Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

"—Alicia!"

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Alicia thought her emotions had completely solidified and would no longer fluctuate.

The foolish fairy thought she had fallen into the abyss and that no light could shine through anymore.

The goddess of yesteryear thought her life would never again be filled with any turbulence, her life, built upon countless mistakes, was utterly hopeless.

It wasn't until the boy, disheveled and accompanied by two equally disheveled girls, revealed that he was still the same prince who, with his own strength and innocent heart, dared to climb the back mountain, enter the forest, and stop a branch that was about to fall from the wind, saving himself.

He tried his best to find an empty spot on his chest, his fingertips gently touching the place where his heart beat, giving it the gentlest chuckle.

"Give me what you have, please."

"Just smile again, for my sake."

"I really can't accept losing anyone. I'm just a mortal at heart, and I'm so weak without any strong will."

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Do not……

This weakness is a characteristic of human beings.

The unwillingness to give up is a privilege unique to humankind.

Because only humans would choose what they like rather than what is advantageous, and what is thorny or beloved rather than what is better for themselves.

It is precisely because of this unwillingness to give up, this will to still lend a helping hand even after being hurt countless times, that Jiang Cheng’s heart shines so brightly despite its ordinariness, even against someone like her who would never accept or let go.

The love of heroes and saints is so broad that when it falls on a few people, they only feel a faint touch, like a gentle breeze. Even close relatives are not treated in any special way, and even important family members and lovers are no different from ordinary people.

Only those ordinary people, lacking ability, willpower, awareness, knowledge, wealth, and talent, who still want to love despite having so many negative aspects, are the most radiant.

The goddess who left the Sea of ​​Origin, the fairy who fell from the Star and Moon Kingdom, those she would protect and guard even at the cost of her life, those she would save even when misunderstood by others, all because of the love and tenderness in the hearts of humankind.

Another version of myself, who had been discouraged countless times and was not a teenager, was able to muster the courage to continue because of seeing these things.

So, what should we do when faced with such persistence?

—Can I still refuse?

So, what should we do when faced with such a will?

—Can it still be denied?

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The fairy of old, like a stone statue, took a step once more, not in the manner of a human, nor in the lofty posture of a god or goddess, but by bending down, letting her delicate skin and full knees and calves, whiter than the snow in winter, touch the ground.

With the same humility as during the revival round, he led the emotionless boy into paradise, and then, out of guilt, performed the full-length kowtow.

The emotions contained at this moment are many times heavier than the combined feelings of regret and loneliness that arose after the boy's first death.

It is inherently a longer period of loneliness, a longer period of indebtedness, a longer period of guilt, and a longer period of grief. Brewed from a shattered heart, its intensity and concentration must naturally be amplified many times over.

Alicia slightly raised her eyes, and beneath her fine, delicate eyelashes, they seemed to hold a suppressed and twisted emotion, like the starry sky reflected in water, her eyes misty as if she were looking up at the sky in a foggy weather.

Encased in white gloves, the overly tight fabric accentuated her slender fingers as they glided through the wedding-dress-like gown.

The clothes, somewhat torn due to the haste of passing by and the destruction by a certain genius, still looked as delicate as spring flowers in the gentle breeze.

As a symbol of the Primordial Herrscher, it was a dress given to her daughter by the gods. Even the most beautiful flowers in the world could not compare to it. The skirt, which had no beauty of even one ten-thousandth, suddenly became disheveled, and the fabric, which could not be found to be disassembled, was loose and baggy.

Her fingertips lightly traced the slender waist revealing soft, white flesh, the lower chest wrapped in pink gauze, the smooth armpits on full display, down to the delicate neck and shoulders bound by exquisite decorations, gently blooming like a triangular bouquet, until finally, as her body bent down, they touched the dirty ground.

With just a light wipe, the dress, which showed no signs of being detachable, fell loosely to the ground, revealing its flawless whiteness.

Appearing in sight, even dazzling to the eye, it naturally has no commonality with anything dirty, base, or lowly.

That's how it should be.

That's how it should be, no matter what.

A young girl does not need to be dirty or have a lowly life.

Born into the highest class, they never need to accept any constraints.

However, this behavior, which belongs only to a very small number of slaves and is something that only the lowest-ranking and most undignified people in this era would do, appeared on this goddess-like woman, who seemed to transcend all mortal affairs.

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"I do feel somewhat guilty."

Only now did Vilvi completely withdraw her gaze. Her rosy tongue gently licked her delicate lips, and she moved her full, mature body slightly, leaving an empty space, and also leaving a special toy.

With no time to waste on that fairy lady, and having confirmed that there were no problems, she devoted herself entirely to the matter concerning the boy.

Even Alicia leaned in close, her crimson lips and tongue protruding, a part of what belonged to her was blatantly taken away.

There's no need to react to this. Just focus wholeheartedly on the boy, paying attention to his expression and subtle changes, and providing appropriate stimulation to help him reach that paradise.

