Ex-wife's Lies

Lin Hui comforted and touched her hand. "Dad just wanted to tell you that with the passage of time, you will grow older and older, and my age will gradually grow older. One day, you will leave the world before you. If you've been so alone, then Dad can't leave at ease. "

Lin Zixi was stunned. Only then did he know that his father was worried about his life. This can't help but make her heart suddenly out of balance. In her mind, even in a moment, she thought of Han Yichen's face. This man who occupied her heart is still a person she can't forget after all.

"Dad, feelings are natural. Now I, I'm not sure how long I'll live, so I'd better not harm others. " Lin Zixi seemed to laugh at himself.

"No," Lin Hui said as if he had a lot of confidence, which made Lin Zixi feel a little confused.

"When your mother had a heart attack caused by an accident, she couldn't get a buffer because of time constraints, which led to the final tragedy." Lin Hui said with some certainty as he recalled sadly,

"This happened once, and I will never let it happen again. So you just love the people you want to love and leave the rest to your father. Even if I look all over the world, I will help you find a suitable heart. "

Lin Zixi was moved, but she didn't want to realize it in front of her father, adding some invisible pressure to him. So I also tried to endure the pain and emotion in my heart. Some reluctantly smiled and nodded, "OK."

Lin Hui smiled and touched her long hair. At the moment, in Lin Hui's heart, he finally made a complete decision. He knows that the consequences of this decision must have a huge impact on her, but he can't think of a better way, so he is the last safe guarantee.

He believes that when Lin Zixi knows all this, the people around her will help her overcome this last obstacle together. As for Han Yichen, he should be a cheap boy.

"But dad still wants you to promise me one thing." Lin Hui said suddenly after a moment of silence.

"Huh? Please say. " Lin Zixi quickly raised his head and asked seriously.

"Dad wants you to promise me that in the future, no matter what the situation is, you must be brave to pursue your own happiness." Lin Hui said suddenly.

Lin Zixi frowned slightly, as if he knew what Lin Hui wanted to express. At the moment, he just sighed and said, "Dad, I said that feelings are natural."

"No, it's not," Lin Hui suddenly said with some certainty,

"I know your Zixi. You are a person who will take the initiative to cut off all the way back as long as others hesitate a little.

So until now, you still insist on what you call letting nature take its course. In fact, you are not letting nature take its course, but waiting without choice. You won't accept the proximity of others, because there is someone in your heart who can't let go.

And his care and sincerity, you won't try again, because you don't want to be hurt the same again. So up to now, you have not really put down Han Yichen, but you are not simply unable to accept him because of your heart disease. Although in your heart, Han Yichen can't be replaced by anyone. "

Lin Zixi frowned lightly and didn't speak.

Lin Hui looked at her with her head down and silent, and there was a kind of silent sigh in her heart. His words today are just because of the evaluation and understanding of Han Yichen he heard from Che Chenxi last time, so he wants to see if Lin Zixi still has unforgettable feelings for Han Yichen at this time.

Although she didn't answer, it was obvious that everything was clear.

Lin Hui touched her head with a sigh, "son, I don't ask you to have a future with him. But I hope you can give yourself a chance and give him a chance.

Sometimes some passive acceptance and waiting will not have any good results. Only when you are brave enough to pursue, don't leave regrets, and don't wait until one day to find that you missed the happiness that is actually your dream and readily available, then it's really too late. "

Lin Zixi lowered his head and was silent a little. He didn't speak or look. Finally, after a long time, he said slowly, "I know what you mean. But Dad, what has happened over the years has actually pulled us farther and farther away. In fact, we can't go back to the beginning. "

"You've been thinking like this, telling yourself you can't go back. In fact, you don't dare to try. Because of your physical reasons, you have been worried about whether you can't hold on one day, so you have always been a negative attitude of giving up in the face of emotional choices.

Over time, no matter under what circumstances, you will tell yourself that you can't go back and have no hope. While still stubbornly adhering to this personal life, have you ever thought about whether it is because you really can't accommodate another person in your heart, or whether you are actually timidly looking forward to possible changes? "

Lin Hui looked at her and said in a deep voice.

"I," Lin Zixi found for the first time that he couldn't explain anything for himself. He was silent and couldn't answer.

Lin Hui gently touched her head, "son, don't worry about what it is. If you want to love someone, do it bravely. Your mother chose to marry me when she and I both knew she had a heart attack. It was just that the unexpected was so fast that I didn't have enough time to find her and left in a hurry.

Actually, you know what? For men, it may not be that they are afraid of their loved ones leaving. In comparison, they are more afraid that they separated without saying anything and telling each other's hearts in time. We'll never see each other again. In the years to come, how do you let the people who stay face all this? "

Lin Zixi sat stunned on the sofa. She couldn't answer her father's words. She knew that what his father said was actually right.

In her heart, isn't she always unwilling to admit that she is timid and dare not face all this?

