Distinctive System Superstar

Lee Jong-hyuk was slightly silent, raised the corners of his mouth, smiled at Yoo In-na, and turned away.

Night, quiet.

The light in the apartment is soft, and Lee Jong-hyuk sits at the desk with a purple notebook on the desk.

The notebook was handed over to him by Yoo In-na, from IU.

After a moment of silence, Lee Jong-hyuk raised his right hand and opened the notebook.

The notebook contains a diary, starting on May 2012, 5.

“Today is my birthday on May 2012, 5. I am 16 years old. I celebrated with my friends in the evening. Someone suddenly chatted about Lee Jong-hyuk during the dinner. I have read his poem, the poem ” “Born as a Summer Flower” is really beautiful-life is as gorgeous as summer flowers, death is as quiet as autumn leaves-I guess he must be a very romantic person.”

“On May 2012, 5, what happened today is really embarrassing. I talked about Lee Jong-hyuk at the party yesterday. I just casually said that I really liked Lee Jong-hyuk’s poems, and I told Lee Jong-hyuk. I appreciate it very much. Seung-ri-oppa said to find time to introduce me. I thought he was just talking casually, didn’t expect that he actually arranged for me to meet Lee Jong-hyuk today.

Lee Jong-hyuk is really handsome. His skin is particularly white, whiter than a girl, and tall, at least a head taller than me. It was the first time I saw a boy with such a handsome appearance. To be honest, some heartbeat. But I’m an ugly duckling, so how come such a handsome boy would like me. Especially when he was talking to me, I immediately left in a panic, he would definitely think I was very rude.

However, he is really handsome.

as the saying goes, women chase men, interlayer yarn, if I take the initiative to chase him, will it be possible to succeed? “

“On May 2012, 5, today is Lee Jong-hyuk’s birthday, 20, I love you, his birthday turned out to be this day, he must be a very romantic person, even his birthday is so romantic.

He wrote a new poem today–

“thank”

How can i thank you

……

When i walk towards you,

I wanted to kiss a snowflake,

You gave me the silver world.

This poem is so well written. I secretly left him a blessing comment on his Cyworld, wishing him a happy birthday. “

“On May 2012, 5, Seung-ri -oppa called me and said that Lee Jong-hyuk invited me to his birthday party? Lee Jong-hyuk would invite me? And Seung-ri -oppa also Saying that Lee Jong-hyuk is interesting to me, secretly ask him if I have a boyfriend, what is hobby, what type of boys do you like, what do you like, and what do you hate?

how can that be? Lee Jong-hyuk likes me? Interesting to me? He is so handsome and a talented person. He should prefer those literary and artistic girls who are beautiful and gentle?

It’s incredible that he likes me.

Seung-ri-oppa said that he asked for my mobile phone number and invited me to his birthday party. I really wanted to agree immediately, but the girl should be reserved. If I am too proactive, will he think I am not challenged? Sex, immediately lost interest in me.

No, I must be reserved. I can’t be too proactive. If a girl is too proactive, boys will soon lose interest.

But I still sent him a blessing message at night, but he didn’t reply to me. Is he angry with me? If he thinks I have a bad feeling for him, what if he doesn’t pursue me anymore? Should I take the initiative? “

“On May 2012, 5, I didn’t sleep well last night, but Lee Jong-hyuk finally sent me a text message this morning, saying that he slept too well yesterday and didn’t see it. Thank you for your blessing text. To be honest, look. This text message, I relaxed. It is the first time that such a handsome boy chased me, and he is so talented. If he gives up because of my pretending to be reserved, I will regret it.”

……

“On May 2012, 5, the past few days have been texting with Lee Jong-hyuk, but because the First Stage concert will be held at the Peace Palace in two days,

The preparatory work is too busy and there is not much talk, but I am still very happy. What makes me most happy is that today Lee Jong-hyuk hinted that he likes me. He said that I look like his next girlfriend.

I really wanted to reply “yes” immediately, but in the end I held back and had to be more reserved. It was too early to agree.

Men often don’t know how to cherish things that are too easy to get.

Moreover, we only have half a month since we met, and we have only started to contact frequently in the last week. If I agreed so easily, would Lee Jong-hyuk think I was too frivolous and would not be interested in me at once.

So, I must wait, at least one or two months later. “

……

“On June 2012, 6, I don’t know what to write. I’m really excited now. Lee Jong-hyuk confessed to me that he likes me. I still feel incredible that Lee Jong-hyuk likes me. He is so. Handsome, so talented, I’m average-looking, except for singing well, I don’t deserve him in other ways. He would like me. Is the story of Prince and Cinderella going to be staged in reality?

