Eternal Log

"... Hal, what do you think of me?

I'm being held by Shirley on the balcony right now.

Why is this the situation......

Time goes back.

Cheers. When my birthday party started, everyone was eating and drinking rudely and making a scene.

By the way, the liquor had been sent in bulk by a plug from Shirley's brother, Mr. Richard.

Looks like Mr. Richard is celebrating my birthday, too.

Well, we were all naturally drunk because we were drinking all over like that.

I saw Brother Alec have Sister Sefi 'ahhh' and Allie told Roy,

"To me too. Ahhh?

Or so I said and sweetened it out.

I thought you'd absolutely hate Roy because he's in front of me, but I don't mind. I was' ahhh 'for you.

Rather to me,

"Hal, if you're a man, you have to live up to the expectations of the child you like! More or less......"

And Roy preached to me.

I couldn't say it back.

But I didn't expect Roy to tell me about love... don't change Roy's personality when you drink.

By the way, I'm going to hear this story many times after this.

Roy's father and mother seem to enjoy it, and the others seemed to enjoy it.

Roy's father also looked at Brother Alec and Roy and he was trying to get your mother to 'ahem' him, but to your mother,

"If you are a king, turn away the hour and the place!

He was said to have picked his cheek.

Roy's father was in shock when he got angry, but I think it means he'll be okay when he turns around the time and place.

I wonder if Roy's father even noticed...

So I guess we're never friends with Roy's father and mother, but rather that way of saying it.

Maybe the day will come when Roy will be your brother.

Well, we also went back to the room because Roy's father, mother, Brother Alec, Sister Sefi and the rest of us had a party like that after 22: 00.

He probably cared about the four of us at the end.

Then the four of us had fun drinking and eating and making noise again anyway.

And Roy and Allie fell asleep on the couch the minute Shirley went to the bathroom.

So I could get out of the dining room. I was out on the balcony and breathing air outside.

And Shirley came back from the bathroom... in the current situation.

Silence flows between them.

I've been thinking a lot.

Can I use the help of alcohol?

But what Shirley has said so far is delude...

I remember what Roy told me.

"If you're a man, you have to live up to the expectations of the child you like."

I guess this is the time.

I never speak my mind.

"Shirley! I..."

"Sue......"

Shirley was hugging me and sleeping.

I made up my mind...

Well, but it sounds like us.

Besides, I knew it had to be when I wasn't drunk.

I made Shirley wait so long. I have to work hard.

I'll take Shirley to her room and futon her.

Futon Roy and Allie as well and leave for the balcony alone.

When I got my mind on it, I didn't think this future was waiting for me.

When I was little, I was shunned from people, and I thought I would never be so surrounded and blessed by everyone.

There's a lot going on, but this is my life.

Today has been the best day of my life thanks to Roy, Shirley and Allie.

Thanks to everyone else.

I'm not like the people around me.

But there are people who accept me.

I'm really glad I met everyone.

What do you care? Look up at the sky.

No clouds, lots of stars shining like lots of memories.

The stars looked prettier today than usual.