Distinctive System Superstar

When the recording of “Running man” ended, it was already past 8 o’clock in the evening.

After the recording, Lee Kwang-soo suggested that everyone have a dinner together, but because Lee Jong-hyuk temporarily received a phone call, he had to leave early with regret and missed the party.

After Na Kwang-hoon drove Lee Jong-hyuk back to the Cheongdam-dong apartment, Lee Jong-hyuk changed clothes, put on “real glasses”, and took the items specially prepared for these 2 days. Instead of driving to the underground parking lot, I took a taxi to IU’s apartment.

Yes.

That call was made by IU.

After what happened last time, Lee Jong-hyuk also called IU in the past 3 days, and IU did not refuse to answer. He just said that he needs to calm down and ask Lee Jong-hyuk not to contact her first, and wait until she thinks it through. Naturally, he would call Lee Jong-hyuk.

Lee Jong-hyuk doesn’t have much to say about this. After all, he is the one who is at a loss and can only wait for IU’s decision.

That’s why.

After receiving a call from IU asking him to go to the apartment for talks, even if he knew that it was a bit rude to refuse to have dinner with Yoo Jae-seok and the others, Lee Jong-hyuk chose to go to IU’s apartment in the end.

As for why not drive by yourself?

Without finding out how Kwon Jeong-tae avoided the [Ring of Warning] investigation and followed him privately, Lee Jong-hyuk did not want to expose more weak spots.

Although he is usually picked up by Na Kwang-hoon, there are not many opportunities to drive privately, and few people know his license plate number. However, in order to prevent 10000 one, Lee Jong-hyuk decided to proceed with caution.

When he came to the IU apartment, Lee Jong-hyuk not at all entered the password directly, but first rang the doorbell.

After a while, the door opened and IU appeared in front of Lee Jong-hyuk.

Glancing at Lee Jong-hyuk, IU has no expression on his face, no surprises, no other emotions, and just said lightly.

“Advanced, come on.”

Lee Jong-hyuk nodded, put on slippers, went into the living room and sat down.

Looking at Lee Jong-hyuk again, IU asked, “I heard that you filmed “Running man” today. Have you had dinner?”

Lee Jong-hyuk shook the head.

IU said: “Let me order takeaway for you. What do you want to eat?”

Lee Jong-hyuk said: “You don’t have to be so troublesome, just make a bowl of noodles. What do you have in the refrigerator?” He walked to the refrigerator, opened the refrigerator, and asked while watching, “Have you had dinner?”

IU said: “I recently lost weight.”

Lee Jong-hyuk said: “It’s good for you now. It’s too skinny to look good.”

IU seemed a little wronged and said: “You said I was fat two days ago!”

Lee Jong-hyuk was speechless, and said in a while, “I found you listen to me like this for the first time.” Then he glanced into the refrigerator, then closed the refrigerator door and said, “Forget it, I won’t eat anymore. Talk about things.”

Apart from Kimchi and Soju, there are basically no ingredients in the refrigerator. Lee Jong-hyuk just wants to make it. It is difficult for a clever woman to cook without rice.

Walked to the sofa and sat down, looked at IU, and was slightly silent. Lee Jong-hyuk decided to speak frankly without delay or concealment.

He is not a perfect person, never has been.

Through IU’s diary, Lee Jong-hyuk knew that in IU’s eyes, he saw only the best side of him, and the best side was what made IU obsessed with him.

and so.

Nowadays.

He decided to expose the most selfish side of his heart to IU, let IU see his ugliness and selfishness, wake up from fantasy, and make rational choices.

Only in this way can the future harm to IU be reduced.

Looking at IU, he paused for a while, Lee Jong-hyuk said: “After the last incident, the past few days, I actually thought a lot, and I don’t want to hide some things from you.”

After a pause, Lee Jong-hyuk said, “Actually, I am a stray person, weak in self-control, and I have never been the kind of dedicated person…. To be honest, Ji-eun, I have always thought of you for me. See it in your eyes, remember it in your heart. I told you before that I am a very selfish person, I just want to live in the present,

Carpe Diem.

Life is so short, I don’t want to leave some irreversible regrets in this short, beautiful and wonderful life.

I like you, I don’t want to be separated from you, but I also respect your choice.

Someone once said to me before. He said that people can be selfish, but they cannot be so selfish that they think that others are not selfish.

I don’t want to explain what happened the other day, and it doesn’t make sense to defend the mistakes that have occurred. I am a selfish person. I hope you can forgive me and continue to be with me.

But this is just my thoughts. I can’t force you.

and so.

No matter what your final decision is, I am willing to accept it.

I can’t love you wholeheartedly as you expected, but I hope you know that you always have a place in my heart.

As long as you need me, whenever and wherever, I will do my best to help you.

I can’t give you too much, the only thing I can give you is this promise. “

Hearing this, IU lowered his head and fell into silence. After a long time, he lifted the head and said: “If one day I have a relationship with other people just like you, how would you choose?”

Lee Jong-hyuk said: “I will break up with you.”

IU said: “If I have relationships with other men, you break up with me. You have relationships with other women but you want me to forgive you?”

Lee Jong-hyuk said: “Yes. As I said, I am a very selfish person.”

IU said: “So selfishness has become your excuse for betraying me as it should be by rights?”

Lee Jong-hyuk was silent for a moment, and suddenly smiled bitterly: “Yes. People are so contradictory. On the one hand, they always find excuses for their betrayal, and on the other hand, they don’t want their partner to betray themselves. But no way, I am such a layman. .You can say that I am selfish, or you can call me a scumbag, but this is what I really think.

I don’t want to lie to you.

I am such a layman.

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IU said: “So I asked you whether you love me or not. You only said that you like me? You just want to have, not to give. You will always love yourself better than anyone else.”

Lee Jong-hyuk was silent for a while, nodded.

Looking at IU, Lee Jong-hyuk said: “You are right! I am such a selfish person! You will always have a place in my heart, but I can’t deny that I love myself more than I love you. I can What I give you is always only a part of me. I can’t give you wholeheartedly, nor can I give you the kindness you expect, so although I don’t want you to leave me, no matter what decision you make, I respect your choice .

I will show you all the ugliest side of me today, let you know that I am not at all so perfect you want.

If you are willing to stay by my side, I appreciate it. But if you want to leave, I also understand that I respect any choice you make. “

IU was silent for a moment, and suddenly asked: “Where is Im Yoon-a? Do you love her?”

Lee Jong-hyuk smiled bitterly, shook the head: “I think my presence with you now speaks for itself.”

IU said: “I want to know if you have any other women besides Im Yoon-a and me?”

Lee Jong-hyuk glanced at IU but did not speak.

But silence has actually given the answer.

Looking at Lee Jong-hyuk, IU suddenly shook the head with a wry smile, and seemed to feel that it was unnecessary to ask this sentence. Now that Lee Jong-hyuk can come to find her with Im Yoon-a behind her back, and have a relationship with Yoo In-na behind her, it seems even more ridiculous that she has more expectations of Lee Jong-hyuk.

Looking at Lee Jong-hyuk again, IU stood up, sighed, smiled silently, and waved his hand suddenly, seemingly tired.

After hesitating, he shook his head and said:

“Forget it… that’s it.”