He texted me and told me–

在2012年6月6日晚上10点56分的那刻，我想对一个女孩说我喜欢她。我不知道她看到这句话是什么反应？她又会不会因为我而记住这一个时刻。但是我知道我会一直记得。我会记得在2012年6月6日晚上10点56分的那刻，我曾经对一个女孩说，我喜欢她。在那一刻，我希望她能够回复我，她也喜欢我。

Yes, I like you, Lee Jong-hyuk, I really like you.

I really really really want to reply to him.

But after holding it back again and again, I held back.

Time is too fast.

We haven’t really touched half a month yet, and the half a month’s time is too short. We haven’t seen each other a few times except for texting, and we haven’t even dated once. I don’t know much about him now. Would it be too frivolous to just agree?

Men will not cherish the things that are too easy to get, and if they agree so quickly, the time is too short.

No.

I have to wait.

Can’t agree so soon.

and.

Lee Jong-hyuk…

Why do you like me? “

……

“On June 2012, 6, Lee Jong-hyuk has not texted me for several days. I really feel a little panicked.

I didn’t reply to his text message, did he think I didn’t like him, or, because I didn’t reply to his text message, he was angry with me? Did he give up? Don’t plan to pursue me anymore? My heart feels really messed up now, and even the concert held today is in a state of nowhere. Manager Oppa asked me if I was on my mind. I think he must have noticed something.

I really want to text Lee Jong-hyuk right away and text him to tell him that I like him too.

but.

There is a question that has been confusing me–

Why does Lee Jong-hyuk like me?

With his conditions, I can find girls who are more beautiful and more temperamental than me. Apart from singing well, I have some popularity. There are so many girls who are more beautiful than me in the entertainment circle. Why does Lee Jong-hyuk suddenly like me? ? Moreover, we only met once, and I didn’t perform well during that meeting. Why did he suddenly like me?

love at first sight? I do not believe!

Lee Jong-hyuk likes me and it will never be that simple.

Why does he like me? “

“On June 2012, 6, I don’t want to wait for Lee Jong-hyuk to text me anymore. I took the initiative to text him to meet him in Busan on July 11. No matter why Lee Jong-hyuk likes me, At least it is true that he wants to chase me. As for the reason, I will always find out later. Whether he really fell in love with me at first sight, wants to use my popular hype, or other reasons, as long as he has other purposes, I will always know.

But before the facts are revealed, I don’t want to doubt it anymore, maybe he really just likes me? “

……

“On July 2012, 7, I finally got my driver’s license today. I didn’t like driving before, and I always found it dangerous to drive. But I thought that if I fell in love with Lee Jong-hyuk in the future, it would be more convenient to have my own car, so I took the exam more than a month ago. People often say that women become stupid when they fall in love. Maybe I become stupid too.”

“On July 2012, 7, I now announce that I am in love and my boyfriend is… Lee Jong-hyuk!

Hehe, Ji-yeon and Suzy will be jealous of me when they learn about this news.

My boyfriends are so handsome and talented. They are just prettier than me. Their boyfriends will definitely not be more handsome than mine. I must find some time to be discovered by them “unintentionally” and make them envy and jealous!

However, Lee Jong-hyuk is so good today

I asked him why he likes me? He even told me the story of “Bird and Fish” and “Plato and Socrates”. What do you say’because I like it, so I like it. Because of my heart, I don’t want to miss it. ‘

in fact……

I don’t believe it at all!

Lee Jong-hyuk fell in love with me at first sight?

No matter how you think it is not reliable.

I’ve never met someone who would fall in love with me at first sight when I grew up. If Ji-yeon and Suzy are about the same, they are so beautiful, there must be a boy who likes them the first time I see them.

I?

I still know myself.

Not to mention that Lee Jong-hyuk is so handsome, how could he fall in love with me at first sight, and feel impossible whatever he thinks.

But I don’t care.

Anyway, Lee Jong-hyuk is now my boyfriend.

Although I still can’t guess why he likes me, but… well, he is handsome, which can be forgiven.

Since I sent a text message to Lee Jong-hyuk last month, this month I also want to understand why I am so entangled and have to find the roots. Falling in love is just falling in love, not getting married. Lee Jong-hyuk is so handsome that he can look good with me, so why should I hesitate? Even if Lee Jong-hyuk wants to use my hype, what will happen after exposure, maybe when the time comes, I will be scolded even harder, that many of his female fans.

