"What's the matter with me?"

Liang Yixiao frowned and wiped the cold sweat on her forehead. It may be the "accidental encounter" with he Chenyu today, which made her more frightened.

Every bit of the past existed in her mind like a nightmare. Liang Yixiao could not forget he Chenyu's terrible appearance, which would make her very sad.

Liang Yixiao looked at his cell phone. It was only five o'clock. But after this nightmare, she was no longer sleepy, so she had to get up and run in the morning. But unexpectedly, I met Xiaoguang. The sudden encounter made Xiaoguang happy.

In fact, in the past two years, Xiaoguang has been silently accompanying Liang Yixiao. Although he doesn't say anything, he can feel that Liang Yixiao's life is not happy. There are always many complex emotions in her heart that Xiaoguang can't understand. He hopes to use his sunny and cheerful personality to influence Liang Yixiao and change her.

"Hey, Yixiao, why are you here? Do you also have the habit of running in the morning? I've never seen you before. It's really too noisy to meet you today!" Xiaoguang still has a pollution-free smile.

"No, I thought earlier today and didn't have anything to do. Just come and run. My physical quality is not very good. I think it's exercise. Let's walk together!"

"Well, Yixiao, I'm really happy to meet you here. Otherwise, let's run together every day in the future. You didn't say your health is not very good. I can exercise with you. If we can, we can also go to the gym together. Body is the capital of revolution. What's the use of making so much money if our body breaks down , you say so. "

In fact, Xiaoguang just wants to have more time to accompany Yixiao. These days, they are generally working together, and there is no too much contact in private. Although it can be said that they are dependent on each other, Liang Yixiao likes to work overtime. Even if he doesn't work overtime, he is alone. Xiaoguang has no way to get close to her.

He always felt that Liang Yixiao closed herself up. Although everything was fine on the surface, her inner world was definitely not that simple. It's really not easy to enter Liang Yixiao's heart, because if you want to enter a person's heart, first of all, the person's heart is open, but Liang Yixiao's heart is obviously closed.

"Yes! We can make an appointment to run together in the morning, but let's go to the exercise room! Although our career has been preliminarily stable, we still have to work overtime. Where can we have time to go to the exercise room? Let you young people go to the gym. I'd better stay alone!"

In this state, Liang Yixiao is always avoiding the crowd intentionally or unintentionally. Maybe she is afraid of meeting he Chenyu at a corner or intersection! She never thought about the scene when she met he Chenyu, because she has been trying her best to avoid this kind of thing.

"Ha ha, we are young people? Yixiao, you are only two years older than me. Why do you always look very mature? In fact, in my eyes, you look younger and more beautiful than some of my peers. So that's why you don't want to call your sister. Don't think of yourself as so old, OK."

"Two years older is also big, little boy. What do you know? Well, stop talking and run well!" Liang Yixiao was tired of talking while running.

"How's it going? Yixiao, I feel different when I run. I feel more energetic and my mentality will get better." the two men stopped after running for a while.

"It feels pretty good. My old bone can still run. It's already very good."

"Ha ha, where are you old? By the way, Yixiao, let's have breakfast together. I'm a little hungry."

"You're hungry so early. I'm not too hungry. Otherwise, you go to eat by yourself. I'll go back to the house and have a rest. See you at the company. Bye."

Liang Yixiao said and ran away. To tell the truth, the nightmare just didn't disappear from her mind. She doesn't even want to be close to anyone or talk to anyone. She wants to stay alone and close herself in that narrow space. The harm he Chenyu caused to her can be said to be irreparable and eternal.

"What? Yi Xiao, why are you getting colder and colder to me? You didn't treat me like this before. What happened to you? Why did you hide yourself? What difficulties and problems do you have? Let's face them together. Isn't it good? I'm not your dearest brother and dearest friend. Why don't you tell me anything?"

Xiaoguang looked at Liang Yixiao's back and lowered his head in great loss. He had determined his mind a long time ago, but he didn't dare to express it.

On the way back, Liang Yixiao saw a figure that looked like he Chenyu from a distance. She was running away for a while, but her first reaction was to escape. No matter whether the person was he Chenyu or not, she only knew that she couldn't, couldn't get close to him.

"What's the matter with me? Why can't I forget you after such a long time? You are the one who should be punished. Why are all the people who suffer? He Chenyu, you are really Haunted! I hate you."

Liang Yixiao silently shed a few tears. She doesn't know what's wrong with herself. Is it normal for women to have so many days every month. She wanted to block he Chenyu in a corner of her heart, but he Chenyu ran out from time to time. She really couldn't control it.

The second hand is ticking around, and everyone is moving forward. Only Liang Yixiao is still stagnant. Her heart is still there, the place where she fell into the sea two years ago. Once she asked why Shen Yu would be his lover in his life. However, it happened so suddenly that she suddenly remembered all this and she couldn't accept it.

Liang Yixiao spent two years persuading herself, changing herself and trying to start a new life. Facts have proved that she has done it. She has indeed started her new career and life, but why can't her heart go out of the shadow of the past and let the past become the past? Why should she confuse it with reality, Why is she still unwilling to face the past?

Even if Fang Zijun said, why did she cut off contact with everything in the past because of that person, even her best friend. Liang Yixiao sometimes wondered whether it was worth it. Why did she do all this? Why did she torture herself like this?

"I've had enough, I've really had enough."

Liang Yixiao felt that if he went on like this, he would really go crazy. In the past two years, Liang Yixiao has been working hard, without friends, family, even feelings and heart. If a person doesn't even have a heart and the ability to love a person, how can she live in this world?

Liang Yixiao, looking at the pale self in the mirror, time goes by, but she hasn't changed at all, but her heart hasn't changed at all. The only way she can solve the problem is to escape, escape from the past, escape from herself, escape from the old time that makes her very sad. Her way is not to forget, but to escape, because she can't forget at all.

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