Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

It was a painful ache in the heart, a self-deprecation and denial.

It's already approaching the level of self-loathing that Wilvi once experienced.

Someone like me who only hurts teenagers and messes everything up.

Even a Herald, a culprit who brought disaster, because he shattered the demon of happiness, a person whose heart was filled with baseness and filth.

"How could you possibly be qualified?"

……

"If I'm not mistaken, you must be feeling very confused and unable to understand right now."

"of course."

"—You are indeed not qualified."

It seems that Vervier, who left this audio recording, had long anticipated what the girl would say, and responded mercilessly with extremely harsh and severe words.

These geniuses, who belong to a completely different era and should not be confined to this planet, remain at the pinnacle even in the study of the human heart.

The reason for not showing it is simply because I'm worried that the person I love most will overthink it.

"You don't care about Jiang Cheng at all, or rather, you don't care about the boy's feelings at all; you're just doing what you like to do."

"You seem to care a lot, but you actually act quite indifferent. You even turned my birthday party into a chat session, leaving me speechless. I almost made myself look like a clown because I was the only one who brought a gift."

"However, I should even thank you for this. It was you who made it possible for me and Jiang Cheng to meet. It was also because of your indifference that Jiang Cheng had plenty of time to chat with me and eventually accepted my invitation."

"In this respect, if we use the terms used in China, you could be considered the matchmaker between me and Jiang Cheng. Without you, I wouldn't have had the chance to get Jiang Cheng."

"Thanks……"

These were words that were extremely harsh.

A condescending sarcasm and contempt.

But precisely at this moment, it transformed into a deep gratitude, a profound and extreme appreciation emanating from that voice and tone.

Even schizophrenic patients are no more than this.

Emotional shifts that are incomprehensible to normal people.

……

"No...you're welcome."

Alicia responded awkwardly, her eyes, which had lost their luster, drooped once more.

The girl had never felt that speaking a single word was so difficult; every word Wilvi spoke was like a knife piercing her heart.

If it weren't for the fact that the girl was constantly 'self-torturing,' negating and belittling herself.

It's possible that he might have a mental breakdown now because he's facing the truth.

"To be honest, there's a huge gap between your personality and your behavior. Even I haven't figured it out completely. If there's a chance, I really don't want you to meet Jiang Cheng. I would try my best to avoid it even if it's just once."

"Contradictions, only contradictions. You seem to know something innately, or be aware of something, but you don't understand the specific reasons or how to avoid them. You can only blindly do some work that you think is useful."

"You came into this world to see how flowers bloom, how water flows, how the sun rises, and when it sets, to experience interesting things and meet unforgettable people, but in the process of pursuing them, you have neglected your purpose."

"How can there be such a foolish person? They were born with everything, yet in pursuing everything, they gave up everything they already had."

"If I were to ask you to take care of Jiang Cheng, you definitely wouldn't be able to take good care of the boy. You would probably be careless and do some wrong things that you shouldn't do."

"Even so, I still hope that you can stay with Jiangcheng after I leave."

There's only one reason...

The audio from the weapon paused for a moment, the firmly held rhythm was interrupted, as if the person recording, Velvi, was very reluctant to say those words.

Even if it's just a possibility, even if it's just a backup plan, the girl would never want to personally send away the boy she loves most.

No.

Only this one doesn't work.

This time, however, I must suppress my emotions.

because……

"—You're all I have left in Jiangcheng."

……

"Am I all that's left in Jiangcheng?"

Alicia repeated each word, her eyes still filled with confusion, a stark rejection of everything she had experienced in the past—the girl's last words.

She clearly believed she should have a terrible image in front of the teenager.

Why would you say you're all alone?

She herself had abandoned the boy, treating his enthusiasm with indifference and disregard.

"Because Jiang Cheng is a perfect good person."

"Compared to you, this so-called flawless fairy, he is the truly kind person who deserves happiness and should be admired by others."

The audio recording left by Velvi was extremely proud—the only fluctuation in her tone so far. Even when she was describing her abilities earlier, her tone was extremely calm, but at this moment she showed a pride as if she were being praised.

Alicia could almost picture the proud smile on the other person's face as they recorded those words, and how excited they would be to speak.

"I don't know how you first met him, and I don't know why Jiang Cheng has such a high level of affection for you. Even though he has treated you as an important family member for so long, there is no doubt about that feeling."

"Our first meeting..."

The girl's memories were stirred, as if she had returned to that day under the ash tree forest, a perfect spring day with lush trees and fragrant flowers.

Like a hero, like a prince, facing the light, facing the leaves, facing the flowers, facing the birds, in the shadowy thickets, stepping over thorns and cutting through weeds, standing before the depths enveloped by the dense forest, blocking the dark shadows.

A distant dawn, a slanting spring breeze, a verdant forest, and flowers swept up by the wind.

And most importantly, the boy who cares about him.

It was indeed an extremely dreamlike scene. It was also the first time the girl had experienced the existence of a paradise, before she saw the fairy tale book the boy had given her.

what……

So that’s it…

It all started from that day...

It turns out that there was only one person who truly ran away and truly hated others.

Why……

why.

why?

Why didn't I realize it?!

Why does even this small matter require an explanation from Velvet?!

Why am I left all alone in Jiangcheng like this?!

An excruciating pain, almost like a complete mental breakdown, flowed through every nerve and inch of skin, as if countless needles were piercing my entire body at the same time, my heart felt like it was being torn apart, and I felt an almost tangible urge to stop breathing.

—Just how stupid of things did she do?

"Jiang Cheng and I have a very good relationship, very close, very intimate, but perhaps a little too intimate. Apart from me, Jiang Cheng has no other friends who can be called close friends. Although there may be some overthinking involved, I can't help but wonder what would happen to Jiang Cheng if I died one day?"

"In the end, a very cruel result was reached... The cruelest thing is that Jiangcheng doesn't even have anyone besides you and me who can be called a good friend."

"Sigh... what a perfect regret."

"Jiang Cheng and I are each other's only one. There will be absolutely no one else to interfere, and there will be no third party or any third party in our relationship."

"If my departure hadn't potentially plunged the boy into the same tragic abyss I once knew, I would have loved to give you a good Versailles."

"You are an extraordinary person. Compared to humans, I feel you are more like a Herrscher. Your authority is like charisma, and you can easily gather a large number of followers. You have almost inexhaustible energy and vitality."

"As the last relative of the boy, the person he cared about the most, his first love who occupied almost his entire childhood, an imperfect girl."

"If it were you, you could definitely take my place in Jiangcheng's heart."

"If it were you, you could definitely save Jiang Cheng from falling into the abyss after losing me and becoming the insecure person I used to be."

"Please, the person I hate the most."

"Alicia."

"please……"

"—Let's save Jiangcheng."

……

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67. Alicia: I... will not hesitate any longer!

ask.

This is Wilvi making a request to the person she hates the most.

The request is for the other person to make the person they love forget them, forget the beautiful memories they once shared, and create a new and beautiful future together.

To trample everything under one's feet, to let everything that is real vanish into thin air.