I have earned such a handsome boyfriend no matter how I think it is. So, even if he is just a passion, even if he is a playboy, then I recognize him.

Hehe.

I am a nympho.

I’m so vulgar!

and.

I also specially prepared a diary today, and re-enter the diary that I remember related to Lee Jong-hyuk in this diary. This diary will always record the story between the two of us, and we will be old in the future. Now, if we were still together at that time, this diary is the proof of our love. “

“On July 2012, 7, after the dinner tonight, I secretly met with Lee Jong-hyuk and gave him the love ring I bought during the day. Lee Jong-hyuk is my boyfriend. Now think about it. I still find it a little weird. He is so talented, knows 8 foreign languages, and can also write lyrics and music. The most important thing is that he is so handsome. He turned out to be my boyfriend, Lee Ji-eun. You must be dreaming.”

……

“On August 2012, 8, I…grow up today. Okay, to be honest, I made love to Lee Jong-hyuk yesterday. My first time. It happened suddenly, but think about it. , It doesn’t seem to be sudden. I have now determined that Lee Jong-hyuk really chased me because he likes it. Although I don’t know what he likes about me, he doesn’t at all want to use my hype intention.

Just one thing is not happy.

I went to Busan secretly yesterday to give Lee Jong-hyuk a surprise, but I actually saw him flirting with Jung Eun-ji.

to be frank.

I’m jealous and angry.

I admit that I am a little careful and unconfident. I often worry that Lee Jong-hyuk will be attracted to other girls. He is so handsome and there will be other girls who will seduce him. Maybe it’s only a matter of time before he cheats me on his back. .

and.

He is not as romantic as I thought. Although he is indeed talented and wrote a poem for me, he speaks directly most of the time.

He even told me that he is a person who does not know how to refuse, and he is not sure if he will be moved by another girl in the future. He will not take the initiative to break up with me, but if I don’t take him well, that’s my problem. .

This means that you are still reasonable after cheating, and you are simply convinced.

I cracked a joke and said to break up with him, what else did he say-you are disdain as beneath contempt to me now, I will let you not be able to climb high in the future.

This is my boyfriend…

Really know how to pretend! “

……

“On August 2012, 8, Ji-yeon and In-na-eonni discovered the love poems written by Lee Jong-hyuk for me by Ji-yeon and In-na-eonni today…Well, not accidentally, hehe, I did it on purpose. Look. Until they know that Lee Jong-hyuk is my boyfriend, I am still excited when I think about it. Lee Jong-hyuk, my boyfriend, Haha, let them envy you.”

“On August 2012, 8, I called Lee Jong-hyuk tonight to talk about seeing In-na-eonni, Ji-yeon and Suzy. It took him a long time to answer the phone. I doubt Lee Jong-hyuk Hooking up with Jung Eun-ji again.”

“On September 2012, 9, I was damaged by Lee Jong-hyuk again today. He actually said I was ugly. Well, I am not pretty. But you are my boyfriend G. You shouldn’t say that I am in your eyes. Is it the prettiest? Although I know this is fake, Lee Jong-hyuk is too damaged and not romantic at all.”

“On September 2012, 9, I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that Lee Jong-hyuk actually sang a song to Jung Eun-ji at the banquet, and also shot a video to spread it online. I knew that there must be something tricky between him and Jung Eun-ji, Lee Jong-hyuk, you big-hearted Rob! When I go back tomorrow, I won’t be able to spare you!”

“On September 2012, 9, I bit Lee Jong-hyuk’s arm, he beat me, and… he gave me a song, well, I forgive him. But I think he and Jung There must be something tricky between Eun-ji, but I haven’t noticed it yet.”

“On September 2012, 9, Lee Jong-hyuk came to see my concert tonight. I always feel that his eyes are wrong when he sees Kim Jin-hee. Am I too sensitive?”

“On September 2012, 9, after today’s concert, we met with Lee Jong-hyuk, Ji-yeon, Suzy, and In-na-eonni at KTV. Lee Jong-hyuk and I sang “Some” and saw Ji -yeon They have envious eyes and feel proud inexplicably. It is that Ji-yeon is a bit annoying, and he is called Lee Jong-hyuk to sing together, and he is shooing Lee Jong-hyuk. Don’t you know he is my boyfriend? It’s not good to find that your boyfriend is too handsome. I always worry about him being seduced by other girls.

