Emperor's Women

"If brother Jin has half of his heart for me, I will be satisfied." this is the first time he has spoken so calmly with mingyuke since Fang Yan entered the palace. It's rare that she didn't ridicule every word.

"He doesn't care about you? I think you don't know your happiness in happiness." Fang Yan looked up and down at mingyuke and said with some disdain.

Mingyuke sighed: "what do you know? There are so many beauties in the harem. I know brother Jin's kindness to me. But... It's just the love of brothers and sisters. Fang Yan, don't tell me. You've been blind for so long, but you can't see it at all?"

Jokes, her face read countless people, how can these things not be seen through? However, according to her understanding, mingyuke's intention to Rong Chengjin is the ultimate. In other words, the man will be influenced by mingyuke. Even if it is an iceberg, there will be a hot day, not to mention a person.

Moreover, over the years, Mu Liqiu and she are not around Rong Chengjin. Only mingyuke can speak. How can she have no feelings for her?

Looking at her expression, I knew what she was thinking. Mingyuke said, "Rao, after so many years, he still can't forget you and the Mu Liqiu who has been missing for so many years. In his heart, I am only a sister after all."

Speaking of this, Fang Yan said incomprehensibly, "in fact, I don't understand one thing. At the beginning, when I entered the palace to be a imperial concubine, I was higher than you, and you and I were flat wife when you were in the prince's house. How generous did your Ming family agree to such a thing?"

This problem bothered Fang Yan for a long time, and he never had a chance to ask mingyuke. Compared with her doubts, mingyuke was very calm: "So what. Whether our Ming family agrees or not, you still want to enter the palace. It's just a matter of rank. Even if I press you, brother Jin will not run to your palace every day as now. Instead of arguing like that, I'd better push the boat along the river and sell his personal feelings and let him remember my good. In this way, even if I don't have children, my life will not be the same So sad. "

When she said this, Fang Yan burst out laughing.

Mingyuke wondered, "what are you laughing at?"

Fang Yan waved again and again: "no, nothing, just think of a funny thing. Don't worry, I'm not laughing at you."

Seeing her like this, mingyuke just glanced at her faintly and stopped talking. After chatting again, she got up and went out of the worry forgetting palace.

Mingyuke's departure made the whole palace seem empty.

Because Fang Yan was born with a stillborn child, in order to be afraid that some people with evil intentions would disturb Fang Yan's confinement, they said something Fang Yan didn't like to hear, which added blocking to her. Therefore, Rong Chengjin issued a decree. People in the harem are not allowed to disturb Fang Yan unless there are other special things.

And he did not enter the worry forgetting palace for three days in a row.

It was not until the night before the little princess was buried that he came to the forgetful palace to see Fang Yan.

Standing in front of her bed, Rong Chengjin hesitated for a long time before opening his mouth: "tomorrow, my heart will be buried. Do you... Want to..."

"Who is the heart?" Fang Yan asked.

"It's... Our child." Rong Chengjin replied. His heart is the small words he gave to the child who died before he could have a look.

"Oh." Fang Yan's reaction was faint: "where are the children between us? Even the words and in your mouth are not your children."

She didn't know how many times she said this. Rong Chengjin wanted to pry open her head and have a look. What was in it!

However, this time was not the time to quarrel with her. He forced down his anger and tried to calm his tone: "well, what you say is what. Then... Tomorrow..."

"No." Fang Yan refused without thinking.

I knew it would be such a result. Rong Chengjin nodded, "it's better not to go, so you won't be sad. Besides, you're still in the middle of the month, it's more important to keep healthy."

Then he opened the quilt on the bed and turned over to the bed.

Fang Yan frowned: "what are you doing?" he pushed him down.

Rong Chengjin took it for granted: "naturally, I have a rest. I have to get up early tomorrow."

"Just sleep. What are you doing here? Didn't you just say that I should pay attention to my body in the middle of the month?" Fang Yan still pushed him out, but it was in vain.

After Rong Chengjin lay down, he turned over, hugged Fang Yan, closed his eyes and said, "sleep."

Being imprisoned by her, Fang Yan couldn't even turn over. He had to let him hold it. He smelled the ambergris on him, just like the ambergris on the night of the birth of the child.

Such a fragrance, in her opinion, was her child's executioner.

The nose was slightly sour and tears fell down.

The slight wetness of his chest made Rong Chengjin stiff. He hurriedly pushed Fang Yan away, looked at her low head, stretched out his hand to raise her jaw, looked at her crying red eyes, felt a burst of pain in his heart, and kept saying sorry to her.

Fang Yan dried her tears and said with a smile, "there's nothing I'm sorry about. You just did what you should do. But Rong Chengjin, did you ever think there would be today's consequences? Is it difficult? The imperial doctor didn't tell you why the child would be a stillbirth?"

So said, Rong Chengjin's heart seemed to have a hand holding pain.

How could he not know that he asked Princess Yi to do a good thing. It was he who personally sent the child to huangquan road. Her father killed her himself. Will the child resent himself?

