Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

At this point, I was completely unable to talk about the information I had received from my other self in another world—of course, it wasn't to that extent; "Memory" Ellie could still talk about it.

Now that things concerning Alicia had been put on hold, the girl could finally speak her mind without any reservations, revealing everything that had just happened.

As for one's own shortcomings and lack of understanding, these are insignificant to the same person; one can simply draw inferences.

"so……"

Please tell me.

The fairy lady, with her hands clasped together, gazed into those silver-gray eyes that, after regaining their vitality, seemed to be filled with cherry blossoms falling in spring. It was an expression that the Spiral Hero, who came from this world and whose defenses had been completely breached, could never have possessed, nor had she ever seen before.

"Tell me all the details about the other me that you know."

"Since there is room for repentance, and since your anger toward 'me' has not reached the point where you must kill me or never see me again."

It was as if witnessing a pure and beautiful goddess, a being that completely transcended humanity, a manifestation of divinity beyond human nature.

Although all of this lasted less than three seconds, that seriousness vanished in an instant, leaving only the girl with her hands clasped together against her cheeks, gently blinking her eyes, and the lingering trace of her playful voice.

"Since Velvi has worked so hard, it's obviously something 'I' should do to give back with all my abilities, right?"

……

I miss it a little.

I was probably fooled by that attitude at first.

Despite being a reclusive girl hiding in the shadows, she was pulled out of the shadows by a fairy-like girl and forcibly dragged into a gathering of geniuses.

Before meeting the boy at her first birthday party, what left the most color in her heart was his lively smile that was always there for everyone, even people like herself would rush over to help.

Actually, there's nothing wrong with that. Going to save others is never wrong. At most, it just proves that Alicia is not suitable for Jiangcheng.

In fact, if it weren't for the fact that he was unsuitable, someone like him wouldn't have been able to rise to the position, even if he was just playing a small role like a beginner's guide.

He was born with a perfect posture, a cheerful personality, and an enthusiasm that allowed him to talk to anyone. He also possessed a divine authority that transcended humanity. No matter how many times you look at him, you can only conclude that this person is the complete opposite of a born loser like yourself. He is a born 'genius'.

Even in the world, he is a true protagonist.

The protagonist will receive a big gift from NPCs.

The protagonist who survives to the end.

The protagonist who can accompany the boy to the end.

Even in another world, in another possibility, you are the center of attention, surrounded by everyone, accompanying you as you move forward.

If it were at another time, I wouldn't even be able to stand in front of Alicia, let alone interrogate her to get anything out of her. I would feel ashamed to even stand up straight in front of such a lively person.

Vilvi remained silent, her brows slightly lowered, but she raised her head again, facing the goddess's light with composure—because she already possessed her own sun, because she had once again discovered the light she craved in this world, she only needed to place her hand on her chest, as if making a vow before, adding weight to her words.

"--Yes."

“I will tell you everything I know, everything I will tell you, whether it is 'your' neglect of Jiangcheng, your shameless pursuit after failure, or the spying behavior that only a piece of trash like me used to do, a complete scum.”

……

This is a record of all the interactions between the tragic woman named Velvi and the true protagonist, who is not just a novice or a passerby, but also the true heroine who ultimately walks with the boy.

Despite being an absolute heroine from another world, what she first caught was more of the initial evaluations of herself than her counterpart from that other world interacting with Velvi.

"Eh?!"

"Peeping tom, scum?!"

Even the "memory body" Ai Li felt unable to face it. The leisurely expression that was originally held high, ready to listen to the story of another version of herself, was instantly broken, and the shock still lingered in her pink and blue pupils.

"Is this me?"

"Is this talking about me?"

"Really?!"

……

That delicate and gentle voice vanished abruptly, replaced by a helpless tone, full of emotion and loss of composure, like a small lark in a downpour, its feathers soaked, its frail body battered by the wind.

This isn't the story I expected!

How could the legend of fairies be something like this?

In the "memory" Ai Li's vision, her counterpart in another world, also as "Ailisia," is hopelessly infatuated with love, but will surely, like her, reach the end with a pure and beautiful demeanor, at least being grateful for the tragedy she encountered if she still has the ability.

No matter how bad the ending is, no matter how many disasters occur along the way, you should hold your head high and face despair with composure.

She was so vehemently denounced as a pervert, and then recounted in detail the things she had done that were simply inhuman.

Do not……

Isn't it?

Although I am often told by others that I am annoying.

Some people even feel disgusted by their behavior of wandering around and having no boundaries with other girls, like a harasser.

