Even if she knew that the existence of this child was wrong, even if she knew that it should not appear in this world, she just couldn't do it.

She's really scared. She's afraid that it will eventually turn into a pool of blood, flow out like a holiday, and finally be thrown into the trash can and burned with thousands of tons of garbage.

She can't do this. She can't be so cruel.

Gu CI shook her head and burst into tears. She bit her lips to death. After a burst of sobs, she calmed down slowly.

Panting to calm her mood, she felt that the stone drill on the ground was very cold, which was bad for the child. She stretched out her hand and wiped a handful of tears carelessly, stood up on the ground, pressed the toilet, and flushed the dirt with the pills.

She stood at the washstand and washed her face. Since she doesn't have the courage to stifle the child's existence, she can only leave it.

First of all, there must be no way to go to country X. she has to explain to the leaders above.

Secondly, she couldn't tell Meng Yizhi what emotion it was now, and she didn't intend to marry him, so she couldn't let him know the existence of the child.

Finally, she can't go home. Her mother will find out her pregnancy reaction sooner or later.

Gu CI wanted to understand these things, and his mind turned quickly, thinking about the solutions to each problem.

When I made up my mind, my heart gradually calmed down and my face recovered.

Seeing that it was almost dark outside, he picked up his handbag and walked out of the room.

Now she had to act as usual, pretend that nothing had happened and go home first.

Gu CI took a taxi, sat in the car and looked at the neon lights outside through the window. At this moment, those lights seemed to shine into the bottom of her heart.

Different from the despair when she came to Xuhui City, she is not at a loss about the unpredictable future. She is not sure whether it is good or bad for her to decide to keep the child.

She only knew that if she really strangled this little life, she would dream back every midnight, no matter how regretful it was.

"Here we are, miss." When he arrived at the community, the driver stopped the car, but when he saw Gu Ci's mind, he reminded him.

Gu CI regained his mind and looked up at his own light. He felt that his cold heart seemed to warm up at this moment.

No matter what happens, she still has her family. Behind her, she will never be alone.

After taking a deep breath, Gu CI walked towards the community.

When I got home, I smelled the smell of rice. At night, Gu CI ate an extra bowl of rice, which made Gu's mother very happy. Gu CI doesn't have a good appetite these days and eats less.

After dinner, Gu CI returned to his room, turned on the computer and began to query what pregnant women should pay attention to. There is also a drug in the stomach to stay for a while, will it have an impact on the fetus.

Even if it was only a few seconds, she still needed to check before she could rest assured. The answer was to suggest her to go to the doctor for a color Doppler ultrasound examination.

She thought for a moment and went to the company to report tomorrow morning. She could go to the hospital for examination in the afternoon.

While thinking, she downloaded an app that would be used by expectant mothers on her mobile phone, which has a lot of knowledge about pregnancy.

……

The next morning, Gu CI got up, washed and had breakfast. After that, he went to the company to report according to the plan he had made yesterday.

And the leaders admitted that they couldn't go to country x because of emergencies, and they didn't encounter too much embarrassment.

Then she handed out her resignation printed last night. The leader was a little surprised: "even if you don't go to country x, no one will blame you. You don't need to resign because of this."

"I'm sorry for the trouble caused to you this time, but I quit my job not because of this, but because I can't do location photography for the time being." We often have to run here and there on location, and there are rugged mountain roads in some places.

She had nothing before, but now she still had one in her stomach and had to be careful.

For the time being, she needs to change to a more relaxed job and take good care of her fetus. Since she is determined to give birth to the child, she wants to create a comfortable environment for it to grow up safely and comfortably in her stomach.

"If you feel unwell, I can give you half a month's holiday." The leader looked at Gu Ci and felt that she was not as energetic as usual.

Gu CI shook his head, but he was still very grateful for his words.

Seeing that Gu CI had decided to go, the leader could not stay any longer. He signed and approved her resignation and asked her to go through the resignation formalities with the personnel department.

After solving the company's problems, she drove to the women's and children's Hospital and hung up the doctor's number yesterday.

Although the doctor experienced a lot of things to have an abortion, he just heard her say that she decided to have a baby at this time, he still opened a relieved smile, arranged for her to have a color Doppler ultrasound and checked her blood.

Gu CI took the color Doppler ultrasound report and looked at the little thing on the image that was not as big as soybeans. He felt that life was really magical. He began to conceive from such a small one and grew up day by day.

"From the results of color Doppler ultrasound and blood examination, the child is fine. Pay attention to whether there will be bleeding these days. If so, you must come to the hospital immediately for examination.

You didn't eat folic acid before you got pregnant, did you? It's still the first three months. You can also supplement some folic acid in an appropriate amount. You'll get some later. " The doctor bowed his head and gave Gu CI a prescription.

The folic acid in the maternal and child hospital was received free of charge. Gu CI went to the downstairs pharmacy, received two boxes of folic acid, put them in his bag and left the hospital.

Today, after solving these things, I felt a little relaxed, so I called and asked Su ENNO to come out and meet them in the cafe they often go to.

When she got to the cafe, sunno was already waiting there. She walked over with a smile.

Seeing Gu CI coming, Su eno said to the waiter: "a cup of caramel Mary and a cup of cappuccino."

"Wait a minute, change the cappuccino into hot milk." Gu CI stopped the waiter who was going to leave.

The waiter changed the list and turned to the bar.

Sueno looked at her puzzled: "don't you like this cappuccino best? And don't you like drinking milk?"

"My stomach is not very comfortable recently. Drinking some milk is good for my stomach." Gu CI explained.

Su ennuo looked at Gu CI anxiously and couldn't help complaining: "look at you yourself. You've been thin recently. You're not in good health. You have to go to country X. how can you make people feel at ease?"

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