the girls also pitiful?

"Giving too much is an overdraft for you, but isn't it useless for us?"

"You have to see clearly what we really want. In fact, you have not been the most important thing all along?"

Zou Guqing didn't shy away from using the word "we". In her heart, although the girls are different, they are a kind of people. They can only survive by relying on Shen Yi. They are all the same.

"Maybe I just want to stay by your side, but you think it's better to leave you. Isn't this kind of giving useless?"

Zou Guqing sighed, feeling the trembling of Shen Yi's body in her arms, knowing that what she said was in the boy's heart, this was the crux of the problem.

"I'm not you, and I can't tell those very profound truths."

"All I know is that I am your girlfriend and someone very important to you. I will support you in everything you do, and that's enough."

"You are still young, there is no need to be so tired."

"If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, isn't that all right?"

Zou Guqing has been struggling with her heart all this time, the desire to monopolize Shen Yi and the hope that everyone will have a happy ending are constantly conflicting, at this moment she can finally put these thoughts in her heart. Speak up.

She has made a choice, it is very difficult, but she will be responsible for her choice in the future, and then it will be Shen Yi's turn.

"what do you mean..."

Shen Yi noticed something, he turned his head in shock to prove that the girl was joking at this time, but unfortunately her expression was very serious, she meant it for real.

"Well, do you have to tell me about this kind of thing? I'm your girlfriend after all."

"If you weren't injured now, I would have beaten you long ago~"

Zou Guqing raised her lovely chin, making a gesture to hit Shen Yi.

She took a few deep breaths, tried her best to control the tiny sadness in her eyes, hid it in a very deep place, and then spoke more bluntly.

"I mean you, if you like it, you like it, and if you like it, just be together."

"You can't do without Wu Kexin, and that guy committed suicide, you just agree to her."

"I'm not the kind of person who thinks very conservatively, but there is one thing you must promise me."

"My status cannot be changed at all. No matter when, no matter what happens afterwards, even if you enter the grave, I will be buried with you."

"As long as you give me a little bit, the rest is up to you."

Chapter 74

What kind of experience is it like to be allowed to open a harem by your girlfriend? It should be a very cool thing to think about.

Shen Yi was going through such a thing right now, and his first reaction was to be dumbfounded.

Shaking his head, which is not very bright at the moment, Shen Yi slowly pondered over the meaning of the girl's words, thinking that he had heard it wrong.

"Huh? This..."

"Gu Qing, you are... you want me to agree to Wu Kexin?"

Shen Yi finally understood what Zou Guqing meant, but his shock did not diminish at all, after all, this incident was a bit too unbelievable.

He also finally realized the girl's strange reasons recently. Zou Guqing and Wu Kexin had been very close before, and her thoughts should be on this matter.

She had planned this matter for a long time, and Shen Yi couldn't accept it for a while.

"Ah what, if it doesn't work, just pretend I didn't say it."

"I'm just saying that I respect your choice, don't make it sound like I'm forcing you to agree to Wu Kexin."

"Let me say that she is dead."

Zou Guqing's pretty face immediately turned red, and she hit back viciously, but her tone was very soft and didn't feel like a reprimand, on the contrary, it made people feel happy.

It's really embarrassing for a girl to say such a thing. At this moment, she just feels ashamed and angry and just wants to find a crack in the ground to get in.

If she hadn't made a decision long ago, she really wanted to go back on it now.