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She watched it repeatedly throughout the night.

Are you now saying that this novel was actually written by Bai Feng?

How can this be?

He's never been in a relationship, so how could he possibly write such a delicate romance novel?

She stared at Shirokaze Kamishiro in astonishment:

"Onii-chan, is this for real?"

"You're writing a romance novel?"

Kamishiro Shirofumi said, both amused and exasperated:

"it is true."

Upon hearing that Bai Feng himself had said this, Shiina Shoko immediately clutched her head and convulsed in her seat:

"Xiangzi actually guessed wrong."

"I wish I hadn't been so prejudiced."

Maki Mizuno stood there stunned for a long time.

So, this is the book that Kamishiro-kun wrote, "I Want to Eat Your Pancreas"?

And it's such a delicate love story.

and many more!

Why does the male protagonist in this story look so much like Kamishiro-kun from back then?

They are the type who don't stand out much in class and don't talk much.

Could it be that Kamishiro-kun is actually writing about himself?

In this case

Mizuno Maki remembers that Kamishiro-kun confessed to her before, so is she actually the female protagonist in the story?

Think of this.

Mizuno Maki immediately turned to look at Kamishiro Shirokaze, her cool eyes rippled with emotion, and her heart began to pound wildly!

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Seeing everyone's incredulous expressions, Chitanda Mirai couldn't help but cover her mouth and smile slightly.

I thought to myself, it's really hard for everyone to guess that Kamishiro-kun actually writes romance novels.

However, for everyone in the Literature Club, winning this bet would only mean receiving a custom-made meal from Shiro Kaede.

Since they eat the dishes made by Shiro Kaede every day, Erina Kaede and the others don't really care much about the outcome of this match.

However, Watanabe Hina did not expect that Chitanda Mirai, in addition to herself, also guessed correctly.

But it doesn't matter, anyway, Chitanda will probably just ask Kamishiro to cook her a nice meal in the future.

After enjoying some food and black tea in the living room.

Junko Urahara nodded excitedly and said:

"Everyone, come with me to Junko and Mirai's room to play games!"

However, at this moment, Chitanda Mirai said:

"You guys go ahead, I have something to discuss with Kamishiro-kun about the novel."

The other members of the Literature Department didn't seem to care much.

Rika Maejima nodded and said:

"Then we'll head over there first."

"Mm," Chitanda Mirai replied with a smile.

After seeing them leave.

Chitanda Mirai turned to look at Kamishiro Shirokaze, her sickly pale face tinged with sadness, and said with pursed lips:

"Kamishiro-kun, let's go."

Shiro Kaede had guessed that Chitanda would come looking for him in the future, and he nodded.

"Ah."

As he spoke, he placed his hand on Chitanda Mirai's wheelchair and led her to a room in the mansion, following her instructions.

The maid Hayabusa, however, did not follow either side. She simply watched as Shiro Kaede and Chitanda Mirai left, lost in thought.

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Shiro Kaede pushed Chitanda Mirai into the study.

There are many bookshelves here, filled with a dazzling array of literary books.

After I got here...

Kamidai Bai Feng asked:

Is there something you want to tell me?

Chitanda Mirai didn't speak, but just lowered her head, looking very sad.

She seemed to be thinking of something, and her eyes slowly reddened, tears silently falling.

The barely audible sob made Shiro Kaede realize that something was wrong.

However, since Chitanda Mirai had her head down, he couldn't see the expression on her face at all.

Shiro Kaede could only squat down beside her to see the expression on her face.

He paused, stunned, when he noticed that Chitanda Mirai was sobbing silently.

"Chitanda-san, what happened?"

Upon hearing Shiro Kaede's question, Chitanda Mirai's already delicate expression became even more aggrieved, and she cried even harder.

But she still didn't say anything, she just reached out and wiped away her tears, and kept crying.

Shiro Kaede has comforted Sato Ayaka, a crybaby, many times, so she naturally knows how to comfort a crying girl.

He probably guessed that it was because of the novel he had written.

But this is just speculation. If it's not true, then he might just be wishful thinking on his part.

Shirofumi asked softly:

"Did something unpleasant happen to you?"

"Tell me about it?"

Chitanda Mirai reached out and wiped away her tears, choking back sobs with a sense of grievance and sorrow:

"Waaaaah~ Kamishiro-kun is such an idiot!"

"Why...why kill off the female lead?"

"Isn't a happy ending better?"

"Even if you let her die of illness, that would be fine."

"Even if the female protagonist herself is incurable, that's a novel, and you're the author. You can make her live."

"Why."

"Why did you let the female lead be killed by the murderer after she learned of the male lead's feelings and wanted to reunite with him?"

"Doesn't this mean that I won't be able to cure my illness in the future either, and that I might die one day, one night, without knowing why, just like the female protagonist in the story?"

"Waaaaah, Kamishiro-kun, why?"

Shiro Shiro remained silent for a long time, then sighed softly, thinking to himself, "Just as I thought."

But that's right.

She was sitting right next to him.

He was still the head of his own literature department.

We spend almost every day together.

The female protagonist I wrote, who suffers from a terminal illness, is actually quite similar to Chitanda Mirai in terms of her situation.

Because Chitanda Mirai, like the heroine in the story, could suddenly disappear one day after falling asleep.

Since she's saying this now, she must feel that she was used as a template in her novel and that she wasn't given a happy ending.

After all, the female protagonist in the story did not die of a normal illness. Instead, she was killed by a murderer when she was about to happily meet up with the male protagonist after receiving a text message from him that sounded like a confession.

Without hope, there is no despair.

Chitanda Mirai, who empathizes with the female protagonist in the story, must also be able to feel the despair and confusion the female protagonist felt before her death.

That's probably why I'm so sad.

Eh.

Kamishiro Shirakaze couldn't help but feel somewhat helpless and troubled.

He wrote this novel simply because it was the one he remembered most clearly at that time; he hadn't considered so much at the beginning.

I never imagined that Chitanda would be so heartbroken because of the novel I wrote.

but no matter.

The die is cast.

Anything I say will sound like I'm just making excuses.

After all, from Chitanda Mirai's perspective, she was definitely using her to design the heroine.

Shiro Shiro reached out and gently wiped away the tears from Chitanda Mirai's eyes, comforting her:

I understand how you feel.