Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Whether it was intentional or simply because she felt uncomfortable being stared at, the girl gently shook her head, her slender fingers climbing from her side to her elegant, long nape, lifting her long hair. As it flashed like lightning in the night, it also revealed the breathtaking scenery behind her without reservation.

From the opening at the back, one can see her unadorned, fragrant, and smooth purple braids lying loosely against her delicate, snow-white back. Her fragrant shoulders sway, and the butterfly bones on her jade-like back, bound by purple ribbons, open and close.

As for the purple ribbon, it's obvious that the only thing hanging on Mei's back is a woman's erotic clasp.

It's clear that the dress fits well; at least the ribbon is just taut against the skin, rather than on the verge of snapping.

Even so, with a figure so excessive that it can hardly be called a student's, it always gives people the illusion that it might break at any moment.

It seems that if Raiden Mei isn't careful, or if she stretches her body even slightly, this ○-shaped garment will explode on the spot and break in two.

……

Perhaps it was because Mei's swaying back was too eye-catching, or perhaps it was because Alicia often asked to help her undress with one hand, so that the instincts buried in her memories seemed to be affecting her body in reverse—the reason it wasn't Velvet was because she had never worn such troublesome things since she gave away her panties that time.

It is said that it was to make things more convenient for herself. No one knows what she thought of herself at the time, or what she wanted to become. The subtle transformation of herself may have started from that time.

While it is indeed more convenient, even outdoors one can use optical invisibility to pull open all clothing with just one hand.

Sometimes, Vivi would suddenly kneel on the ground, creating trouble for herself, and one had to maintain a calm and composed mind to keep her expression unchanged.

But can memory determine physical health?

It was just some of the experiences in the simulation.

Why do I inexplicably want to look this way?

Why is this my first reaction when I see something behind me?

They might even think about how to unfasten the strap with one hand in the quickest, most convenient way, without harming the girl's skin.

Inexplicable emotions are ultimately just a spider web blocking your way. They might be a little troublesome when they actually hit your face, but if you're willing to resolve them, you can simply reach out and put everything back to normal. After shaking his head slightly, the boy's gaze immediately returned to its normal position. He maintained a good distance and used his right hand to protect the 'fearful' girl.

—Is Raiden Mei really that afraid of ghosts?

……

Is this the gaze of a young boy?

Is this what it feels like to be watched by a boy?

This was the first time I had experienced such a distinct feeling of being watched, particularly in my private parts. Although it was somewhat subtle, and although it was very clear, it was actually just because my attention was too focused. This feeling, which I had never experienced before, was truly a first.

Her eyes, already moist and soft, as if flowing with a stream, no longer needed to be forced or pretentious; they naturally appeared as if about to cry—this was a bodily instinct, and also a sign that she was getting into the zone.

The boy's gaze was indeed quite conservative, retaining only the most basic level of confusion, with everything else suppressed.

However, the girl, who came from a family of swordsmen and possessed the family's Ittō-ryū swordsmanship, had an extremely keen sense of perception towards any gaze.

It's about ignoring the experience of being disliked, being watched by countless negative gazes from all directions, so obvious in a world where you have nothing that it's enough to drive you crazy. Even your honed sixth sense can still clearly capture the concept of being watched. What's more, a girl named Raiden Mei can't possibly let go of her past that the world hates.

Despite my reluctance to accept it or admit it, what happened has already been deeply etched into my soul.

Becoming the innocent young lady she once was is something that can never be done—the girls of today have long been corrupted.

We've now passed through the worst period, when I almost wanted to jump off the roof, and found the sun in the shadows.

Although the sun was not very hot at this moment.

Why……

Why is your gaze so cold?

……

Perhaps because they were so engrossed in their time together, they lost track of time. Before their eyes, the haunted house had been completely explored. The increasingly bright light as they moved forward proved that the end was near, and the light spots shining through the cracks had formed a domain on the ground.

Despite some reluctance—the first time they could have intimate contact in a way that wouldn't be viewed differently by Jiang Cheng or might offend him, the appearance of light in absolute darkness meant they had to go out.

At least it left a deep impression, which is definitely satisfying.

—I am definitely the first person besides my mother to have such close contact with a boy.

Raiden Mei firmly believed this.

Although the boy's performance was somewhat overly skillful in terms of pure performance, it is not incomprehensible if it is explained by his calmness.

That gaze was clearly because they had never witnessed anything like this before, and it was the first time they had seen a woman's back, which was why they kept staring.

This is an undeniable truth. No matter how you look at it, the boy is by no means a bad student or a bad kid. Bad kids would never be able to get into this school. In a place called Shenzhou, it seems that the only thing anyone can do every day is study. The daily life is so cruel that even young girls have heard about it.

In that situation, let alone having intimate contact with women, one would probably never even hold hands during their entire academic career.

The only thing I can do is study. Even maintaining my own life has become a top priority, to avoid suddenly dying one day.

Having achieved the biggest goal, there's no need to dwell on the past; the focus should be on achieving the next goal.

That was a program that had been booked long ago, and it was the real culprit that kept the girl up almost all night. It was called the Grand Slam of the amusement park.

The most exciting, the most dreamlike, the most eye-catching—all of these also include gifts given during the most romantic moments.

To achieve the best results in a limited time, the girl put in even more effort than she had when she studied hard under her father's supervision. She thoroughly understood and analyzed every aspect of the amusement park and created the most comprehensive tour route. As long as you follow the predetermined buildings and play along the way, even the most dilapidated amusement park can leave a deep impression.

……

Carousel, bungee jumping, pirate ship, roller coaster... a bunch of classic rides that can't be more classic, even in overly antique places, as if they are tied to the name of amusement park, are played one after another, thrilling and exciting yet romantic, and a moment under the suspension bridge is enough to deeply etch the other person's expression into their mind.

