How can one become an immortal with such laziness?

Chapter 130 Conflicts with the World, Mutual Redemption of Boys and Girls (?)

My parents' love was without reason or purpose, and I finally joined their family.

Or rather, I've always been part of this family, but I just never realized it.

I began to try to reciprocate this love and truly realized the close bond between my parents and me, a bond thicker than blood.

Just like my dad said, in this life, they are my mom and dad, and that's an undeniable fact.

I feel very lucky to be a new member of this family.

Finally, I am no longer alone in this world; my dearest parents are by my side, and my restless heart has finally found a peaceful resting place.

"Yes."

Hongli nodded and sighed, "It's so wonderful to be a parent's child."

【…】

Time flies! I'm already three years old.

【…】

It's Chinese New Year again, and a lot of relatives have come to visit. I feel like a little moving toy, being passed from one elder's arms to another, being teased in various ways. Wow, it's really hard to get through.

Passing the New Year? I think it's more like passing through the gates of hell!

"That's true. When I was a kid, I would always stay far away from things like that beforehand."

Hong Li echoed this sentiment: "Those distant relatives and such, they were a real nightmare."

Unfortunately, as she grew up, for the sake of "politeness," she could no longer run away early. She could only sit "dignifiedly" and "quietly" to the side, listening to the elders' laughter and chatter, occasionally showing an awkward but polite smile to show that she was listening attentively.

In reality, her soul had already flown away and run off with Hei Yang to hide in a corner!

However, as I've grown older, my parents still find my personality issues somewhat troublesome.

"Of course, Hei Yang, you're a huge burden and a real nuisance."

Hongli pouted and complained about her boyfriend.

"It's only because I like collecting junk that I can put up with your awful personality and treat you like a treasure. Otherwise, without me, who would want you? Humph!"

As for her own personality issues...

Uh……

Let's turn our attention back to Black Sun's Diary!

They discovered that I seemed to have no interest in anything else besides my home, which worried them. Terrifying words like "unsociable," "isolated," and "socially withdrawn" flashed through their minds.

They wanted me to have a happy childhood, believing that this would shape a positive outlook on life and prevent me from going astray later in life.

This is Hei Yang at fourteen. Looking back now, my art style was indeed a bit peculiar during that period.

Avoiding the gaze of others, in a small, solitary room, he would sometimes cry and sometimes laugh as he drew mysterious, unknown characters in a dubious notebook. He seemed shrouded in shadow; calling him a minor, heretical cultivator wouldn't be out of place at all.

[This is Hei Yang at sixteen. Back then, my attitude towards heretical cultivators was far too rigid. I met one recently, and to be honest, he seemed much more cheerful than I was back then.]

"No doubt about it, you're still the same way now, that's the only thing that hasn't changed."

Hongli rolled her eyes: "Besides, what's wrong with this person? It's clearly an old diary, so why does his future self always come back to complain?"

Doesn't he feel ashamed to read his own diary all the time? Tsk tsk.

Actually, my parents are right; I was indeed deliberately escaping from this world.

Five-Colored Families, Five Elements Sect, Cultivation World, Demons and Monsters, Immortals, Buddhas, Taoism and Martial Arts...

Some of these things are very close to me, while others I may never see in my lifetime. But without exception, these unfamiliar new words make me feel a constant sense of alienation between me and the world.

It is said that every time traveler is lonely because humans are emotional beings. How is it possible to abandon everything in the past, start over, and not think about the past?

Telling jokes no one has ever heard before, spouting gags no one understands, often feeling like going crazy in the middle of the night, with a pain that cuts to the bone.

Granny Meng is right. After a bowl of soup, all worries will be forgotten. If I didn't have those memories from my past life, I would definitely be living a very happy life in this world, in this warm and loving family.

However, if I lose my memories of my past life, my personality will definitely be very different.

At that time, the person named Black Sun might still be around, but I will have vanished forever. Is it really a good idea to think this way?

"That's definitely not good!"

Hongli replied without hesitation, "If you weren't this kind of person, how could I love you?"

I want the complete Black Sun, not just another person wearing Black Sun's skin.

After all, I'm not with you because I'm lusting after your body...

Uh, okay, I admit, Little Black Sun, you do have some looks, but lusting after someone's body is one thing, but liking your personality is completely different, *slurp slurp*... *cough cough*

This is not good! I have made a judgment. I am Black Sun, unique to me, and I do not want to become someone else.

It is because of my memories of my past life that I cherish every moment of this life even more. While those around me, like I used to, start to sprint with their eyes closed, I slowly move forward step by step, appreciating the scenery around me.

