Conceited Princess Hard To Please

Cloud Yi voice way: "he went to the snow moon building yesterday, should still be asleep, the old Marquis has passed a word, in the evening to take Jingyun to Hou Fu."

"Why is the old man in such a hurry? We also want to keep Jingyun here to talk with me at night. When you go back in the evening, give the old man a message, and tomorrow you will let Jingyun go to the Marquis's house. "

Su Jingyun smell speech, also did not refuse, looked up at Yunyi.

Cloud Yi says with a smile: "cloud Yi will let a person pass a message to the old Marquis."

With Yunyi's assurance, empress Yue turned to look at Su Jingyun and said, "no one knows more about Yunyi than you. Xiyu is also your fourth brother. But on the face of it, you can call him cousin. He is not a good boy. He is also a headache."

Su Jingyun with a smile in his eyes: "it's rare for Western jade to have a childlike heart, and I have a lot of fate. In those days at the border, I got along well with him."

The emperor of Yue saw that it was not early. He stood up and said, "you two will have a good chat here. I will go to the imperial study with them."

The queen of Yue waved her hand and said, "go, go, remember to have dinner at night."

Yunyi and others follow the emperor to leave ronghua palace. For a while, only empress Yue and Su Jingyun are left in the palace. Empress Yue takes her hand and walks to the inner room, and takes out a wooden box of red sandalwood from the cabinet.

After opening the wooden box, there was a set of headgear, which was made of rare warm jade. The empress Yue took a jade hairpin in her hand and said, "this is a headdress made of warm jade. It was the dowry your grandmother gave me when I got married. I couldn't give it up these years."

"My mother has always wanted to warm my mother's face, but it's not my mother's warm food that she always wanted to warm me up. But it's not the kind of warm jade that my mother wants to keep in my body all the year round

"In fact, I was not seriously ill, but poisoned. If it wasn't for this warm jade, I'm afraid I wouldn't get your mother to save me. This warm jade has saved me countless times. Your mother left this warm jade to me just to give me something close to my body. I only used a warm jade ring for so many years, and the other heads are here."

Empress Yue put the lid back on Su Jingyun's arms and said, "your grandmother prepared enough dowry for me, but your mother gave me half of her property in order not to let me be looked down upon and bullied by others. I know that, to be honest, I know that your mother has been very guilty because I was sent out at that time."

"However, your mother and I are twins, and your grandmother had to. If you didn't send me out, my life and your mother's life would be gone. Your mother was just a baby at that time. She had nothing to do with her, but she had to take all the responsibility to herself."

Su Jingyun only listen quietly, she knows that her aunt's temperament looks very straight, but she certainly never said these words to others. When she saw her aunt, she saw a layer of depression in the middle of her eyebrows. She thought that for so many years, and many words were held in the heart. If she didn't say it, her body would be easily damaged.

"Sometimes when I face your mother, I feel sad and helpless. I am very satisfied with my life for so many years. Although I did not grow up with my mother, I have always been very safe and smooth. The daughter of Yuncheng is still carrying birthmarks. No matter in life or in the future, your mother is not free. But I, who did not grow up in Yuncheng, has lived extremely well Happiness. "

"If I choose, I don't want to grow up in Cloud City. If I want to say I'm sorry, I'm also very sorry for your mother. For so many years, in order not to expose my identity, your mother has carried all the things on her own and protected me closely. Even if I'm in hiding, she won't push me out. I know what she has done."

Su Jingyun saw empress Yue's tears and quickly comforted him: "Auntie, don't say that. Everything in the world pays attention to a fate. How do you know that mother is guilty to you? She loves you, so she doesn't want her sister to be wronged because she loves you. Because you love my mother, you started to help and send Western jade to the West ten years ago Wait. "

"He's your little son. If it wasn't for helping my mother, you wouldn't have been protecting her when she was protecting you. If it wasn't for you, how could my mother have lived under Princess itaka's nose for so many years, and I couldn't have grown up to now. So aunt, it's not only guilt, but you have each other in your heart."

"You are sisters and relatives. Besides your own children and elders, you are the closest people. Naturally, you want each other to be good. I believe that in the mother's heart, you are not only guilty, but she just doesn't understand. Therefore, you will show your love in the way of making up for it. If you don't believe it, ask your heart, you love her because you love her Only then can I feel guilty. "

After being comforted by Su Jingyun, the depression in the heart of Yue empress's eyebrows finally disappeared, and her eyes brightened. After living in this palace for so many years, she felt guilty to her sister when she learned that her mother had passed away, the chaos in Yuncheng, and what her sister had suffered.In fact, what she wants is love, not because they feel guilty about themselves, so try to make up for it, which makes her feel helpless and sad.

No matter mother or sister, what she wanted was not from their guilt for themselves. When she was forced to leave by her mother, she knew her mother's pain, and she had no complaints in her heart. Looking at the guilt in their eyes and making up for it later, as time went on, these were like a shackle that bound her tightly.

In the final analysis, empress Yue felt that it was because of herself that her mother and sister would be like this.

Because of herself, my mother's health is very serious, because her sister will bear so much, so she put all the responsibility on her.

As time went on, she felt more and more guilty. When she saw that her mother and sister made up for her, she felt more and more that it was her fault.

After a long time, she will form a kind of consciousness, press the reaction in her heart on each other's body, thus ignoring the love in the other's eyes, thinking that their fetters are all due to guilt. There is a saying how to say, two people get along with each other as a mirror, you see in others, perhaps is your own fault. So empress Yue just wanted to make a mistake.

From the beginning, I felt that everything was my own fault, and then I felt guilty. Facing the guilt and compensation from my sister and mother, it was like a mountain pressing on her. After a long time, it would be strange if there was no psychological problem.