Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

I was warmed by the boy once again.

Once again, the boy helped me.

Even after committing such a perverted act...

If this continues to accumulate and persist, it will definitely explode one day, and even the abyss will not be able to withstand it.

Mustering her courage, Velvi met the boy's gaze without flinching. Her silver-gray eyes had never so clearly revealed the emotions that had been suppressed to the extreme, and her cherry-colored lips uttered a resolute voice.

"I don't dislike it; on the contrary, I would prefer there to be as many of these in the future."

"Please be even more rude."

"—My only master."

……

Once upon a time, her pupils, which seemed as deep and unfathomable as an abyss, began to gleam—proof that this was the second time on the same day that the girl had mustered her courage.

The brilliant awakening that erupts from all the emotions brewing within a person who is extremely insecure and self-deprecating after being saved.

Under normal circumstances, the boy would probably appreciate the girl's progress, as she is finally able to break free from the constraints of her own mind and step into a new world.

—If the girl's words did not contain any words that could mislead anyone.

"What are you saying?!"

……

Even if it was an invitation from a girl to a boy, the fact that this extremely withdrawn person would dare to face Alicia, who was so perfect that anyone would feel ashamed and avoid her, simply to help and save someone, is not entirely unacceptable or incomprehensible.

In a sense, this is already inevitable, a result that was bound to happen.

A person who has never seen sunlight cannot face the sun directly.

Like moths drawn to a candle flame, they will be burned alive.

However, the emotions brought about by standing in the warm sunshine are irresistible, and the longing for sunshine accumulates doubly every day.

The two words that came out of the girl's mouth, tinged with joy, left the boy completely bewildered for the first time.

"Ah... I misspoke. I mean the owner of Spiral Workshop. I'm also an employee now. I'm so sorry, I accidentally confused them."

The girl lowered her head slightly, hiding the expression of hitting her face in the shadows, with only a hint of disappointment in her silver-gray eyes.

She seemed embarrassed by her slip of the tongue and was so shy that she didn't even dare to see anyone.

—If there were no feelings of loss buried deep within the pupils.

Rejected?

Too……

A normal person like a teenager.

They certainly wouldn't be as twisted, dark, and perverted as I am.

Thinking of handing everything over at once is definitely too radical.

How can one forge an even closer and more inseparable relationship with a boy, one that is absolutely impossible to separate, one that allows one to hold this warmth in one's arms forever, and one that allows one to always see and touch the perfect boy?

I can't think of anything.

I can't think of anything.

Even with the girl's perfect wisdom—which has never been weakened, divided, or sealed in any way—she couldn't have come up with it.

Or, to put it another way, after eliminating all the despicable conditions that might harm the boy or cause him even the slightest emotional damage, it would be impossible to play this extremely weak and insignificant hand.

If we could overcome the limitations of our methods, if we could treat teenagers with the same level of normalcy, if we could stop feeling so inferior, so self-loathing, and so consumed by internal conflict.

This might be a question so simple that it's equivalent to asking what the answer is for one plus one.

However, as a savior, a passenger, and a girl who has been sinking in the abyss for countless years, it is absolutely impossible for her to overcome and succeed.

So……

That's all.

There are pictures here, which can be viewed after the updated version

There are pictures here, which can be viewed after the updated version

There are pictures here, which can be viewed after the updated version

42. The ○○ servant of Velvi sat down.

It's good that he just said something wrong.

Otherwise, it would be too heavy.

[I don't know if it's just your imagination, but ever since you became friends with the girl, she seems determined to give you everything she has.]

[Literally, it means to hand over everything.]

It seems she wants you to make the decision for her, or even go beyond just choosing.

The girl seems to be using this method to escape everything she might experience in life, to safely hide behind you, and also to build a deeper connection with you, creating a one-sided, inseparable bond.

This essentially means surrendering one's independence entirely to others, allowing them to easily decide one's fate and everything about the future.

You don't like this.

Controlling others is a very tiring and torturous thing.

You've never been able to understand why anyone would be obsessed with something as troublesome, difficult, and utterly devoid of pleasure as controlling the fate of others.

Perhaps they simply don't want to take responsibility.

[I enjoy watching others rush headlong in a certain direction at my command, only to end up in a dead end and fall into an abyss.]

【--abnormal.】

You can only address me by this name.

This kind of twisted mentality doesn't belong to you. You can't derive pleasure from leading others into the abyss; you can only feel deep guilt.

The girl's talent and abilities are terrifying; any decision she makes could potentially change the world.

You refuse to make any choices for the girl, only offering basic advice, and resolutely refuse to accept anything she offers.

Because if you did that, any choice you made would drastically alter the girl's life and the path she would take in the future.

This is far too heavy a burden; any mistake could be enough to crush you with guilt.

That's all for now.

You have ample time and numerous opportunities to help the girl overcome her inner insecurities and conflicts, and become a well-rounded person.

Even if it doesn't work, you will do your best to guide Velvi out of her negative emotions.

This is the promise you made.

Until the next second arrives, your determination and will are as unbreakable as the Maginot Line, impossible to breach or destroy, an unyielding, burning fire that even the heaviest rain cannot extinguish.

[If you didn't see the girl's next move.]

[Because in that brief moment of your hesitation and contemplation, Wilvi seemed to make some momentous decision, and her hand, which was holding the blanket, was released.]

After a brief hesitation, her slender, white fingers suddenly pulled back the thin blanket, and her jade-like, full thighs gently lifted, stepping onto the cool floor.

They disregarded their current wretched state and were completely oblivious to the fact that the boy so close by could see all this beautiful scenery in his eyes.

The girl, who was originally shy and insecure and even wanted to avoid talking to others, showed no sign of evasion in her eyes. She simply bent down calmly and gently pressed her slender fingers on the smooth floor.

Even the minds that embody the world's greatest talents bow down without dignity, letting their arms, legs, genitals, and forehead touch the ground simultaneously.

"sorry!"

Please forgive my actions!

……

This is the ultimate secret technique that Virvik used when she wanted to admit her mistakes, based on some movies she saw from a certain region in the Far East.

It's a divine skill that's almost guaranteed to be effective, absolutely humble, and absolutely make the other party forgive you.

—All ○ soldiers ○ seats!

It has nothing to do with shame.

It has nothing to do with dignity.

If you can't think of a way to build a deeper relationship, then it's even worse if you have to build a pathological relationship and get rejected.

Anyway, the boy has already found out.

Anyway, the boy already knows.

Voyeur, pervert... these are already enough labels. One more or one less won't make a difference. Why bother with these things?

At least compared to the boy, all of this is meaningless; even everything about the girl seems meaningless and worthless.

No matter how much of something worthless is used or discarded, as long as it can advance even a little bit, as long as it can leave even the slightest deep memory in a young person's heart, it is undoubtedly worthwhile.

Despicable or not.

Methods aside.

Shamelessness is acceptable.

As long as it leaves a mark in your heart.

That was my victory!!

……

Have to admit.

If he had only thought about it in his heart before, now the boy truly realized just how heavy the girl's feelings were.