Divorce, ex-wife, doting

After hearing Bai Yanze's words, Gu Lingran quietly closed his eyes and two lines of tears quietly flowed down from the corner of Gu Lingran's eyes.

Bai Yanze looked at Gu Lingran's expression, held back his tears and said to Gu Lingran, "No one is to blame for the child. Don't blame yourself. If you have the chance, we can have another one in the future."

Gu Lingran didn't listen to Bai Yanze at all. She kept wondering why god wanted her to suffer so much. Her husband, Chenxi ming, died before, and then Lin Hongxia and father of Gu left her. Now, even the child in her stomach chose to abandon her and leave her alone in this world. Why? Everything that concerns you will choose to leave you in the end? Why are you all alone in the end? Why? Gu Lingran had been interrogating himself with these questions.

Perhaps, I should not be in this world, perhaps, I should not live in this world, it seems that all the misfortune is related to themselves, each of them died because of themselves.

Chenxi Ming died to make himself happy. Lin Hongxia and father of Gu died because of a trip they thought they were on. As for leaving their children yesterday, it must have been because of their low spirits. If it wasn't for themselves... These people should have lived happily in this world without any harm, without so much danger to get close to them, everything was themselves.

Gu Lingran turned to look at Bai Yanze, who was by his side, and wondered if Bai Yanze would be the next person to leave him. Could it be that in the end, there are only those enemies in this world, and those who love and care for themselves are all gone?

Gu Lingran's heart sank at the thought.

Indeed, it should not be in this world. It should be Gu Lingran.

Gu Lingran, who was lying on the bed, took a deep breath and slowly exhaled. He thought to himself, well, it's time to make a safe promise to the rest of the people.

"Ah Ze, go out and buy me a bottle of hot jujube and brown sugar water. I want to drink it now." Gu Lingran said to bai yanze.

When Bai Yanze heard Gu Lingran's words, he immediately stood up and walked out the door. Halfway through, he stopped. Now that he was in a foreign country, foreigners should not have the habit of cooking this kind of jujube and brown sugar water. Besides, jujubes should be harder to find here.

Bai Yanze walked back to Gu Lingran's bed with a frown and said gently to Gu Lingran, "It should be hard to find it here, and I don't trust you to stay in the ward alone. I'll just call someone and get it for you. Just wait a moment."

Gu Lingran frowned and said to bai yanze, "No, I want to drink what you made yourself. Now go to the nearby supermarket and market. I'll wait for you in the ward."

"But, you are alone in the ward..." Bai yanze listened to Gu Lingran's request without much problem, as long as he was still very worried about leaving Gu Lingran in the ward alone, afraid that Gu Lingran would really do something stupid.

"No, trust me. Go ahead." Gu lingran said as she looked at bai yanze with certainty.

Bai Yanze did not say anything. After leaving the ward, bai yanze gave a stack of money to a nurse who happened to be passing by. He told the nurse to wait and go in under the name of examination to look at Gu Lingran until he came back.

The passing nurse suddenly had a stack of money on her hand and was flattered. She nodded and went into Gu Lingran's ward as Bai Yanze instructed.

Bai Yanze, who was at the door of the ward, made a phone call directly, "Make me jujube and brown sugar water in ten minutes, and send it to the hospital. It needs to be clean and clean quickly."

Bai Yanze put down the phone and walked to Gu Lingran's room door. Through the window of the room door, he looked at Gu Lingran in the room.

When Gu Lingran saw the nurse enter, he immediately knew that it must have been a nurse that Bai Yanze had caught just before she left and asked her to come over to supervise him. Gu Lingran could also vaguely see the stack of money that bai yanze had just given her in the nurse's pocket.

"Miss gu, I'll check your blood pressure now." After the nurse collected the money, of course she had to help bai yanze.

Gu Lingran watched the nurse check her blood pressure and asked the nurse if she could help take the towel out from the bathroom.

The nurse followed Gu Lingran's instructions to the bathroom.

Gu Lingran watched as the nurse entered, removed the pillow from her right hand, sat up with difficulty, and walked to the bathroom where the nurse entered.

After the nurse went in, she kept looking for the towel that Gu Lingran asked for. After looking for a long time, she didn't find the towel that Gu Lingran wanted.

"Where is it, miss gu? I can't find it." The nurse asked Lingran as she searched.

Before the nurse could finish, Gu Lingran closed the bathroom door and locked the nurse inside.

The nurse who reacted quickly patted Gu Lingran's closed door in surprise and said loudly to Gu Lingran, "Miss gu, let me out. What are you doing?"

Gu Lingran turned around and quickly took out a sharp knife from his pocket that he had just stolen from the tool that the nurse examined, trying to insert directly into his heart.

At this critical moment, Bai Yanze saw everything that Gu Lingran had just done and immediately rushed in to stop Gu Lingran's next move. As expected, Gu Lingran deliberately made such an unusual and difficult request because he was thinking of some plans, but Bai Yanze never expected that Gu Lingran would want to end his life so impulsively.

Bai yanze slammed into the door and dashed over, reaching out and slapping the knife a few centimeters away from Gu Lingran's heart on the ground.

"Clang." Gu Lingran's suicide knife fell to the ground.

Gu Lingran watched in horror as Bai Yanze suddenly rushed into the ward and hit his knife on the ground, speechless.

Bai Yanze frowned and hugged Gu Lingran, "What do you want? Have you ever thought about how important you are to me? Uncle and aunt have left, and our children have left. If even you give up on me, what's the point of living in this world? Please don't do such a stupid thing, please don't hurt yourself like this again, okay?" Bai yanze said the last few words with a tearful voice.

Gu Lingran immediately realized that what he had just done almost separated him from this Bai Yanze who loved him so much.

Gu Lingran, who had only been immersed in his own grief, did not expect that Bai Yanze, who had suffered the same great grief as himself, must have felt as desperate and difficult as himself.