Xu WAN side face, quietly wipe tears from the corner of her eyes, sipping, she said quietly, "I didn't expect You will... " She just thought that he was interested in her, just like her, but did not expect She looked down and said, "I'm sorry. It's all my fault... "

Wu Jing pursed her lips tightly.

"But I..." Her throat a little astringent, "Wu Jing, I am very grateful to you for your love, also thank you for your care and tolerance, but we really do not fit."

"I said so much, you still want to break up with me?" Wu Jing said with a bitter smile, "Xu Wan, are you very proud to see me in such pain? Do you think it's funny to see me in front of you like a clown? I thought to myself, "look, this stupid man is captured by me. He looks so ugly."

In the end, Xu Wan said, "I really can't force you to be emotional." She choked a little, and her voice was a little strange. "I haven't been a real girl since the beginning. If I knew it would make you so miserable, I would never start with you. "

Wu Jing mourned slightly, "a good one can't be forced," he said to himself, "it turns out that I'm alone from beginning to end."

"I'm sorry." She was accordant.

Looking at her drooping eyes, Wu Jing just felt heartache and wry smile, "needless to say I'm sorry, I'm just asking for trouble."

Xu Wan's lips trembled slightly.

He looked at her deeply, with uncontrollable pain at the bottom of his eyes. "If you have said that, I'll pester you again, but it's just asking for no fun."

after silence, he said, "if my previous behavior makes you feel annoyed, I'm here to say sorry to you. Xu Wan, we've broken up."

When he said that and turned to leave, Xu Wan had tears in his eyes. Looking at his back, his heart seemed to have been caught by something, and it was too painful to breathe. She impulsively wanted to call him, but the words still choked in her throat. Can only watch his figure disappear in her field of vision.

"Xiaowan?" Soft words of light songs come from behind.

When Xu Wan looked back and saw her, tears came out of her eyes.

Xu Wan always wanted to be strong. Qingge never saw her so sad. She frowned slightly, encircled her shoulder and hugged her. Xu Wan was already in tears.

"If you are so sad, why don't you make up with him?" Qingge's voice was shallow and warm. She gently helped Xu Wan wipe her tears. "Xiaowan, why don't you follow your heart and live for yourself?"

Xu Wan chuckled bitterly, and finally whispered, "I don't deserve to..."

"What does it deserve?" Qingge looks at her and thinks that she is inferiorizing her life experience. "Look at me and Fengcheng, Leyao and Yunting, Zirui and Haichen. From the perspective of family background, which pair is suitable?"

Xu Wan just shook his head.

"If you are worried about these things, then I tell you that it's totally unnecessary. I've met Wu Jing's parents. They are very open-minded people," Qingge said. "I've known Wu Jing for several years. I know what kind of character he is." She added, "although some people say that he swam around the flowers, I haven't seen him with any girl in recent years."

Xu Wan was silent.

"In fact, it was he who told me to keep it from you that he was coming." Light song finally can't help saying, "he told me about you together. He has a good heart... "

Xu Wan finally said quietly, "light song, others don't know, but you don't know my past..."

Light song eyebrow a tight, "who didn't past?"? Whose life is plain sailing? It's all over, Xiao Wan. Forget about it! " She said, "if you don't tell me something, who will know?" She thought that Xu Wan was talking about Li Xin.

"Can you hide it for a while, or for a lifetime?" Xu Wan wry smile, "some things, is hidden."

"Xiaowan..." Light song slightly sigh, can't help but say, "why do you keep chasing the past, make a cocoon? Can't you take that as a love affair? Maybe Wu Jing doesn't care at all? "

"How can you not care?" Xu Wan is a bit desolate.

"You are too extreme. You can't impose your own ideas on Wu Jing. That's unfair to him. " Light Song said.

"If I don't let go, it's not fair to him," Xu Wan said with a long sigh and pale face. "Light song, I can't have a baby..."

Light song shocked, "how can this happen?"

Xu Wan looked at the garden outside the rose flowers with a bitter smile, and the guests swarmed, but those, as if they were far away from her, "he likes children so much, I can't selfishly deprive him of his right to be a father."

"Actually, you like him." Light song frowns at her, "no, you love him, don't you?"

Xu Wan's eyes drooped and a bitter smile on his lips.

"Xiaowan, what happened? How could you do that?" They were so close that they talked about everything, but she never mentioned it.

"Do you remember ten years ago?" Xu Wan asked lowly, "after being demobilized by the orphanage, I have disappeared for some time."Qingge tried to recall that period of time, but in the end it was a little vague, "what happened?"

"I was pregnant and had no money to have an abortion. I had to go to a small clinic in the countryside, but it was bleeding Later, although I was rescued, the doctor announced that I had lost my qualification as a mother. " When you think about it again, it's like a scabby wound being peeled open and bleeding.

Light song shocked, "you How can you get pregnant? " She remembered that Xu Wan had no boyfriend.

Xu Wan grinned bitterly, and his voice sounded hollow. "It's my fault, how can I go to the bar unprepared, how can I drink water from strangers..." When Yan Yu brought someone to knock on the door in the early morning of the next day and reprimanded her with scornful eyes and vicious language, she still remembered the scene, "it was the worst and most embarrassing Christmas Eve in my life." Then every year, every Christmas Eve, she would think of that night, just feel very embarrassed.

"That Whose child is it? " Light song asked.

Xu Wan shook his head. "I don't know. I was I can't even remember his appearance... " Of course, I don't know his name.

Time is too long, that embarrassing night, vaguely in addition to pain, seems to remember nothing, only when she woke up, found the pillow with money Because of the money, Yan Yu accused her of not learning well at a young age, and went out to sell it.

And she, in the face of Yan Yu's vicious words, could not even cry.

I thought things had changed, but I didn't expect that after she was dropped out of school and dismissed from the orphanage, she found out that she was pregnant. She was only 16 years old

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