Rong Chengjin didn't know what to say to express her inner guilt. She apologized mechanically and kept apologizing. Apart from apologizing, he couldn't think of what he was saying to express his feelings.

"Dongfang Hao should have mentioned it to you? Rong Chengjin, can I ask why you did this for the child? Don't you just want her to come to this world?" Fang Yan's voice has a heavy nasal sound and her body trembles uncontrollably. She hates it and wants to kill Rong Chengjin and avenge the child.

Rong Chengjin, the account between you and me has added another sum.

"I... I just wanted to bring you back to Yunzhao. That's really all. However, you refused to come back at that time, I had no choice but to..." Rong Chengjin said here and sighed deeply.

"So you use children as your hands and feet, right? Let me see the terrible struggle in the harem. Take advantage of my pity for those people. If you don't want those innocent people to be hurt again, you'll come back with you, right?" Fang Yan laughed with self mockery: "I have to say, Rong Chengjin, you're a good player."

"Lan Haotian and I have made thousands of calculations, but we haven't calculated that you can get to this step."

Such words made Rong Chengjin nervous. What do you mean she and LAN Haotian have thousands of calculations? He stepped back, looked at Fang Yan, put his hands on her shoulders and asked, "do you not want to..."

Before he finished, Fang Yan interrupted: "yes, yes, I'd rather never see you. If I can, I really want to go to my place now and never see you again."

When she said what he expected, his nervous heart suddenly raised to his throat and held her in his arms.

Tears ran down his nose and fell into Fang Yan's neck.

Never thought Rong Chengjin would have such a time, which made Fang Yan a little unprepared. He patted Rong Chengjin on the back, "Hey, Rong Chengjin, Rong Chengjin?"

"Don't leave me, will you?" there was suppressed pain in Rong Chengjin's voice.

He has no Mu Liqiu and can't live without Fang Yan.

Although he didn't know why, he knew that if Fang Yan left himself again, he would be crazy.

Having known him for so many years, Fang Yan has never seen Rong Chengjin so vulnerable. Who said that to believe and love a person is to show him his weak side and give her his back.

Although I don't know why Rong Chengjin shed tears, his appearance really distressed Fang Yan. After thinking about it, he nodded.

When she got her affirmative answer, Rong Chengjin was ecstatic and held her arms tight and tight for fear that she would leave her.

"You're making me out of breath." Fang Yan whispered.

Rong Chengjin hurriedly let go of her and looked at Fang Yan's eyes, as if she was about to see into Fang Yan's heart. In this way, he always makes Fang Yan's heart beat. He hurriedly staggered his sight. Fang Yan turned his back and said, "go to bed. Tomorrow is not going to get up early."

The next morning, the little princess's funeral was held in a low-key way. Only Rong Chengjin and several concubines in the palace and some ministers. The death of a princess is not easy to publicize. Therefore, the funeral is not very big, but it has not lost the dignity that a princess should have.

For a whole month, Fang Yan stayed in the worry free palace. Rong Chengjin came to see her every day. Even if she was busy, she would take time to talk with her.

Rong Chengjin treats Fang Yan so well that Zixi sees it. It was already autumn. Although it is autumn, the weather is still muggy. Yunzhao is located in the south. It is as warm as spring all year round, but it is still very wet and cold in winter. Fang Yan once lived in the south for some time during training. The weather was really hard for her to accept.

"Empress, the ginseng soup is ready." Zixi came in with a bowl of ginseng soup in her hand, put the ginseng soup on the table, picked up a thin fan and gently fanned it. This is a new way she has come up with recently.

Every time the ginseng soup is cooked, it must be put on for a long time before it can be imported. So she thought of a way to gently fan with a thin fan. In this way, Fang Yan will soon be able to drink ginseng soup.

Seeing her like this, Fang Yan couldn't help smiling. I remember when she was in modern times, when she didn't want to cook at home, she cooked instant noodles by herself. When she was hungry, she would turn on the small electric fan on her computer desk and blow at the instant noodles bowl. However, she could eat in big gulps for a long time, and it wouldn't be very hot. This move is never tired of using. Unexpectedly, Zixi still has such a mind.

"Empress, you're smiling!" Zixi was bending her head and trying to fan the fan. When she changed hands, she inadvertently looked up. She just saw Fang Yan chuckling and said, "empress, you know, you haven't laughed for a long time!"

Her reaction was a little too big. Fang Yan frowned and asked, "haven't you shown a smiling face in this palace for such a long time?"

Zixi nodded seriously: "yes, madam. Since you came to Yunzhao country, it has been rare for slaves to see you laughing."

"But then again, the emperor is very kind to you. But the maidservant always feels that you are neither cold nor hot to the emperor." Zixi said and pulled away. Unexpectedly, she met Fang Yan's taboo again.

Seeing Fang Yan getting angry, Zixi hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed: "my maidservant made a mistake. My mother forgives me."