Life's journey is only so long. If you win at the starting line and run so much faster than others, wouldn't you reach the finish line much faster?

I don't want to forget my parents from my past life, nor do I want to forget the interesting things that happened in my past life.

Happy memories will forever be treasured in my heart, while joyful memories make me cherish my life even more.

I feel like I'm getting used to the little things in this world, but suddenly I'm horrified to realize why I started keeping a diary not long after I was born.

You know, keeping secrets in a diary makes them much easier to expose and let others know!

But perhaps that was my instinctive defense mechanism from my past life; I didn't want to be assimilated by this world, and I didn't want to forget the past.

Although now that I think about it, it seems like it happened a long time ago, so long that I can't help but wonder if I really experienced those things. Perhaps it was just a child's imagination, a self-imposed setting based on some fragmented dream pieces?

No, look at the previous diary entries. How could a baby be born with knowledge?

I'm starting to doubt the reality of my past life. I've definitely been assimilated. This is terrifying!

I don't want to forget, I don't want to become a different person, so I will be more careful in recording my thoughts in my diary from now on!

【…】

[My diary ran out of pages, so I sewed a new notebook onto it. My diary is twice as thick now, and I can continue writing in it!]

"Well……"

Hong Li didn't offer much comment. She simply rested her chin on her hand and turned to the next page with her delicate white hands. Sure enough, she could see the stitching marks. No wonder Hei Yang's diary was so thick!

To help me fit in with everyone and my surroundings, my parents started taking me to visit other people's homes, including my cousin Hei Hui and my older cousin Hei Xiaoqi...

"Hey, what's going on, little bro!"

Hongli drawled out her words, her face full of displeasure, "Why haven't you come to my door yet?"

If you keep acting like this, I'll feel like I'm missing out on your life!

My parents' plan to visit each other's homes didn't go as smoothly as they had imagined. In my opinion, they were just a bunch of little kids, and we wouldn't be able to play together.

My innocent and naive cousin Hei Hui, to be honest, being with her makes me feel like I'm her uncle, having to worry about her all the time.

Hei Xiaoqi, who was trying to act like a little adult, stammered and couldn't say a few words when facing me. Then she cried and went to her uncle and his family to complain that her younger brother was naughty and that she wanted another, more well-behaved brother.

[This is Hei Yang at fifteen years old. After Hei Xiaolong, her younger brother, came into the picture, Hei Xiaoqi realized what it meant to be naughty. It's hilarious. Is it really necessary to compare?]

However, Xiaolong seemed only interested in bullying his sister. His attitude towards me, his cousin, was not only as close and dependent as his cousin Hei Hui, but also showed some admiration. This surprised me a bit, but I didn't take it too seriously.

In my eyes, they are all family, and all equally lovable.

My parents took me on a tour of all five color families, which further confirmed my suspicions: I really have nothing in common with these little brats who cry and make a fuss, whose personalities are constantly unpredictable, who have no sense of proportion when they hit someone, who are completely unpredictable, and some of them even play in the mud naked with their pee!

However, there is one exception: the Hong family has a little sister who is three days younger than me, and her personality is much quieter than that of other ordinary children.

When there are many people around, she always likes to hide away and doesn't want to get involved in the children's arguments.

In her eyes, I always felt a sense of déjà vu. Thinking about it carefully, that girl looked just like me in the past.

Dislikes socializing, prefers quiet, and always exudes laziness and fatigue in every move.

But her bright, inquisitive eyes sparkled with a child's innate curiosity and exploration of the world.

Those eyes look so out of place on this girl; I really want to extinguish the light in them! (Cross, wrong!)

I think I should lend that child a hand in the darkness, so that her future life won't be filled with pain and sorrow! (Yes, that's right!)

Oh, by the way, her name is Hong Li, it's a very nice name.

"What the hell did you cross out?! Why can I still see it even though you crossed it out, you bastard! So you were already a heartless bastard when you were so young? Meeting you is such bad luck!"

Hong Li couldn't help but complain loudly, but then suddenly let out a long sigh and revealed a relaxed smile: "Hmph, is it finally time for the hero to make his appearance?"

Just as I knew it! Now it's up to Little Red Li to save Black Sun's pathetic life! Hehehe!

(End of this chapter)

Chapter 131 It's too late to go back to the past (sad)... Hey, just kidding, have fun!

The little girl disappeared as soon as she went out, and I was too lazy to look for her since we weren't very close.

My parents were talking to Uncle Hong and the others. I greeted them and got up to leave.