“On September 2012, 9, I was really mad. Lee Jong-hyuk didn’t say hello to me when he invited Park So-yeon to sing. If it wasn’t for Ji-yeon to tell me, I simply don’t know, I’m still not His girlfriend? It’s really hateful and doesn’t respect me at all. Tomorrow I must ask him to ask him clearly. He did these things behind my back and never thought of telling me, is he interested in Ji-yeon?”

“On September 2012, 9, I finally went to Lee Jong-hyuk’s apartment last night. Every time I said to go to his place, he pushed 29 to 3. But seriously, I regret it now, I shouldn’t go of.”

“On September 2012, 9, I’m confused now and don’t know what to write. Thinking of the text messages I saw on Lee Jong-hyuk’s phone the night before, I’m confused. Lee Jong-hyuk’s phone is not only stored There are many girls’ numbers, I have sent ambiguous text messages to Jung Eun-ji, and I have been in love with Kim Ji-won, and they are still in contact with her during the pursuit of me, and even after interacting with me, then Lee Jong-hyuk Did you really like me? If he doesn’t like me, why would he chase me? I am confused now, maybe I should ask In-na-eonni.”

“On October 2012, 10, I haven’t seen Lee Jong-hyuk for a week or so. Every time he called me, I would avoid saying that I was busy or had other things. I thought he would definitely find me. Come to see me, but he is just busy with his affairs and doesn’t pay attention to me at all. Has he ever liked me, and does he treat me as his girlfriend?”

“On October 2012, 10, I told In-na-eonni about the matter today. Lee Jong-hyuk happened to call, and I evaded that I had to be busy. In-na-eonni urged me to resolve the matter as soon as possible. Don’t just procrastinate, it’s not good for him or me. I know that In-na-eonni is right, but I just want to know if Lee Jong-hyuk cares about me, if he If you care about me, he won’t always ignore me so much.”

“On October 2012, 10, I missed him a little bit. Would you like to see him tomorrow night and tell the matter. Actually, I think I was wrong too. I peeked at his phone and violated his privacy. I didn’t do it right.”

“October 2012, 10, bastard! I must break up with him! He actually met Jung Eun-ji in the apartment with me behind his back today. Does he have me in his heart? Does he take my girlfriend seriously? Have you ever cared about me?”

“On October 2012, 10, Jingxuan oppa told me today that Lee Jong-hyuk called him to ask about my itinerary, and asked if there was a conflict between us. hmph! He finally remembered having my girlfriend. It seems that I was too accommodating to him before and made him ignore my existence. In the future, it is necessary to lose his temper occasionally, otherwise he simply does not pay attention to me.

“October 2012, 10, today I had an excuse to’flame’ Lee Jong-hyuk. Of course, this is false. Actually I don’t mind him saying in the interview that he has no girlfriend… well, I Admit it, I still mind. I threatened him to expose the relationship, otherwise I would break up. Actually, I really want to expose the relationship. If everyone knows that I am his girlfriend, those vixen should get out of the picture. .”

“On October 2012, 10, I really felt tired. Why, why did Lee Jong-hyuk hurt me over and over again? It was Kim Ji-won before, and Jung Eun-ji the other day. Today is Lee Sun-mi again. I already forgive you, and I’m ready to let go of the past and start over with you today. Why did you lie to me that you are not in the apartment, and I saw you holding Sunmi again? I’m really Tired, tired, maybe I shouldn’t start with Lee Jong-hyuk.”

“On October 2012, 10, today, I broke up with Lee Jong-hyuk. In-na-eonni told me all those words of Lee Jong-hyuk. To be honest, I believe him. I believe he was just to help Sunmi, not at all, the old relationship rekindles; I also believe that there is nothing between him and Jung Eun-ji, at least not at the moment; I even want to believe that he broke up with Kim Ji-won for me. I believe it all. But I still I want to teach Lee Jong-hyuk a lesson, tell him that I will not let him be judged, let him ignore, I will not always accommodate him.

If he really likes me, really cares about me, he will definitely come back to me.

As long as he comes back to find me, I am willing to give him a chance.

Lee Jong-hyuk, do you really like me? If you really like me, you will definitely come back to me. “

“October 2012, 10, a week has passed. Lee Jong-hyuk didn’t find me once. Does he really care about me at all?”

“On October 2012, 10, Lee Jong-hyuk, as long as you bow your head with me, I will forgive you. Why don’t you call me?”

