Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

As soon as the girl among them walked to the open space behind, she couldn't bear it anymore and vomited up her bile and her lunch.

"Shen Yi..."

Jin Xiaotao was a little hesitant, at this moment it was not right for them to go forward, and it would be meaningless not to go forward, the girl pulled Shen Yi's big hand to ask his opinion.

But when he looked at Shen Yi, he was really surprised, Shen Yi's state was very strange.

Shen Yi frowned, and pinched Jin Xiaotao's little hand hard, to the extent that it would make Jin Xiaotao hurt, but his palm was already soaked in sweat when he felt it carefully.

Jin Xiaotao felt pain in her hands, but she didn't break free, trying her best to comfort Shen Yi's nerves.

What happened to Shen Yi?Even if he faced the killing scene before, he wouldn't react like this, but now he really lost his composure.

Shen Yi couldn't stop inhaling, but couldn't exhale the inhaled air, physically becoming vulnerable.

His head seemed to be filled with nitrogen, everything in front of his eyes was dizzy, and his temples seemed to be pushed out from inside as they exploded.

What happened to yourself?

Shen Yi bit the tip of his tongue fiercely, and the smell of blood filled his mouth.

The pain also woke him up, but only a little bit.

The closer he got, Shen Yi could feel the stronger feeling of calling.

Unlike the commission of the dead soul, it is not something he can escape, it is something he must face.

"Let's move forward..."

Shen Yi felt that his face didn't seem like he could control it anymore, he faltered and uttered a few words, then pulled Jin Xiaotao forward step by step.

The people around were dispersed by the police, while Shen Yi walked forward as if he didn't hear anything.

Jin Xiaotao sensed that Shen Yi's state was not right, and planned to give up first before making a long-term plan. She anxiously took Shen Yi's hand and tried to drag him back, but Shen Yi broke free.

"Student, don't move forward, we are already dealing with it."

Seeing someone approaching the crime scene, a police officer hurriedly stopped Shen Yi.

He has repeated this sentence many times, and he has no patience.

"Oh...can you see it?"

Shen Yi answered irrelevant questions, turned his head over the policeman's shoulder to look at the scattered human body parts, and his pupils felt like earthquakes.

His two legs seemed to be nailed to the ground with rivets, and it was impossible to take another step forward.

"Xiao Tao, can you see it?"

Seeing that the policeman was suspicious and did not answer him, Shen Yi turned his head to look at Jin Xiaotao who was beside him in a daze.

The girl's answer was no, she had no idea what was going on.

She can't see anything.

"That's fine, that's fine."

Shen Yi smiled reassuringly after getting the answer, but the smile was so forced.

When he turned his dull head and continued to look around, everything around him changed.

The sky was swallowed by blood, and a setting sun rose in the distance, but that light was also blood.

The building collapsed rapidly, and the state of disappearance was more similar to weathering. Everything around it disappeared rapidly, leaving only the ground that could not be seen what material it was made of.

The ground seemed to be alive and soft.

The dead soul was over there, kneeling and sitting on the corpse, but Shen Yi couldn't see clearly.

The dead soul twisted strangely, the human form folded in an anti-skeletal way, and finally dissipated into nothingness.

Looking to the right, there seems to be a light spot in the distance, which folds and disappears in the same way, and then the whole world is quiet.

Shen Yi's eyes couldn't see anything, and everything around him dimmed.

In reality, his dark eyes quickly occupied other parts of the eyeballs, swallowing up the rest in a few seconds.

And in the next second, only hearing a bang, Shen Yi felt as if a violent explosion had occurred in his head.

At the same time, blood exploded from his mouth and nose, flowing continuously like a broken water pipe, and the whole person fell down like a falling puppet.

Blood splashed out, dyeing part of the ground in front of him blood red, but in Shen Yi's eyes, it was an indescribably beautiful color.

"Shen Yi!"

"What's wrong with you! Don't scare me!"

Jin Xiaotao screamed, and hurriedly hugged Shen Yi, using her small body to support Shen Yi's back to prevent him from falling down.

The police officer was also frightened by Shen Yi's state. He hadn't seen such a strange thing in his career for so long. He didn't dare to neglect any longer, and hurriedly took out the walkie-talkie to ask the medical team for support.

Originally he couldn't see anything, but at this second, Shen Yi saw everything.