But no matter what, this is at most a slight lack of boundaries. It can't be called scum, a voyeur, or a pervert, right?

Even if her counterpart in another world did something strange, she would still be 'Alicia', and wouldn't become a sadistic pervert.

What does it mean to be childhood sweethearts, yet the boy is completely ignored and even disregarded at his birthday party?

What does it mean that while Jiang Cheng was slapping your buttocks very hard, I was secretly watching from another world?

What do you mean you discovered that I, from another world, stole Jiang Cheng's clothes, including all his panties, which were still fresh from being taken off and unwashed?

what……

Alicia is doomed!

……

200. Ellie: At least only I know about her perverted behavior, right?

Miss Fairy even felt that she could see the mynah birds flying around her, their distinctly hoarse yet inexplicably sharp voices, like the sound of withered branches and fallen leaves, constantly proclaiming the complete death of 'Alicia'.

The soul screams, the body groans, and even the softest part of the heart seems to be twisted little by little.

They discovered a place that no one had ever set foot in before.

It hurt me in a place where no one had ever hurt me before.

Even when choosing death, even when seeing Kevin's tears at that ball, even when knowing the end of an era, when human civilization had once vanished, and when only a few heroes remained, this was something that had never happened before.

Because those are regrets, sorrows, the desperate struggles of fairies who wanted to become human, and the lingering regrets of those who claimed to be human.

A person who is already a memory and has died cannot be killed again. A person's loneliness can also be erased by other memories that are also dead, also graves, also tombstones left over from some era.

Until today, until this very moment.

The girl, who thought she could never face death again no matter what she saw, experienced for the first time what it meant to die clearly.

Even death, which is many times greater than physical death, brings no new suffering, even when one chooses to sacrifice oneself to try to break through fate.

Yes.

Alicia's story has come to an end.

It ended in a social sense.

Not only did he die physically 50,000 years ago, but now, 50,000 years later, when no one in the world remembers him, his reputation has also died along with him.

"Memory" Ellie took as deep a breath as possible, running her fingertips over the soft, juicy fruit, gently touching and tracing the large, trembling area with each touch, again and again, to aid her breathing.

The captivating softness was also undulating violently, as if even the dress on her body could not contain the almost overflowing snowy and warm texture, which was about to spill out from the edge of her chest with just a simple act of breathing.

This was almost the first time she had shown such a disheveled state. Even though she was a beautiful girl at the final ball, it wasn't because of any enemy, because even the Herrscher couldn't make the Primordial Goddess look like this.

The only consolation is that currently only three people in the world know about this, or even if you include heaven and earth, there are only five people, so there hasn't been a true social death yet.

what……

Fortunately.

This is only the second time this fairy, who has always loved excitement and bustle since birth, has longed for quiet, and it has only happened twice in 50,000 years.

If only a few pairs of eyes were peering through the cracks in the wall not far away, their colorful pupils flashing with different emotions.

"What...what exactly happened to Ellie?"

"This doesn't seem like something a vice-captain would do, does it?"

"Could there be some mistake? Minister Velvi from another world has mistaken someone for someone else."

"Huh? Is this really Sister Airi?"

"..."

"grass!"

……

Golden, colorful, blue, green... here, people who have never been united before are showing such a united effort for the first time.

While the two were talking, the other heroes who had been drawn by the shooting star and were fulfilling their guard duties had also gathered here.

Perhaps because the two were so engrossed in their conversation, everyone's emotions were caught up in the moment, leaving no energy to observe their surroundings. As a result, the other heroes standing nearby went unnoticed, oblivious to their surroundings and simply enjoying the spectacle.

Even Eden, who was originally guarding Alicia's side and should have been paying more attention to the girl's unusual behavior of no longer being as withdrawn as before and opening her eyes, was drawn to the interaction between the two.

The main reason was that Alicia only opened her eyes once before closing them again, and her mental state had regressed somewhat compared to before.

Eden, believing himself powerless, decided to seek out the "Memory" Ellie and Velvet from another world to inquire about the situation.

Standing aside and eavesdropping on other people's private conversations, their past foolishnesses, or the foolish things another version of themselves has done, is not a good thing.

Even ignoring the fact that the title of hero was never established in the end, and not considering oneself a hero, as a colleague, as a superior, and as a subordinate, one should not be so furtive as to spy on the ugly affairs of fairies.

Eden even has a mission: to investigate the reason for the meteor's arrival, and the reason that caused Alicia's unusual behavior.

This matter is of utmost importance. If we can find out the answer, it might be able to cheer Alicia up and allow a living Herrscher of Origin to recover.