“On October 2012, 10, Lee Jong-hyuk, do you really care about me at all? I hate you!”

“On November 2012, 11, my speech on the “GO Show” program caused me to have a scandal with Lee Jong-hyuk. This is simply not a scandal, he is indeed my boyfriend… well, not anymore. I don’t know why I said that in the program, I didn’t mean it, maybe it was deliberate, and I can’t tell, maybe it was deliberate subconsciously. I called Lee Jong-hyuk to explain, but I spoke about it deliberately. He didn’t care. Instead, he said to believe in me. Does he really believe in me? I don’t believe in myself.”

“On November 2012, 11, one month later, Lee Jong-hyuk really broke up with me. Except for the last time I contacted him because of the scandal, he didn’t take the initiative to contact me once. He really didn’t treat me at all. Care. Lee Ji-eun, you should wake up and stop dreaming. He won’t come back to find you.”

“On November 2012, 11, I couldn’t help but call Lee Jong-hyuk, using the excuse of the release of the new song “Jam Jam” he wrote for me. I just want to hear his voice. “

“On December 2012, 12, the second month Lee Jong-hyuk broke up with me, I missed him a little bit.”

“On January 2013, 1, the third month, I suddenly wanted to call Lee Jong-hyuk.”

“February 2013, 2, today is Valentine’s Day, and it is also the fourth month that I broke up with Lee Jong-hyuk. A friend introduced me to my boyfriend. I don’t want to see him because he is definitely not as good as Lee Jong-hyuk. “

“It was March 2013, 3, the fifth month. I don’t know why, but I always write a diary on this day. He has already broken up with me, and this diary doesn’t seem to be necessary. Lee Ji-eun, don’t continue next month.”

“April 2013, 4, the sixth month, maybe this is a habit.”

“May 2013, 5, the 14th month. It has been so long. It will be my birthday in 7 days. I wonder if he will remember this day?”

“On May 2013, 5, when I woke up in the morning and saw the’Happy Birthday’ text message on my phone, I couldn’t help crying. I didn’t want to wait any longer, and I didn’t want to be reserved anymore. I was going to find him. Start again with him. But when I heard him say that he was chasing a member of SNSD, for some reason, there was a sudden anger in my heart, I was impulsive. Lee Ji-eun, why are you so impulsive every time? Suddenly? Feeling regretful, he will definitely hate me even more.”

“On May 2013, 5, my menstrual period was already 23 days late, and I suddenly felt very scared. I am…pregnant? Would you like to call him? No! Can’t tell him! 2 Yizhen I’m pregnant, what should he do if I give birth? I have no plans to be a mother. I’m still so young.”

“On May 2013, 5, I got froze with him again today. I don’t know why, at every critical moment, I can’t control myself and I can’t help but always want to do it right with him. I lied to him and said that I was pregnant. The first time I saw him so anxious and making such a big fire, he would definitely hate me more in the future.”

“On June 2013, 6, the 14th month, this really seems to have become a habit. UU Reading www.uukanshu.com ”

“On June 2013, 6, I had another quarrel with him today. It seems to be over. He already has Im Yoon-a and a new girlfriend. I don’t have any hope anymore. I love him , But he doesn’t love me, he said he just likes me…like it? Maybe it’s me since at first. I want a fair love, I just want him to love me as much as I love him , But why is it so difficult?

Maybe we are really inappropriate? “

“On July 2013, 7, the ninth month, I saw Fire Insect today, and it was really beautiful in the night sky. I suddenly thought of him. If he is here, how much it is good.”

“August 2013, 8, the tenth month, 14th 200 days of the breakup, I suddenly remembered our first time, the first time we met, the first texting, the first confession, the first kiss …Many, many firsts, but these are now in the past, like between us, maybe it’s time to say goodbye.”

“September 2013, 9, the 14th month of the breakup, and another month is a whole year, but this last diary, I want you to complete it, can be regarded as a formal delineation for this relationship between us Full stop, can you stop me? It starts with you…and it ends with you.”

“October 2013, 10…”

…………

Night, quiet.

The light in the apartment is soft, and Lee Jong-hyuk sits at the desk, looking at the purple-covered note on the desk.

He just sat, motionless, and silent.

After a long silence, he stood up suddenly, glanced at the notes on the desk, closed his eyes slightly, the corners of his mouth twitched, and suddenly laughed at himself. After his eyes opened, he turned and left.