On the contrary, the seemingly unrelated, pure and innocent fairy lady is quite skilled at this, which can slightly distract a genius.

It seems that the techniques and strategies I left behind will still come in handy. At least I don't have to worry about having a bad life before the second boy dies.

Physically, if no changes are made, Alicia is actually more resilient and elastic, and feels softer and more comfortable to the touch. Coupled with the girl's feelings of guilt, the boy would probably become more perverted.

They are not worried about losing market share.

They are not afraid of losing attention because of this.

Because even the final deficiency, the difference in physical fitness, has been made up for.

In this paradise, the girl has already undergone surgery to modify and enhance herself in order to fight against the people of another world known as the Heroes.

The so-called Holy Mark Gene and the so-called Fusion Warrior are essentially flawed and incomplete products. For a true genius, selecting the best aspects and achieving complementarity is an incredibly simple matter.

Even if it were simply about improving physical fitness, the girl could have done it, reaching a level almost like a superhuman or inhuman. The reason she didn't go was simply to leave the boy with a sense of accomplishment, ensuring that her body was flexible enough that any slap or blow would cause her to blush, bruise, and show corresponding results.

Vitality and lifespan are merely the most basic research and explorations, ensuring that the recovery ability is strong enough. When Jiang Cheng tries to avoid engaging in violent behavior, he can be given an explanation, using the reason that no matter what kind of harm he does, there will be no problem, to lure him into doing something excessive.

As for increasing lifespan or living longer, unless there is a surgery that is perfectly suited to teenagers with a 100% success rate and no side effects, the girl does not think there is any meaning to living alone.

If the boy were some kind of psychopath, he could be reformed to do some extreme things, but unfortunately he isn't, so there's no need for that.

The happiest and most annoying thing is that the boy takes himself too seriously, and even some forms of punishment can only be used after he deliberately makes a mistake.

Now that Jiang Cheng has become a Herrscher, there's no need for him to obsess over making himself weaker. He doesn't want to encounter a situation like before where he and his opponent had to choose between living or dying... He never wants to encounter that again in his life.

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Instead of delving into the sadness, dwelling on past difficulties will only make the boy unhappy. What's crucial now is not to revisit the past, but to make this party truly grand, and incidentally, to show the third party the boy's sensibilities after being seduced.

Vervi raised an eyebrow slightly, her silver-gray eyes reflecting the stunned purple-haired girl, who seemed unable to comprehend that the top genius she so deeply admired would be so humble.

It's no longer just about being humble and obsequious; it's pure perversion, a super perversion that's almost impossible to find even in comics or novels.

Isn’t this a bit too outrageous?

Is this really what lovers should be like?

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Yes.

This is what should happen between me/Alice and the boy.

If you can't accept it, leave as soon as possible.

This is a place that values ​​women.

Only those who are abnormal or possess the most profound emotions can stay by a teenager's side.

Normal people are not welcome here.

Wilvi left with a meaningful look, her dark circles subtly lifting the corners of her eyes before she turned away without hesitation, her slender, soft fingertips sinking into the spot where the boy's hand had already touched with considerable force.

"Dear Jiangcheng, please punish me as usual."

"This time, we want the highest level!"

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what?

Highest?

Huh...really?!

Wasn't that a form of punishment that I strongly rejected, one that only existed in theory?

Even if there are some punishments between lovers, they should only be used as a means of play and should not involve any serious harm.

Even if you want to turn me into a psychopath, a useless person who can't live independently without you, there's no need to do it by hurting yourself, right?

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249. Velvi: Please punish me properly!

Jiang Cheng's instincts, still etched deep within his heart, and the memories of his interactions with Raiden Mei, remain undiminished. He subconsciously wants to deny the request, a denial that feels like the ultimate punishment, a rejection that comes from the depths of his soul.

However, after several months, Vilvi, who had been replenished with Jiangcheng factors again, seemed not to sense any rejection. She adjusted her posture even more intensely, her voluptuous and mature waist being used to its limit. Her face, which was almost touching the ground, revealed her profile. Her voice, which should have been excessively soft at any time and place, was so irresistible for the first time.

"Don't worry, I've already strengthened my body appropriately, and Alicia's Primal Power can guarantee that as long as she doesn't die, she can be saved."

"The device I carry is sufficient to heal the fatal wounds determined by the Fire-Chasing Moth, so please, my dear, show no mercy!"

"I personally orchestrated such a cruel and flawed plan, leaving you to face your first death alone. If I don't receive a severe enough punishment, I will surely blame myself and wallow in self-pity."

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People who love more are more willing to give to their partners, choosing to suppress their own personality and nature to cater to their partners. In this process, the inevitable price is that they will gradually lose their original self and slowly become the kind of person their partner wants them to be.

People who are deeply invested in a relationship tend to be more insecure and find it difficult to stay true to themselves. They may convince themselves to cater to their partner, and as a result, they may realize that the change was essentially hypocritical after leaving the relationship.

One-sided devotion is not a true and complete relationship; at best, it's just one person trying their best to support another parasite.