Eight’s Crown

2021-01-04

  Chapter 975 The Right to Obey Your Desires

"That...Lancer."

While thinking about how to help the Master, Grey's voice came into her ears again.

"What do you think I should do?"

How do you think?   Does it mean to pursue men?

Lancerhearing this, suddenly lags.

This involves her knowledge blind zone.

She has never experienced a love life in her entire life, and belongs to the ten out of ten emotional Xiaobai.

It is true that many of the Knights at the round table around her are excellent men, but she has always been followed in her life, and there has been no emotional spark between her and them.

"...Well, it should be brave to make a decision, right?"

Lancer recalled the method used by the white-haired scum man in his memory to pursue aristocratic girls, and he thought about it. stand up.

"Don't care about your face, it's best to get up shamelessly! Yes, no matter how many times you are rejected, you have to get up shamelessly!"

Well, do it that way , Isn't it a bit too much?   After all, Grey is not the white-haired scumbag. The little girl's skin is very thin, and it must not be as good as the white-haired scumbag.

"What are you talking about, Lancer?"

Grey lifts the head, giving her a bewildered look.

"I mean my situation, whether I should selfishly decide to be myself or respond to everyone's expectations and become the King Arthur they are looking forward to..."

It turned out to be this Thing.

Lancer couldn't help but flushed slightly, and a little bit sorry.

It is obvious that Grey can rationally jump out of the question of love, but she accidentally plunged in, and she couldn't recover, which was really ashamed.

Maybe compared with young girls who have plenty of money, older women who have no love experience are more likely to fall into love.

"Then, which way does the master want to choose?"

Lancer skipped the question of love in a timely manner, and instead asked Gray in turn.

"What is the master's idea? Which path do you want to choose? Be yourself or become King Arthur?"

She did not give an answer immediately, but rather Carefully asked about Grey's own thoughts.

"I...I don't know."

Grey hesitated for a moment, but finally couldn't give an answer.

"And I carry the expectations of everyone in the village. Everyone is looking forward to me becoming the new King Arthur. I should have no choice...because of this, I hate myself. "

Grey doesn't like her face.

However, that is not because I hate King Arthur's face, but because I hate seeing the changes in my body, I hate myself who is clearly in such changes but still hesitant.

Grey is looking forward to people like Rin Tosaka, Luvia and Lucia.

That's because when they are faced with a choice, they will give answers without the slightest hesitation, without any hesitation, sincerely face their heart, and with no difficulty will be able to find the way and move forward. .

Unlike her, she clearly carried the expectations of everyone in the village, but she was still unable to make a decision, and even left her hometown like an evasion, lingering on the road of fate.

"Really... That is proof that Grey is a gentle and good child."

Lancerhearing this was stunned, and then extended the hand, gently stroking Grey A smile of affection and pity appeared on his head and face.

If it weren't for her, such a girl should still be surrounded by her family until now, enjoying the warmth of family and affection, how could she fall into this dilemma?   Grey's face flushed slightly, and it was a little embarrassing to be touched by Lancer, but this familiar feeling was the same as the mother who would touch her head like this when she was a child, and she didn't want to refuse from the bottom of her heart.

At this moment, the figure of Lancer in front of her overlapped with the figure of mother in her memory invisibly.

"But ah, Grey."

Lancer bent down, a gully look gradually appeared on his face.

"This hesitation will occur, it is the proof that you have made a decision, and you are still unable to move forward despite the expectations of everyone, that is because you want to be your own Because of it."

Anticipation is sometimes a kind of pressure.

And if she is still unable to move forward under heavy pressure, it is because she has other ideas, and it is a proof that she does not want to step into that road, but wants to go into other roads.

"So...is it like this?"

Grey hearing this, suddenly startled in consternation.

How simple is this.

But she has never thought about it this way. She will only be immersed in difficult choices, complaining about herself, and never thinking about such a problem.

So, is it her true heart to be herself?

"But...everyone is looking forward to me becoming the resurrected King Arthur..."

But even if she understood her thoughts, Grey hesitated again and still couldn't make it. Decided.

It's easy to understand your own ideas, but the hard part is to make choices when you understand your own ideas.

"Listen well, Grey."

Lancer kept his eyes at the same level as Grey and warned her seriously.

"Sometimes, if people don't obey their desires, it won't work."

That's right.

Just like another self.

Just as Saber experienced Lancer's past in his dream, Lancer also saw Saber's past in his dream.

To put it bluntly, it's horrible.

Without her own desires, she has never expressed her desires once, just like a machine, fulfilling the subjects' expectations of the king. She will show what the subjects want to be like.

It seems that I am not a living person, but a machine called a king, a device.

It seems that governing a country is not from one's own heart, not one's own desire, but a function, a kind of procedure.

It is no wonder that the Knights will leave a message "Wang does not understand people's hearts" in disappointment, and then choose to leave.

Man is a creature of desire.

If you keep satisfying the desires of others without showing your own desires, it will make people involuntarily stay away and fear.

So, sometimes, if people don't obey their own desires, it won't work.

At this time, obedience is a kind of vent, and suppression is the seed of an outbreak.

"It's okay, you have this right."

Lancer extends the hand, holding the dazed Gray into his arms, warming her heart with her chest , Inspired her to make a choice.

Grey is silent.

It’s just that this warm feeling is really exactly the same as the mother in childhood.

"mother..."

The girl babbled silently.

"..."

Lancer looked down at the girl in his arms, the expression in his eyes gradually became firmer.

At this moment, she made a decision in her heart.

"Brakmoya Cemetery..."

This is where Grey was born, and it is also where the evil fate left by King Arthur.

Since this sinful fate was left by King Arthur, it should also be cut by King Arthur!   (End of this chapter)