Black Wizard Zhu Peng

Next month, there may not be a stable update. My dad has an operation in Nanjing and needs me to take care of him.

My dad is a fat man. He started playing truant when he was in elementary school. When he grows up, he is full of five kinds of drugs, such as eating, drinking, prostitution, gambling, and smoking.

Grandpa was a senior teacher in his hometown at the time, and he was respected. There were peaches and plums all over the world. He walked through the back door and asked grandpa to tell his grandma. He was finally arranged to work at the power plant at that time. When I was in elementary school, he was already more than 2,000 a month. And the unit welfare is excellent, water and electricity are free, and the meat and egg welfare is given monthly.

Finding him a job, marrying a wife, and buying a house, grandparents thought they could finally breathe a sigh of relief, but they didn't know that it was just the beginning of a nightmare.

My father gambled, not only lost the house to the creditor, but also bought out the job and ran away with tens of thousands of dollars. I lived with my grandparents since I was a child, and my grandma said that at that time there were still people who came to the house to ask for the bill. My memory is blurred.

The son was ashamed and the old man had a good face, so he brought his family to Shandong if he could not stay in his hometown.

When he was in junior high school, the man who had been cursed by his grandma 10,000 times came back, followed his grandfather and grandma for two years, and then took another savings of the old man to do business. This time it was very good. He made money, and then he was looking for a woman and gambling. Within two years, he owed a debt and ran away. I don’t know if the family has paid for him. Anyway, grandpa and grandma moved from a big house. Small house.

I went to college, and this man came up again. After all, I still pity him, and I still have a little hope for him, so I deceived my mother who had divorced him a long time ago and asked him to live near the university for four thousand yuan... Then he gambled at the World Cup and forced him I cheated my mother of four thousand yuan. At that time, I really wanted to jump from the university teaching building with him.

For four years in college, he tortured me for three years. He recruited a group of friends, friends and dogs to eat and brag in a rental house. Perhaps it was the most proud and joyous time in his life. Then I had to wash the bowls for more than an hour to sort out the endgame. .

That was my father and my dad, but every time I saw him, I felt disgusted from the bottom of my heart. I hope that there is no such person as good in this world. Sometimes I want to stab him to death and squat for ten years before coming out. Will my life be easier?

Because of years of eating and drinking, smoking and drinking, his strong body has already collapsed. For many years of diabetes, I know he will enter the complication stage in a few years, but he will not die so happy. Yes, because grandma loves him, no matter what, my fat grandma still loves her son.

She will use all of her to maintain this son's life. I am desperate, but I am unable to change.

This time, UU reading www.uukanshu.com is here again. He is in Nanjing and needs an operation. I don’t know how much time I will spend on him this time, but what can I do?

That is my father from biological blood. He is bad and wrong. Without him, I would not even have the opportunity to come to this world and experience pain, not to mention that my life would not be worth mentioning under the love of my grandpa and grandma. pain.

I have thousands of reasons to pain him, but people can deceive the whole world, but they can't deceive their own heart. If I watch him die like this, he will become a shadow and flaw in my soul.

Life is like a long journey with a heavy burden. Only if the burden is heavy enough can I go far enough; this man is my father, no matter what, even if I don’t want to, even if I give up everything I have accumulated over the past two years, I will do my best to let He survived.

In this way, when he dies, I can ask myself, and I can stand up to no guilt, and I can play lightly in the future and be free and easy.

Friday, August 31, 2018, the salted fish 2

Humans, it is not so easy to break away from your destiny. But I am not afraid.