The chain reaction between the facilities was almost at its maximum. After experiencing extreme stimulation, when even one's ego and nerves were pushed to the limit, romantic and gentle soothing music was played. During the most intense moments, one was watched by the only girl. In the resting place, one could only coexist with the girl hand in hand.

The emotional value gained from a single visit to an amusement park can even surpass that of a childhood sweetheart with whom one has lived for years or even decades.

Some couples may never experience such intense excitement in their entire lives, and after the initial thrill, they can stroll leisurely hand in hand with their loved one here.

This process, which could even be called a "white moonlight creator," combined with the fact that he is also a high school student, almost inevitably leaves an important mark.

If it were just a naive child experiencing it for the first time, it would probably be unforgettable. It would be nothing more than a memory of this amusement park trip throughout their entire life. They would never be able to escape the beauty of this day, and they would never find a sweeter ice cream or a more fun amusement park.

The person named Raiden Mei is indeed as the boy said, someone who never had the talent of an ordinary person from the beginning, and who was cursed from the day she was born, destined never to become a mortal.

He possesses innate swordsmanship talent as a martial artist, is a native Stigmata Awakener, has the ability to become a Herrscher's body, can transform into a world-destroying calamity with the slightest emotional excitement, and also holds the wisdom that if he were willing to put his ideas into action, he could actually become a very good scholar.

Despite the fact that there were too many things the girl named Raiden Mei hadn't considered for the boy.

It wasn't just that the teenager was mistaken for a naive child who was visiting for the first time.

He believed he could make a lasting impression.

Even the essence of everything, while not entirely a high school student, includes a past as one of the highest rulers of the Fire Moth, the male master of Eternal Paradise, and someone who has traveled to different worlds twice, as well as being Velvi's lover and Alicia's childhood friend.

Having gone through so much, Jiang Cheng can no longer be described as an ordinary high school student; he wouldn't even qualify as a student.

Although he hasn't shown much leadership talent, it would be a disservice to his past identity not to call him a 'leader'.

……

After browsing through almost all the important facilities except for the Ferris wheel and going through almost all the pre-prepared procedures, the two of them bought ice cream from the mobile ice cream cart once again.

Perhaps it was because my tired body needed to replenish sugar after sightseeing, or perhaps it was simply because I heard the bell from the mobile ice cream truck that I developed a craving for something icy, cool, and refreshing.

In short, the act of chasing vehicles under the setting sun, which had already fallen from noon and was gradually approaching evening, with the somewhat dim sunlight behind them, is a scene that is enough to be etched in one's memory.

This time, it was Raiden Mei who was chasing the ice cream truck, and in a sense, chasing the ice cream truck was also considered one of the amusement park's attractions.

Although sometimes going too far results in the moment of actually eating it, the time given to the two of them to use and savor it is a bit too short.

"Hiss—" She bit her lip again, but this time not out of surprise, but out of cold. She looked down and saw that the ice cream had melted a little and was dripping on the ground. It would freeze in the wind and you could hardly feel it when you stepped on it.

"Has it melted?" Jiang Cheng looked at the ice cream in his hand, which showed no signs of melting and still had sharp edges, and handed over his. "You can have mine. Don't worry, I haven't licked it yet."

……

Actually, I don't care...

If it's yours.

It doesn't matter if I've licked them all.

Unfortunately, these were ultimately perverse words that could only flow silently in her heart and could not be spoken aloud. All she could do was obediently maintain the demeanor of a young lady.

The young lady's elegance is what she has maintained until now. Even when she was disliked and hated by the entire class, the entire city, and the entire world, she simply stopped using it, rather than losing it completely.

Even if you throw something like this away, it's not something you can just easily discard after spending the previous ten years or so of your life. It would take at least a little longer to do something similar.

It should be like this.

That's the theory, that's correct.

However, in the short time she met the boy, this elegance buried deep in her heart underwent a qualitative change, was trampled on, and degenerated into perversion.

Understanding oneself is a very difficult thing. Even if a young girl has experienced such things, it is still difficult for her to know her own true nature.

A person who is aware of what kind of person they are, even if they cannot change their goal in the end, will likely take better actions than a headless fly.

A person who lives for others in essence has no true self. All their inner and outer expressions are just chasing the attention and favor of others. Whatever others like or what can attract their attention will shape their inner self.

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186. Raiden Mei, you did nothing wrong.

She can become a top student who always gets first place in every exam and is a model of a fulfilling life, all for her father. She can also transform into a gentle senior who is a jack-of-all-trades in housework and a complete failure, all for a slightly willful, spoiled, and arrogant girl.

Furthermore, in order to pursue the girl he must pursue, he was unwilling to be abandoned by the light that saved him, unwilling to watch Kiana's body covered in wounds while he himself had no ability to even walk alongside her, so he embraced his own weakness and transformed into the complete Herrscher of Thunder.

—'I came into darkness so that you might return to the light.'

This is the true nature of Raiden Mei. Perhaps she is weak, perhaps she is pathetic. Like a man-made doll, she needs to be controlled by others and filled with things that belong to others in order to function.

But there is no doubt that this attitude, once it is driven, may not reach its limit and may not be able to rewrite everything on its own, but it can still achieve with this innate talent: it can definitely catch up with that goal and can definitely help with something.

Since I was able to follow in my father's footsteps in the past, and since I can strive to catch up with Kiana in another possibility.

So now, in order to gain the attention of the boy, they fill their empty selves with what they believe will make him take a second look.

Isn't that normal?

Isn't that correct?

Isn't it quite ordinary?

……

Raiden Mei took the ice cream with one hand, looking at its sharp edges and corners, and even secretly hoped that Jiang Cheng had already licked it a few times.