"There are a lot of people around me now."

Shen Yi felt that he was being held up by something, but he couldn't see what was holding him.

Presumably it should be Jin Xiaotao, but he couldn't see it.

"There are so many people? What are you talking about, Shen Yi?"

"Here, it's just us."

Jin Xiaotao kept wiping Shen Yi's blood with her hands, but if she cut off the water with a knife, she couldn't finish it no matter what.

The girl was completely terrified, her legs limp and she fell to the ground and hugged Shen Yi tightly, tears poured out like pillars.

"And...and...they, too."

"They, who are they?"

"Shen Yi, cheer up, we can go to the hospital soon."

Shen Yi couldn't hear Jin Xiaotao's voice, so he instinctively made a sound at this moment, he seemed to see something, tears flowed down mixed with blood, his expression became gentle.

He reached out to grab something, but couldn't.

Just like when he was a child, just like when he first saw the dead souls of his parents, little Shen Yi reached out to touch them, but he couldn't.

Those who should go will always go.

While Jin Xiaotao was calling out frantically, Shen Yi looked towards the place where he fell from the building. There were so many people around him, but there were no people there that should be there.

But fortunately, as long as I have problems and it doesn't endanger Jin Xiaotao, that's fine...

Chapter 17 Dreamland

Where is the boundary between life and death? Is it the small grave after death, or the objects left for loved ones to mourn.

Maybe not, these are just answers given by the stranger to comfort themselves, but the living peeks at the life of the dead in the underground from one side.

Will the deceased have a great feeling about whether they are placed in a small box of a few hundred yuan or in a mausoleum of hundreds of thousands?

These things cannot be used as the boundary between life and death.

Here I have to mention again, what is the most important thing for the dead, maybe death.

The end of life is death, and death is only the beginning of death.

When the shadow of death fades in reality, people forget that this is the biggest thing for the dead, and this kind of thing can even change a person's character.

You were a relative in life, but cut off from the mortal world after death, will the deceased really know you?

Shen Yi thought about this question more than once, his parents loved him so much before they were alive, but why they would not hesitate to cast the most vicious curse on him after they died?

Later Shen Yi figured it out, for the dead, death is the only one, and everything else will be forgotten.

Then the boundary between life and death should be the moment of death.

At that moment, the consciousness of the living dissipated, the consciousness of the dead revived, and the boundary between life and death appeared here.

"Are you going to die?"

In the darkness, Shen Yi opened his hazy eyes, but he couldn't see anything in front of him, and he even thought that his eyes were gone.

There is no sound of reality around him to make him feel that he exists. Emptiness and emptiness are the themes here.

"Hey, what about you, are you going to die?"

That voice exists, but it is not heard, but appears directly in the mind.

"die?"

"Yes, in my opinion, it is already dying."

The voice sounded again, Shen Yi frowned, trying his best to distinguish who the voice belonged to.

But at this moment, his mind went blank, and he could only tell that it was a female voice, and it was very familiar.

"I can't die yet, I still have a lot of things to do, I can't let them go, they can't do without me."

Shen Yi searched the memories in his mind, and found the pictures of the girls, these seemed to be his life-saving straws, only by grasping them tightly could he feel that he was still alive.

"Then if they are already dead, are they calling you?"

The female voice chuckled, Shen Yi couldn't help frowning, the girls were already dead, how could it be possible?

In the next second, some scenes were directly stuffed into Shen Yi's mind, he could see it, and his whole body trembled because he could see it.

That was the scene he didn't want to see the last, and it was also the scene he couldn't accept the most.

Zou Guqing caused disasters because of her wealth and was robbed. She was caught by the bandits while hiding, and she voluntarily bumped into the bandits' knives.

Wu Kexin and Jin Xiaotao met an illegal driver when they were out shopping. They watched the car hit them with relief on their faces.

Ren Xueqing was abandoned by her teammates in the process of chasing the criminal, and then walked into the criminal's base with a grenade and blew herself to pieces.

Shen Yan... was killed by Shen Yi himself.

"These are all fake, all fake! What do you want to do!"

Furious, Shen Yi tried his best to deny these scenes.

But these were all forcibly injected into the mind, overlapping with the images of the girls in the impression, and gradually eroded and replaced.

"No, it's all true."