A helpless smile appeared on Li Chengjun's face. He didn't mean that. This little thing seems to have been misunderstood.

When he was about to explain, he heard sunno say, "I don't want love or don't want it. I'm just... I'm just afraid."

Li Chengjun thought that Su ennuo had lost confidence in love because of Su Jingning. He raised his hand and touched her head. He said softly, "fool, you shouldn't punish yourself with other people's failed love. Everyone has their own life."

"No, not because of sister Jingning." Sunno shook his head and his lips trembled slightly. After half pay, he said, "I haven't told you about my mother."

Li Chengjun nodded. In his memory, Su ennuo only told him that her father was sent to Yueguo to work by the company a year ago, and her stepmother and stepsister followed. She didn't say anything else.

"When my mother was pregnant with me, my father had an affair." Sunno's voice trembled and fell into the unpleasant memory.

Her voice was faint: "the object of the affair was su Ying's mother naturally. However, all this was just the beginning of a nightmare. After my mother gave birth to me, he intensified and even connected the two women to live under the same roof.

It was absurd and ridiculous to live a life of three wives and four concubines for seven years. "

Li Chengjun's face was stained with surprise. He could guess that her relationship with her family was not good, but he didn't expect that her father could do such a bastard thing.

"Do you want to know what's going on in the back?" Sunno pulled the corners of her mouth and showed a very ugly smile. Her eyes were full of sadness.

Li Chengjun didn't speak, but tightened his hand around her.

"After seven years of strange life, my mother finally went crazy with depression and lost her heart.

One night, I set a fire and wanted to burn all my family here, including me. " Sunno choked and his eyes turned red.

She looked up and tried not to let her tears fall. Her lips moved. Then she continued, "do you think this mother is ridiculous?

It was my father who hurt her and betrayed her, but she didn't have the courage to leave him.

But I could summon up the courage to kill us. At that time, I was only seven years old, but I didn't know anything. What did I do wrong? "

Li Chengjun was shocked by what Su eno said. He held the man in his arms and couldn't say anything.

"What's more ridiculous is that these two people really loved each other, and my mother's diary also records their sweet things.

It is because of those memories that she has lived in this deformed home for seven years, and even holds the idea that he will change his mind and return to her one day. "

With a trace of irony on her face, Su ennuo said with a smile: "so, with memories, disappointment and despair day by day, she finally chose to end everything with a fire."

"The fire was really big that day. Thick smoke rolled into my room. No one thought of coming to save me. No one." Sunno had a smile on his face, but he had already burst into tears.

Li Chengjun loved to hold people in his arms. He never thought that she with such a sweet smile would have such a miserable childhood.

Her mother, even in such an extreme way, branded a deep mark in her young heart. No wonder she was so afraid of love.

"Do you know how desperate I was at that time? Smoke rolled in. I hid under my desk. I saw the fire burning into the room from the outside and spreading towards me."

Sunno's smile grew bigger and bigger, and her tears grew more and more. Her voice was unspeakable sadness: "I was just the product of their failed love, so she decided to let me be buried with her love."

Li Chengjun held Su ennuo and found that he couldn't do anything. He had to lower his head, kiss her cheek, dry her tears, and whisper to appease: "it's over, all the bad things have passed, and no one can hurt you."

Su ennuo cried for a long time, sucked his nose, calmed down slowly, looked at him with red eyes and said, "since these things have been said, I'll tell you the reason why I broke up with Si Chen."

Li Chengjun could think that this might be another scar on Su eno's body, and it might be bloody flesh again. He didn't want to know.

He began to regret that he shouldn't force her to face love and let her peel herself off bit by bit to make herself bloody.

"I once thought that because of such a childhood and such parents, I couldn't like anyone anymore, but I'm still an ordinary person.

At that time, like other girls, I was ignorant of love at the age of 13 or 14. "

Su ennuo smiled with some self mockery: "at that time, Si Chen was the man of the moment in everyone's eyes. I foolishly fell in love with him and didn't summon up the courage to confess to him until later. However, the ending was different from what I thought. He agreed and we also determined the relationship.

However, although he was dating, he was already in college at that time, so we had very little time to meet, but I didn't expect that he would meet... "

"Stop talking." Li Chengjun probably guessed the reason why the two broke up. He didn't want her to go on and uncover the old scars. How painful did she have?

He gently comforted: "good, don't say, I don't want to know."

Su eno didn't cry. He leaned on Li Chengjun's shoulder, and his eyes became a little confused and lax.

After a while, she continued: "Li Chengjun, I really don't know if I can summon up courage. Love is too terrible for me."

"It doesn't matter. Don't worry. I'll wait for you." Li Chengjun bowed his head and kissed her hair.

Su ennuo raised his head and looked at him with swollen red eyes: "Li Chengjun, why do you treat me so well."

If he is not good to him, maybe she won't have the idea of love in her life. Maybe she will live a little easier.

"Fool, because we are husband and wife." Li Chengjun rubbed her head funny.

Su ennuo raised his hand to hook Li Chengjun's neck and leaned his head against his chest. His nose was a little blocked. His words seemed a little stuffy: "however, your kindness to me may not get the return you want."

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