Distinctive System Superstar

“you……?”

Lee Jong-hyuk smiled. He wanted to divert the topic and didn’t want to talk more, but he glanced at Irene and didn’t know why. Suddenly asked: “Did you expect me to make you bruised and bruised? Why did you leave me suddenly? ?”

Irene was taken aback, didn’t expect Lee Jong-hyuk to bring up the matter suddenly, looking at Lee Jong-hyuk, there was a moment of silence, Ireneaid with a smile: “You were caught by me for cheating, shouldn’t I leave?”

Lee Jong-hyuk said: “I was such a person. You know at first. When you choose to follow me, you should be prepared in your heart.”

Irene couldn’t help saying with a smile: “Listen to what you mean, you look straightforward and confident when you cheat.”

Lee Jong-hyuk couldn’t help but forced a smile. He glanced at Irene and said with a smile: “It’s not reasonable to speak of being confident, I just think you should have been mentally prepared at the beginning, even if you see it, you shouldn’t be so. Great reaction.” After a pause, he said, “As for saying that you were going to debut at that time, now it seems to be just an excuse.”

Irene’s face darkened again, and then she said with a smile: “Lee Jong-hyuk, don’t swear by others, can you not always mention my debut.”

Lee Jong-hyuk was silent and apologized: “Sorry, I didn’t mean it.”

Irene was born in 91. According to the actual age, he is already 23 years old this year. The older he is, the smaller his chance of debut. Although Lee Jong-hyuk knew from the members that Irene would be able to make a debut in the future, Irene himself did not know. He repeatedly mentioned this topic inadvertently, and it did seem to be a bit of salt on Irene’s wounds.

“in fact……”

After a pause, Irene strongly said with a smile: “Actually…I am too sensitive, so you don’t need to apologize.” He looked at Lee Jong-hyuk, and Irene said again, “I said I left because of my debut. , It’s not just a reason, there was indeed this part of the reason at the time.

In silence, Irene said again: “Of course, there are other reasons.”

Lee Jong-hyuk did not speak, looking at Irene.

Irenesuddenly asked: “Lee Jong-hyuk, in fact, I have always had a question for you.”

Lee Jong-hyuk said: “You said.”

Irene said, “We didn’t talk about it the first time we met. The second time we were in the park, are the things you told me true or false?”

Lee Jong-hyuk was taken aback, and asked, “What is it?”

Irene said, “Have you really committed suicide for Sunmi?”

Lee Jong-hyuk was subconsciously nodded, but looking at Irene’s eyes, there was a moment of silence, Lee Jong-hyuk shook the head-it was the original who committed suicide for Sunmi, not him, he is now Lee Jong-hyuk, but There is already another “Lee Jong-hyuk”, and the other “Lee Jong-hyuk” has never committed suicide for anyone.

Irene said with a smile: “I knew that someone with a personality like you is impossible to commit suicide for a woman.”

Lee Jong-hyuk did not speak, but smiled bitterly.

Irene said: “Lee Jong-hyuk, do you know? Although we haven’t been together for long, I know you have never been a person who can give sincerely.”

Looking at Lee Jong-hyuk, Irene said: “If you like someone, you will look at the other person silently, and you will care about everything that the other person does. Every word you say, maybe just a sentence and a joke will take seriously. You Be cautious everywhere, for fear of making the other person unhappy, or accidentally misunderstood by the other person. When you like someone, you only have the other person in your eyes, and you just want to be with him all the time…”

With a smile, Irene asked, “Lee Jong-hyuk, have you ever felt this way?”

Lee Jong-hyuk was speechless, expression silent.

Irenesaid with a smile: “When we were together, including when we first met, apart from writing me 2 poems and buying me gifts, you never really took me seriously…. You never took the initiative to give me I have called, and I rarely text me.

You have not cared about my life, nor did you accompany me to go shopping, accompany me to dinner, accompany me to watch the sunrise and sunset, and accompany me from night to dawn…”

Speaking of this, Irene seemed to think of something, and suddenly smiled again, looking at Lee Jong-hyuk and saying, “Remember the words you said when we left when we first had a relationship?-Your skills are good! “Laughter, Irene said, “Lee Jong-hyuk, this is the relationship between us. From at first, you only regard me as the object of one-night love. I have never been your girlfriend, and you have never Haven’t seen me as a girlfriend.”

Looking at Lee Jong-hyuk, Irene exhaled long, with a smile on her face, and she seemed to be bitter, she whispered: “Lee Jong-hyuk, when you know you are just a dispensable role in the other person’s heart , Do you think… is it necessary to continue?”

Lee Jong-hyuk was speechless, but could only remain silent.

He asked himself, did he really care about Irene? Lee Jong-hyuk wanted to say yes, but he really couldn’t say it.

The greatest harm to a person is not to sprinkle salt on her wounds, but a kind of indifference. He didn’t take Irenetaking seriously from at first, but regarded her as a task, a responsibility, and a comfort that he could feel at ease. Apart from giving her material gifts, he never cared about her psychological needs. He suddenly remembered that when he gave his credit card to Irene to use, Irene just took it indifferently. Uukanshu.com did not refuse, but was also not happy, and the credit card Irene has never been used.

It turned out that he had never given Irene dignity.

He thought that he and Irene were getting together and getting together. It turned out that the other side had been wounded unconsciously. The psychological ignorance was more painful and colder than the physical injury.

Thinking of Irene, Lee Jong-hyuk thinks of Sunmi, IU, Tiffany, Im Yoon-a, Park Cho-rong, Jung Eun-ji, Ji-soo, Kim Seol-hyun, even, think of Yoo In-na and Kim Tae-yeon… Has he really respected them? Does he really care about them again? Is it possible to write a few poems or send a few songs to comfort themselves and tell them what they need most?

Ignoring is the greatest harm to a person and the greatest contempt.

Lee Jong-hyuk suddenly didn’t know what was wrong with him.

Before coming to this world, he was carefree; after coming to this world, he seemed to fall into a net. He struggled hard and kept telling himself that his biggest goal was to get rid of the restraint of members. Only when he was truly free could he really do whatever he wanted.

But can people really do whatever they want?

What is freedom? Freedom is not just doing what you want. Freedom is the ability to refuse when you don’t want to do.

But ask yourself, can members really restrain him? Does he really have no ability to refuse? Or… the membership has always been just his excuse, a reason for him to indulge himself and comfort himself?

Sitting in the car Ne, at this moment, Lee Jong-hyuk suddenly realized that he was so weak.

It turns out that the easiest thing for a person to deceive is himself; but the most difficult thing for a person to deceive is himself.