I'm afraid Han Yichen has already changed her heart. I'm afraid they can't go back now. I'm afraid everything in their lives has been changed. I'm afraid any accident will become everything they can't afford. I'm afraid all the beauty will be lost in the end.

So she would rather give up all this. She would rather never start. At least she won't worry about losing.

But she never thought that if one day she really missed her readily available happiness, would she regret it? Would she wonder why she didn't give herself a chance and give him a chance? Do you really tell him that she only loved him from beginning to end in her life?

Lin Hui looked at Lin Zixi in his thoughts and smiled. Instead of disturbing her, he chose to leave here in her meditation and return to the room. At this time, leaving her a complete private space may be the best choice.

When Lin Zixi woke up from his meditation, he knew that Lin Hui had already returned to his room to rest.

She also stood up silently and walked back to her room with an indifferent face. Looking at everything that had been quiet outside the window, the dark night was not calm for a long time, except for the flashing lights in the distance and near and the vehicles crossing the bridge and road from time to time.

She also suddenly found that she had been persuading Che Chenxi to face the past bravely. When the protagonist of the story changed to herself, she was also afraid to face it.

Such a role change could not help but remind her of her words to persuade Che Chenxi. Now it seems that I didn't say that to myself?

Although she was also a little curious, why did her father suddenly say such words to herself, and I don't know why he would firmly believe that Han Yichen still has this inseparable emotion for himself? This made her think that her father must have met Han Yao on his birthday.

And this time, they must have talked a lot. Although they are no longer in laws, their friendship has always been very deep. So after meeting and talking, although they are not people who like to talk about their children's concerns, they will reveal something to each other more or less.

Lin Zixi thought of the night outside the window with tea. Maybe his father knew something about Han Yichen from Uncle Han.

The next morning, Lin Zixi woke up from his sleep, as if afraid that his father would suddenly disappear. He jumped up from the bed, quickly opened the door and walked to the living room.

I don't know why, a kind of parting pain is always hidden in Lin Zixi's chest, which makes her out of breath. Parting was like a common thing for her. But the sudden fear that her father would leave made her lose her reason.

She is now at the bedroom door, shouting, "Dad? Dad? " The tone is very similar to that of children lost by their parents alone in an amusement park.

Hearing Lin Zixi's call, father Lin Hui slowly poked his head out of the kitchen, looked at the panicked Lin Zixi and said with concern, "what's the matter, girl? Are you having a nightmare? Dad is here. "

As Lin Hui spoke, he walked towards Lin Zixi. "Nan Nan, what's the matter with you? Don't scare dad? "

Lin Zixi tried hard to hold back his tears and stop his father from worrying about himself, but the tears turned in his eyes for a long time, but he still couldn't hold them back and fell down.

"Dad, I thought you left without saying goodbye."

Hearing Lin Zixi's words, Lin Hui was moved and silently shed his own tears in his heart. He must pretend to be calm as if nothing would happen.

He was sorry for her and gave her generously to others like a commodity. If he had not been desperate and could not bear to watch his years of efforts go to waste, Lin Hui would not have done that.

He owes Lin Zixi. He wants to pay it back. His last love for his daughter is probably to give her a healthy heart, let her live an ordinary life and bravely welcome the coming of love.

"Silly boy, dad is making breakfast for you. I remember when you were a child, you liked to eat your father's fried poached eggs best. Dad fried a few more for you. Then the big girl is still crying. Go wash and prepare for dinner. "

Lin Hui is a person who is good at expressing his feelings. He has just seen Lin Zixi's panic, but he really doesn't know what to say to comfort his daughter.

Lin Zixi nodded obediently and walked towards the bathroom. Lin Zixi felt as she walked that something was wrong, but she tried to think about it, but she still couldn't understand what was wrong.

Lin Zixi looked at his haggard self in the mirror and knew he couldn't embarrass himself any more. She tried to shake her head, trying to drive out her inner panic, but ended in failure.

The smell of rice spread from the kitchen to the living room, and then slipped into the bath room. This long lost smell made Lin Zixi finish washing in a hurry and run to the table quickly.

Lin Zixi was about to reach for the poached eggs in the meal stack when her father tapped her finger gently with chopsticks“ Then when will you grow up when you are an adult and still like a little girl? "

"Don't you all say that your daughter will never grow up in front of your father? That's good. I'll never grow up, and you'll never grow old, so that we can keep company all the time. How good. "

Hearing Lin Zixi's words, Lin Hui's eyes were moist for a moment. While his daughter was not paying attention, he gently wiped the water from his eyes.

"My little cotton padded jacket will become someone else one day? Do you still want to be an old girl who can't get married at home? I won't accompany you. I have to dance a square dance with the old lady in the community from time to time. In case I meet my sunset lover, I can't care about you. "

"So you think so? You little old man, you really have a lot of thoughts. I really can't see it. Well, well, I'll marry myself as soon as possible so as not to delay you in looking for your sunset love. "